Chapter 14: Ball Party

**MATURE CONTENT**

It was the day of the ball party. "Sebastian, what should I wear?" I asked him, nudging his side.

"Whatever you like and want." He said as he unfolds to see many dresses in rows. The dresses were in varieties of colors, styles, and designs.

I looked at the dresses. "They're so beautiful." My eyes were shining from the beauty of the dresses. "These looks so expensive!" I pulled a dress out.

"Because they are." My jaw dropped.

"I-I can't! It's so expensive, Sebastian!" I put back the dress that I took out.

Sebastian laughs at me. "It's okay. It's owned by the Phantomhive's manor, so you're fine, darling."

I was being indecisive about wearing the dresses now. "You did wanted to go, didn't you?" Sebastian commented.

"Y-yeah…" I admitted.

"Wear this then." He pulls out a gold yellow dress with a square neckline and long sleeve to my elbow. The sleeve had ruffles and a shade darker than the dress color. At the skirt part, it did have some ruffles but only a little. I had embellishments on the dress.

"Come here. Let me do your hair and makeup." He called out to me.

"Okay." I obliged and walked to him.

His gloved hands touching my hair putting into a beautiful hairstyle. Sebastian gently applies little makeup on my face as he told me to close my eyes and relax.

"Are you done?" I asked him with my eyes closed still.

"I'll tell you when I'm done. Be patient, darling." He tells me.

I waited for a while until he was done. "You done?" I asked one more time.

"Yes. Open your eyes." He had his hands on both of my cheeks. "Okay it looks perfect." He smiles at me.

Sebastian gave me a mirror to look at, "thank you." I smiled and kissed him.

"I love you." He smiled and kissed me.

"I love you too." I wrapped my arms around his waist.

"You are so adorable." He chuckles and strokes my hair. I giggled.

"Let's go." He grabs my hand and we went to the carriage.

In the carriage, Ciel was in there waiting for us. "Geez. Took you guys long enough." Ciel turned his head away from us as he scoffed.

I smirked at him and sat down across from him.

It took a while to get there. "Here we are." Sebastian opens the carriage's door and he helped us out.

Their butler and servants greeted us as we entered. "Have fun, you guys." Ciel departed from me and Sebastian.

"Where is he going?" I looked at Sebastian.

"He has to greet nobles."

"Oh." I looked at Ciel from afar. "If you need to be with Ciel then go." I told him because I could see his eyes staring at him.

"Are you sure?" He looks at me.

I smiled back at him and grabbed his face in my hand. "Yes, I'm sure." I giggled at him lovely.

"Okay. I'll see you later." He kissed my forehead.

"Okay. Bye." I watched him walk away from my side.

I went to the snack area to snack on things. "Hello, lady." A man came up to me.

"H-hello." I said politely with a hesitant voice.

"Can I interview you?" The man said to me.

"M-me? Why?" I asked in confusion.

"Well, it's for a project. I will be asking about marriage. You can speak whatever comes in mind. Everyone did this before." I nodded what he was saying. "Would you mind doing it?"

"I wouldn't mind." I said to the man.

"Oh okay let's go." I followed him into a room.

I was in a beautiful room. The man was sitting in front of me. "What is your name?" I asked the man.

"Thomas. You?" He said.

"Cynthia."

"Okay. First question…" He kept on asking me questions.

"Last question, what do you think about sexual intercourse?"

I blushed from that topic. "Well…"

"How about rape? What do you think about that?" Now, he was coming close to me. He was asking such personal questions now.

"I think you need to stop, please." I told him and got off my chair.

I was pushed down onto the bed. "STOP!" I screamed at him as I tried to wiggle out from his grip on me.

He was straddling me. "The room is sound proof, so no one would be able to hear you." He whispers in my ear and lick my neck.

"Nff. S-stop…!" I turned my neck away from him.

"Don't you know you're beautiful?" He commented.

I kicked my leg into his crouch. I got up from the bed and almost ran to the door, but he quickly got up and pulled me.

"Stop it!" I moved my arms around.

"I will have to restrain you." He grabs his tie and tied my hands above my head.

"Is this what you do to the people who you interview?" I yelled at him as he strips me from my dress.

"Yes, with beautiful ladies like you." He went up to kiss my lips. I did not open my mouth.

"Feisty one." He whispers. He grabs a knife out and started to cut my top off.

"No!" I was useless.

He suck at each breast and would squeeze it. "Don't you like it?" He would comment every time he does something to me.

I didn't want to feel pleasure. My body is only reacting to it, but my feelings aren't.

He twisted the bud between his forefinger and thumb. I was holding back a moan. "Just let it out." I shook my head.

"Don't be stubborn. I know you like it." He tries kissing my lips, but I turned my head away from him.

He quickly plugged into my womanhood. I gasped how fast he just stuck it in. His fingers moving in a fast pace. "You'll never be better than my fiancée." I sneered at him with heavy pants.

"Oh really now?" He removes his hand and shoved his member into me.

"Gak!" He's always so fast for everything.

'Sebastian, where are you?' I was trying to call him.

I waited for his answer.

Thomas picked up his pace.

'Sebastian!' I screamed at the call with tears rolling down my face.

"Don't cry." He licks my tears away.

"You're so disgusting." I sobbed.

"I'm going to release into you." He whispers in my ear.

"NO!" I begged him not to. He released his seeds into me.

Then the door swung opened, there stood Sebastian. He stared down at me in disgust. "Cynthia." He looks at me.

"Sebastian! He raped me! Believe me!" I tried getting up, but my legs gave up on me.

He didn't say anything. "Don't give me that look Sebastian!" I sobbed.

"She loves me more than you." Thomas said to Sebastian.

"No, I don't! I love you, Sebastian! I would never hurt you like this. I was forced to have sex for him, I was raped because of him." I pleaded with tears.

Sebastian turns to Thomas and twisted his neck. Then he turns at me and gave me his coat. "We're going home." He didn't look at me.

At home, he didn't talk to me. "Sebastian, please talk to me. It wasn't my fault." I tried touching him, but he would move away from my touch.

"You can just ignore me like this!" I moved in front of him and stopped him.

He pushed me aside. I stood there looking at his figure walking away from me.

A week later, he didn't talk to me still. I went to confront him again. "Sebastian! Stop ignoring me!" I stood in front of him.

He glared down at me with no expression.

"Sebastian, stop ignoring me! I need you to talk to me." I grabbed him.

"You're pregnant with that man's child." That's all he could say. "I don't want that man's child in the house. Go abort it." He said coldly to me.

"But the baby is innocent! It's killing a life!" I stared into his eyes.

"I can't have it. It's not my child." He walks away from me.

I broke down crying.

After crying for so long, I ran away from the manor. I couldn't stand it anymore after what Sebastian said to me.

"He wouldn't give a damn about me." I indeed felt eyes on me as I ran away.