Chapter 14
"Claire, Claire wake up sleeping beauty where here" I groaned
"5 more minutes mummy" she laughed and pinched my arm "Hey no need to pinch" I sat up right "You didn't need to do that I was just getting you prepared for what your going to have to go through with that baby of yours" I rubbed her belly
"Well she had her aunty to help her out with that all her bad habits" Well all gasped, turned, and looked at Ness
"Your having a girl" Emily asked
"Yeah Jake and I found out the week I figured you guys would have known by now with the pack in Jake's head and all"
"No Sam hasn't said anything about the boys lately"
"Neither has Paul" Rachel said
"Or Quil" I said
"Collin hasn't and he's always with me"
"Seth hasn't said anything and he usually comes in telling me that he seen Quil thinking dirty things about his little sister" I laughed and put my head down to hide the blush
"So your telling me that nun of our men have said a word to us about things while they have been on patrol?" Kelly asked all of us we all shock our heads "Oh they are so going to pay for this" I laughed
"What are you going to do to them?" I asked
"I don't know give me sometime and ill have something so perfect so diabolical" oh crap this is going to be bad maybe I could do something to make her forget cause when she gets her plans in her head they are really good but really bad
"Come one guys lets get inside and relax" We all got out of the car and started to walk in the door when we hurd Emily's name. We spun around and see Alisha and Audrey standing there
"Oh hey guys I didn't think you would make it" Emily said hugging them. Ness put her hand on mine
'After you left last night they came out of the restaurant and Embry and Brady asked them out them begged us to invite them to our girls day so we can tell them how awesome they are. Are you okay with this? I know it's meant to be your day"
"Of course trust me its fine" I walked over to the girls and introduced my self "Hi guys im Claire" they put there hands out and shock mine "I didn't get to meet you last night I left early with my fiancée. You must be Audrey and Alisha. I think my brothers asked you out last night. They both rang me like girls that they are and told me" they both blushed "Oh you like them back Awwwwwwwww." They blushed harder "Don't worry about it between you and me there somewhat REALLY hard not to love. You can even ask theses guys they new who they wanted to be with just by first glance"
"So your saying if I where to say I feel this HUGE connection with Embry that it would be okay" Audrey asked oh god please let this be his imprint he never told me who's was who's
"I don't know who asked you out"
"Embry"
"Then yes that connection you feel to him he feels right back" she smiled and looked at her sister "Watch this" I turned to Emily "Hey aunt Em how long did you know Uncles Sam before you knew that there was a connection there?"
"If I remember 2.2 seconds" I laughed
"What about you Demi?"
"It take im looking me deep in the eyes for me to know that I was in love with him. We got married with in a week and we have been happy ever since"
"See perfect match. Take Quil and I for a second I have known him since I was 2 years old been in love with him since I was 15 but we have only been together for the last 5 months and where getting married. Don't fight those feelings that you have don't feel like your just being a stupid girl because your not. And don't push them away because it will hurt you not they will hurt you but the pain of hem being away for to long with hurt you" they smiled and hugged me
"Thank you Claire this really put our minds in perspective"
"Any time. Lets get inside and get our girls day on"
**** A few hours later*****
"Hey guys I have to bee some where for a little while I promise ill be back to pick you up soon I just really need to go"
"Where you going Claire?" Ness asked
"Doctor" I whispered loud enough that only she would hear it
"Why" she mouthed back
"Come with me and find out" she nodded and got up
"Guys im gonna go with Claire ill see you when we get back"
"Oh okay then. See you later" Emily said all the girls waved and we left
"So Claire are you going to tell me why where going to the doctors?"
"Ahh yeah I guess im going to see if I can find out if I have kids"
" Oh okay. Are you sure, you wont to do this?"
"Yep have to get it over with. At least then ill know. Then ill know to call of the wedding before it gets to serious"
"Wait. What call of the wedding? Why?"
"Because I can't let Quil stay with me knowing that we might not be able to have kids. He wants kids I know that he's told me that he would love to have kids some time in the future. I don't wont us to turn out like mum and dad. Mum found out she cant have kids adopted my brothers but it pushed them apart not being able to have kids of there own. Then they got a divorcé"
"But your mum got pregnant with you"
"Yeah by a complete flock"
"But she still had a baby Claire. The doctors said that there wasn't a chance that she could but she did. Yeah it take her a really long time but she had a baby"
"But I don't wont it to be that way I don't wont to be told that I don't wont to put Quil through that I know it will be so hard for him" We pulled into the doctors office
"Okay Claire snap out of it" she slapped my arm "Quil loves you he will do anything for you. Okay yeah he might be upset that he can't have kids but that wont matter to him he loves you its not going to matter"
"As much as I wont to believe that im not sure. Lets just get inside and figure all of this stuff out please" she nodded and hugged me
"Love you cc"
"Love you to Ness"
I pulled back, take a deep breath in, and stepped out of the car as. I did I didn't se the pot hole and stood right on the edge of it because as I turned I fell in a hurd a crack and then pain shoot up my legs. I screamed out in pain
"Claire" I hurd Ness next to me "What's wrong what did you do?"
