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He opened the door and looked me straight in the eyes "hey, is that Chinese I smell?" he said taking the bag off me and walking towards the kitchen as I followed him in and shut the door "yeah I got your favourite" I said walking to the fridge and placing the beers I'd just brought in and taking out 2 cold ones. "You remembered my favourite?" Don said looking a little shocked, I smiled and took the fork he was holding out for me "yeah now let's eat I'm starving" I said walking towards the couch and flopping down on it. As I took the first bite of a rib Don sat down beside me, I knew he wanted to talk but I wanted to eat first then talk. Don flipped the TV to the sports channel but I wasn't really paying attention, I knew what was coming after we had eaten.

I sat eating as Don watched the sports channel and we made polite small talk, asking how work was going, what was happening in the lab and how people were. Draining the last of my beer I grabbed the dishes and walked to the kitchen. I placed them into sink and grabbed another beer out of the fridge "we need to talk and now would be a good time" Don said from the doorway making me jump slightly. I walked over to the kitchen table and sat down "ok where do you want me to start?" I said looking at Don who was leaning against the doorframe "from the day you got shot, and tell me everything please Torrie I deserve that at least" he said walking over and sitting down across from me. Swallowing I took a deep breath and started to tell Don everything.

"Well as you know we got called to a scene and when we got there the perp ran and we chased. After being shot I was rushed to the hospital but what I never told you or anyone else was that I was pregnant. I told the paramedics and the doctors but there was nothing they could do. They tried everything but nothing worked. I cried for ages that's why I told the nurses to keep you all out, I couldn't stop crying and I knew you'd all get suspicious if I cried in front of you so I pushed you all away" I sat in Don's kitchen crying again, letting the tears fall while Don sat there in shock. After a little while he finally managed to say "Why didn't you tell me? When did you find out? Why did you run?" I looked back and still crying said slowly "I didn't tell you cause I didn't have time to. I'd only found out that morning and you were really busy so I couldn't tell you at work. I ran because I was scared. Scared that you were going to hate me, that Mac would hate me for not following the rules and fire me. Scared that everyone in the lab would turn against me. I didn't want that I ran because it seemed like the easiest thing in the world to do but it turns out that it wasn't, it was the hardest. I had to stop on the way to Washington DC because I couldn't see for crying. I'd only just left and I missed you, I missed the gang, the lab everything but I knew I could never turn around because then you would all hate me."

I got up and went to the bathroom I needed to clean up and Don needed time to think. I looked in the mirror and finally seen what I wanted to the person I was before everything had happened. Wiping the eye shadow away and the rest of the lip gloss, I straightened my hair up and walked back to the kitchen. I seen Don sitting there with tears in his eye and realised that he hated me. "Don talk to me please. I don't wanna lose you as a friend" I said walking over and sitting down again. "You bitch. Get out now. I'm not your friend. GET OUT!" he screamed grabbing my bag and coat and pushing me out of his apartment and slamming the door in my face. I wiped away a few of the tears falling from my eyes and looking at Don's door said "I'm sorry Don. I love you" before walking back to the car to start the tearful journey to the hotel, hoping Gibbs would be away and would be able to help stop my tears.

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