Honey your breaking my heart
Sami stood paralyzed with tears streaming down her cheek. She all of sudden as jolted back to reality. Johnny was tugging at her "Mom we are ready o goes to
Disneyland. "Johnny said Sami sighed and grabbed to sit on thee sofa. "So are you excited that you're going. I know you're happy that Luis is going too. "Sami said
forcing a smile on her face. "Yes mommy I'm happy and I'm even ok with going on the kiddie rides with Sydney. I'm keeping my promise." Johnny said proudly
"Your promise Johnny?" Sami asked Johnny nodded "I promised Daddy when he died I would be the man of the house. That means making everyone happy and taking
care of my sisters. We talked about being a DiMera may be hard because of Nono Stefano. Do you think he's proud of me? I have been trying real hard to make him
proud." Johnny said sadly Sami hugged him "Your father would be vey proud of you Johnny you're doing the best job. You understand that you have to be happy too.
It's ok to be sad too sometimes because we miss him. We can love someone and still wish they were here. I know you promised your father but he would want you to
still be a young man. It's too soon for you to worry about grown up things. "Sami said caressing his face. "You mean Lorenzo? He's really nice and you have been
smiling much more. Lorenzo was sad and you were sad. Daddy would want you to be happy again. Do you wish Daddy as here? "Johnny asked Sami tried to hold back
the tears. "I wish he was here everyday sweetheart but he is with us everyday in our hearts. He is with us everyday because of our love. Your father was an amazing
man who had so much love for you, your sisters and me. He loved all of us with all his heart. Your father taught us the family is everything and we all must take care of
each other. You don't have to do it alone. I have to help too. Promise me if you feel sad you will come to me. "Sami said. Johnny sighed. "Mom I still keep crying
sometimes is that okay? Are you mad that I brought Lorenzo here? Sometimes I just want to wake up and go in your room and daddy is there. "Johnny said crying Sami
hugged him. "Oh Johnny it's okay. Your father will always be missed. I wake up too and forget he's not there. Its ok to miss him don't feel bad for that. As far as
Lorenzo and I it's still brand new. Look at me Johnny." Sami said holding his face. " I'm not mad at you. I could never be mad at you for trying to help me. You bringing
Lorenzo here was the best thing because he makes me very happy. That's what you wanted but not for one second will I ever forget your father. No one, I mean no one
can take your fathers place. There will never be anyone who could. You are the man in my life and you and your sisters will always come first. Lorenzo is a good man
and I care about him and he has been an amazing friend but if your not comfortable with this you let me know you promise." Sami demanded Johnny nodded "I like
Lorenzo he spends time with us and he plays with us. He has been really good about your father. I can talk to him about anything. "Johnny exclaimed Sami smiled "So
Johnny you did a good job but can you do me a favor. Let me take it from here okay. You go enjoy Disneyland. You have your fun and I will have my fun tonight at my
party I Promise." Sami said sternly smiling Johnny smiled "Yes mom I love you." Johnny said as he hugged her. I love you too Johnny DiMera. "Sami said kissing his
forehead Sami began crying and Lorenzo high five Johnny as he walked in. Lorenzo sat next to her and hugged her. "You have an amazing son. You and EJ did a great
job with Johnny. He loves you so much." Lorenzo said softly Sami leaned into his chest and continued to cry. He held her for what seemed like forever. The more Sami
doubted her feelings the more she was proved wrong. Sami sighed "Thank you. You know he adores you. Its been months since I seen him excited about a man in my
life. He likes Lucas but he just enamored with you. I have to say I feel the same. "Sami said honestly. Lorenzo smiled and they began kissing. The kids came running in
and jumped on the sofa. They all hugged and kissed. Luis hugged Sami real hard and whispered in her ear. "Thank you for everything. Lo is so happy. "Luis said smiling
Sami kissed his cheek "Thank you for being a good friend to Johnny. I'm happy too. "Sami said as she winked at Lorenzo. Sydney jumped on her lap. "Mommy thank
you we are going to have so much fun. Maybe you and Lorenzo can come with us next time." Sydney said cheerfully Sami nodded "Yes next time. Now go have fun,"
Sami ordered the kids left with Mary and the other nanny. Sami sighed She looked up at Lorenzo." They are just amazing. I think you have won my children over "Sami
said proudly Lorenzo smiled. "You better go upstairs and start to get ready. I have some meetings today so I will see you later tonight." Lorenzo said as he kissed her.
Sami sighed and rushed off to get ready for last minute errands for her party tonight. She had a feeling it was going to be very interesting.