"You didn't hear that snap I hurd that and im not a vampire" I whispered. She laughed
"I did I just figured it was something else sorry"
"Its okay just help me inside" She laughed and helped me up thank god for vampire strength, Ness sat me down on the chair in the waiting room and went to the desk
"Hi there should me an appointment here for Claire young with doctor Cullen"
"Yes the doctor is waiting for you"
"Oh its not me its my friend over there" she looked over her shoulder at me then looked around "Do you think I could borrow that wheelchair over there. She broke her ankle coming in here" she stopped up and grabbed it and rolled it over to me
"Hi miss young do you think you could get into here" I nodded and did a little hobble into it
****Hour and a half later****
"Okay Claire you are good to go the test results should come in by tomorrow. Ill give you call
"Okay thanks Dr Cullen"
"It will probably be between 12 and 5. and how many times have I told you Carlie" I smiled and shrugged
"Okay thank you. If I don't answer just leave a message" He smiled and hugged Nessie's i and i
I stood up and hobbled out of there with my big boot that I have to wear
"Ill drive Claire I don't think you would be able to if you tried" I stuck my tongue out at her
*****Home Time. Kelly's plan goes into play not bad just WEIRD****** Nessie's POV******
I put my Bluethooth set on and conferences call all the girls
"Claire? Emily? Kelly? Rachel? Demi?"
"Here"
"Here"
"Hell yeah im here"
"Here"
"Here"
"Okay it on speaker so ready to scar the crap out of them" Kelly said
"You know this is kind of mean where making it seem like you guys are all dead and are back as ghosts"
"I know but its funny"
"Okay but if they get mad it's your fault Kelly"
"Yeah, Yeah they can't do anything"
"Yeah Colin wont you his imprint"
"My point exactly"
"Claire do you wont me to tell Quil that you're at home and just not tell him about your leg"
"Yeah ill have to deal with it later" I got out of the car and pulled my hair down and around my ear so you couldn't see anything there
When I opened the door I seen the boys sitting at the table laughing and playing poker
"Hey babe" Jake said he stood up but I waved my hand
"Stay play your game I need to pee the babies on my bladder" he laughed and sat back down I went upstairs and went into Claire's old room
"Where is that bag Claire?"
"Under the bed if Quil asks why your giving it to him tell him that its something that I can wear that would make him smile like 5 year old on Christmas morning''
"Okay" I laughed and went down stairs and throw the bag at Quil
"Hey Ness what's this"
"Some of Claire's stuff you can carry it for her out to the car"
"Where is she?"
"Im right here Quil" his head snapped up and looked around he looked over at me confused
"Where?"
"Right here next to Ness" I held in my laugh when he looked scared. HE turned and looked at the boys
"God help me you guys hurd that as well?"
"Yeah we hurd her" Seth said. You could hear in his voice that he was freaked out
"Aww Seth baby what's wrong."
"Demi?"
"Hey babe. How you doing at poker. You bring any money home with us tonight?"
"Ahhh…. Yes?"
"Ness what the hell is going on where are girls?" Sam asked. He had a little anger in his voice
"Sam Jonathan Uley you apologize to Ness for that angry tone look at Jake Glaring at you" I giggled she knew all these boys so well
"Sorry Nessie" I smiled and curtsied
"Okay before we get into where the hell is my imprint thing. How did it go with our imprints today" Embry said. He pointed to him self and Brady
"Good actually there really cool chick's you owe Claire BIG though and when I say BIG I mean BIG"
"Oh okay but what did she do?"
"Oh she got Audrey to admit that she and her sister and madly in love with you guys that they feel this crazy connection with you but they where freaked out about why and we told them our stories"
"Yeah like Seth and I how quickly we got together," Demi said
"Or Sam and I not the whole story of course just how we new our feeling by first glance"
"Oh yeah and Jake and I. You know Claire saved your ass from being in pain from not seeing your imprint because they where going to leave and not see you guys again because they thought it was stupid to feel this way" Embry looked Scared
"How? What did she say?" I looked over at Quil he looked pained
"How much pain that she was in for that long time that she was away from Quil and how much she knew she loved him even if he didn't love her back and to let those feelings that hey have run free to express them not hide them. By the end of the day all they where talking about where you guys asking us questions. Mostly Claire because she said that you where her brothers, that you where dorks but your really hard not to love" I seen Quil opening that bag "Quil what's in that bag will make you smile like 5 year old on Christmas morning and you really don't wont to open it in front of everyone" I seen a small blush run up his face
"Claire?"
"Yeah?"
"Is she serious?"
"Oh very" Sam stood up to grab the bag "Touch that bag Uncle Sam ill hit you so hard with a bat you will still be hurt in a week" he scrunched his nose and sat back down
"Thank you Claire" Brady and Embry said
"Your welcome and I wont some Chocolate. And your help when Quil gets home and looks at me"
"Oh a 4 way AWSOME" Embry said
"Ewww Embry no not that you will just have to help him if he gets angry and phases"
"Ahh okay" Everyone looked at Quil confused then looked up at me
"Okay I cant take this anymore. What the hell is going on Ness" Jake said I laughed and went and sat down on his lap I laid my head on Jakes shoulder with my ear right next to his
"Kelly?" Collins head snapped around and looked at me
"Yeah" I felt Jake flinch then look around as then looked down at me, HE grabbed my hair and pulled it back and seen the head peace. I hurd a bunch of growls come around the table
"Wow, wow down, boys" they all laughed
"Down boys? What do you take us for - some kind of dogs?" Jake said
"Oh shush. All of you get out of my house. Embry Brady make sure you go with Quil she was serious when she said she will need your help" I hurd Claire clear her throat" He was frowning at me "Just let them go with you Quil they wont stay to long they will have to see there imprints sooner or later"
***Claire POV***
"It was so funny sitting here listening to them freak out trying to figure out where the voices where coming from
"Okay Claire there gone. You know he's going to be pissed that we didn't call him when it happened right?"
"When what happened? Are you okay Claire?" Jacob said
"Im fine Jake I was just at the doctors and I broke my ankle no biggy"
"No biggy are you serious Claire you broke your ankle and didn't call Quil I think if I was in Quil's place and you guys id call when Ness got hurt I would be so pissed at you" I hurd a small kissing noise on the other end of the phone
"Come on guys stop that im still here. In addition, yes I know Jake but I didn't wont him to panic and ran here then I wouldn't have been able to take my tests"
"What test?"
"Tests to find out if she can have kids or not" Ness said
"Oh Claire I didn't know you where doing that?"
"Yeah no one did the only people that know are you 2 and Carlie. So no telling any one till I get the results so ill ring you tomorrow when I find out" I hurd laughing come from the door "Gotta go guys I think Quil's here ill talk to you later. Love you. Bye"
"Love you to Claire BYE" I hung up and quickly covered my foot up with the blanket
The door opened and Quil walked in flanked By Brady and Embry
"Hi guys"
"Hi Claire" Brady said
"Hey Cc" Embry said
"Hey babe" Quil lent down and kissed my head "Did you have fun today" He put my bag down next to him
"Yeah for the first couples of hours then not so good"
"What happened?"
"Okay" I take a deep breath in "I went to the doctors today with Ness" I seen his nose moving around he must be sniffing
"Is that way I can smell Carlie?"
"Yeah"
"What's that smell I smell something different?" Embry asked he came closer and lend down to my leg "What's under the blanket Claire?"
"Lift it up and have look" Quil went to go grab it but I quickly put my hand in the way "Before you look know I love you and im REALLY sorry I didn't call you and ill explain later why I was there" he nodded and lifted the blanket of. I hurd 3 different growl's
"What the fuck Claire?" I winced at the anger but love in Quil's voice
"It was an accident I got out of the car at the doctors and I didn't realize I had stood on ht edge of the pot hole so when I closed the door and turned a little my ankle twisted and it snapped" He winced like it was his leg that I broke
"Fuck Claire you scared the crap out of me" Embry said hugging me you think he would be a little gentle but Noooo
"Sorry Em"
"Its okay Cc." He kissed my head stepped back so Brady could hug me
"By the way Claire thanks again and we didn't get you treats but we promise to bring them to you tomorrow" I laughed
"It okay. You guys can go now it looks like he will be okay" They nodded and slapped Quil on the back and left
Once the door closed Quil lifted me up and sat down and pulled me onto his lap
I looked up at Quil's expression. It was half horrified, half pained. His eyes, directed at my leg he had tha look like he was the one that did this. I bit my lip. I wanted to kiss the face off him for being so bloody cute when he was upset
"What's wrong baby?" I asked
"Im so sorry"
"For what baby"
I'm supposed to protect you from getting hurt. If you ever got badly hurt, it would be the worst thing ever to happen to me. But you did get hurt and I wasn't there to help you and that hurts me" I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him it take him a minute for him to respond but he did
"This wasn't your fault I decide to go to the doctors I decide to park where I did not you. So don't blame your self please" he shrugged but nodded
"So I think its time you explain why you where at the doctors" he said into my neck. I nodded and got up of his lap and sat on the table in front of us and put my leg up on his knee
"Okay so you know how. I said I wanted to get to tests done to see if I could have kids?"
"Yeah" He looked confused for a second then realized what I was going to say "Oh"
"Yep Ness came with me just incase I got bad news right then"
"Soooooo?" he asked. I laughed
"I don't find out till tomorrow Carlie's going to ring me and tell me the news he fast tracked it just for me" he nodded I slowly went to stand up when I remembered that I had to ring he girls and tell them how it went "Ill kiss you in a sec I have to make a call." I grabbed my phone and did the conference call again. They picked the phone up at the same time
"Hello" Kelly
"Hey Claire" Demi
"Claire" Rachel
"Chi Chi" Nessie
"Hey Hun" Emily
"Hey guys where on conference with everyone well apart from Kim and they twins but that's cause of basic reasons" I giggled "I just wanted to call and tell you everything cool he wasn't to bad" I turned to Quil "He was mad at first then he did the hole blame thing. I owe you 20 bucks Ness. But you know me kissed him and made him shut up" He glared at me. I let out a giggle "I think it was more he wanted to know why I was at the doctors in the first place I think I freaked him out thinking that I was sick or something but im healthy as a wolf" The girls laughed at me lame joke and Quil rolled his eye. "Okay guys ill see you in a few days I promised Quil will stay in the house for a few days just him and I where going to kick Embry and Brady out."
"We don't need to kick the out any way they will be watching their imprints we all do it if where not around you guys for the night we stay a far and listen to your breathing its our way of making sure your okay" o\i laughed
"Well Jake sorry I take it back. That is the creepiest thing you do"
"What?" I hurd the phone being passed around "Give it Ness"
"No"
"Yes"
"No"
"NESS" I screamed
"No"
"Yes"
"NO JACOB BLACK"
"OKAY THAT'S IT I LOVE YOU NESS AND ILL SEE YOU AND A FEW DAYS. You to girl's ill talk to you in a few days don't bother ringing cause im turning the phones of and pulling them out of the wall if its an emergency you know what you have to do to get a hold of me. Love you" I hung up before they could say anything I turned it off and shoved it between the cushions on the couch. I plopped down next to Quil and laid my legs on his lap
"So Mr. Ateara. What are we going to do tonight?"
"Well future Mrs. Ateara I was thinking that we could go get some movies then go to the store and buying a bunch of food that's going to last as a few days"
"Well lets go and do that" I wasn't paying attention, so when Quil grabbed me suddenly I nearly shrieked out loud. Before I could say anything to protest, Quil had collapsed on the lounge, and seated me on his lap, wrapping his arms around my waist. Then I didn't feel like protesting. I leaned into him and he kissed my cheek
"Should you be walking around?" I laughed
"Properly not. But I'm not a baby" I snapped at him
"I know you're not a baby but you're my baby and I wont to take care of you" Well. I couldn't argue with him when he said things like that. I felt guilty for snapping at him.
"Fine" I sighed. "Go" I stood up and started to walk towards the bedroom
"Claire" I kept walking "Claire!" I spun around shocked
"What Quil" I whispered. I knew he would hear me
"What's really wrong you have been like this you have been happy then you where jumpy then you just start crying. Claire is there something more you wont to talk about maybe the wedding maybe, about us."
"No" I lend up against the wall and slid down to the ground "No Quil, no, no, no" I felt the tears start to run down my cheek. He ran over and sat down in front of me, I grabbed his hands and pulled him closer until his head was lying on my lap. "Quil I love you im not going to take back anything about the wedding we have only been engaged for 24 hours. Hell ive wanted to marry for a long time now GOD I have a dress already I got it when Ness got married. What is going on with me has nothing to do with you and how I feel about you. It has to do with a lot of stuff that im dealing with now. It will take awhile for me to go back to the old Claire but I will get there some day. I just need time. However, I don't wont you to feel like you need to tip toe around me because that's not what I wont. I wont you to treat me like normal Claire like how we where with or friendship. Of course its going to be friends with benefits but it will be OUR friends with benefits" he laughed and stood up and pulled me with him
"Okay then I will treat you as normal as possible"
"Thank you"
"But for tonight you are coming out with me we are going to go and get what we need and im going to piggy back you around"
"Yay"
So it turns out you cant hide things from the people you love and the people that love you no matter how hard you try you cant push your feelings away you need to let them free show people you are weak sometimes you cant always be this hard core person that everyone sees you as. It can always be hard to be who your are but just try I try and I try and sometimes it comes to no end but it is good in every way :) but just show it show that side to you don't be afraid because if your afraid its going to end bad it always does.
I guess that little thing at the end was more for me then the story. This story has a lot of meaning to me because some of it is based on my life what ive been through so yeah. Tell me what you think please I know there spelling and stuff but I just wont to say different country different grammar and stuff so im sorry