HELLO THERE ZOKE LOVERS! I must say I'm very sorry if I kept you all waiting...I was really busy with school and my other fics...plus I was taking a hiatus on it...but I'm back in business...anyway it's time for the Twins to know about Mike's past...as in his disorder.

May have some tears in it...you've been warned

(few months later)

On a windy September evening, the day after Lucy's and Daisy's 8th birthday, Mike and Zoey were in the living room discussing about...the talk they had a month before the twin's birthday. "S-So...we're actually going to tell them about...my past huh?" Mike said with a nervous and frighten tone, his nerves were shaking like a leaf, he was scared about it...10 times scared than he was during Total Drama. "Will they still think I'm their same old dad...or will they see me as a...f-freak!" Mike gulped a huge lump in his throat while he ruffled his hair. Zoey only rubbed her husband's back and calmly reply to him

"Michael, relax, everything going to be okay...just calm down and don't get nervous okay." Mike only looked at his wife with a nervous yet very scared look. Zoey looked worried for her husband until they heard a honking sound. "They're home!" Zoey stood up and walked to the front door. As she opened it, she saw a school bus, exiting out of the bus was her now 8 year old twin daughters. "Girls!"

"Mama!" Daisy ran out of the bus and straight toward Zoey as she gave her a very tight loving hug. Lucy walked out of the bus and gave her mother a hug as well.

"Oh, I missed you two every time you leave for school, how was school today?" The twins replied with a 'It was good.' while the three entered the house. Once inside, Daisy saw her dad in the living room, sitting on the couch.

"DAD!" Daisy screamed in pure joy as she ran toward Mike and tackled him with a hug. Mike made a small smile and hugged his young twin daughter back. Lucy hugged her dad as well while Zoey smiled and joined the hug.

"It's nice seeing my sweet, little girls home from school...but girls...there's something your mother and I have to talk to you two about...it's time you two know..."

"Know what?" Lucy asked her dad as he replied to them both.

"It's time we tell you...how we both met...but also about my childhood." The twins squealed in excitement as they jumped up and down together. Mike and Zoey looked a bit nervous but Mike was more nervous than her.

"Wait? Where's Daniel?" Daisy asked where her little brother is.

"Oh he's just napping in your room...he's even snuggling the teddy bear we made him." Zoey answered her daughter's question, making her nod in okay.

"Zoey...I think we should tell them now okay..." Zoey only nodded. Soon Mike, Zoey and the twins were sitting in the family table. Zoey was next to Mike while the twins were facing to them in the front. "Girls...listen you're both now 8 years old. Your mother and I discussed about this a month before your 8th birthday, we would tell you how we both met but first...you have to know about my past because...it connect to how we met very badly okay?"

"Okay!" The twins nodded in understand. Mike breath in slowly while Zoey gripped his hand and rubbed her thumb around his knuckles. Mike faced Zoey, as she nodded.

"Okay then...we goes nothing." Mike took a deep breath in...and spoked "Girls, listen before I met your mother...I had a very very very rough yet horrible childhood." The girls looked shocked a bit "You see...first of all, you know papa Richard?" The twin nodded slowly "Well...he's actually my stepfather."

"Stepfather?" Daisy looked confused

"He's my father from a different family...he and I have different blood but he treats me like I'm his own flesh and blood. My real father's name is Nicolas Admanoli. You see before I was born, your Nana Anna and he got married, she said he was a nice man...but he was actually an alcoholic...meaning he drinks that beer you can't drink plus...he never wanted to be a damn father at all!" Mike pounded the table, making the twins scared a bit, Mike widen his eyes very badly. "I-I'm sorry I did that! I didn't-"

"Dad...it's okay...but if he never wanted to be a dad...then why did Nana Anna and...Nicholas have you then? Not being rude." Lucy asked

"W-Well sweetheart...about 2 months after they were married, he came home drunk as heck! He entered my mother's room and-" Mike covered his mouth a bit

"He what? What he did to Nana Anna!?" Lucy asked in a worried tone

"I-I-I can't say it...you two might...I'm sorry but I can't say it..." Mike sighed through his hands as his eyes started to tear up a bit. The girls gasped in shock

"D-dad...is it making you cry?" Daisy asked her father as he just nodded

"Y-yes...remembering it...always make me cry...I-I-" Mike shiver in pure terror that Zoey said

"Mike...I think I should talk to them for you okay?" Mike only nodded as he soon got up and walked to the kitchen. "Listen girls I think I should tell you straight...when your dad was 3 years old...Nicholas would always hurt him very badly." Lucy and Daisy gasped in absolute terror. "He would kick him, punch him, cut him...he even burned your father's arm before...and he broke your dad's arms once." Mike drank a glass of water as he came back.

"Zoey...I think I should tell them now..." Zoey only said

"Are you sure?" Mike just nodded "Alright then..." Mike sat back down, only to see his girls crying a bit

"Lucy? Daisy? W-What's wrong?!" Lucy just said

"H-How could he hurt you dad...it's just so...horrible!"

"I HOPE HE GOT WHAT DESERVED FOR WHAT HE DID TO YOU!" Daisy scream only making her dad widen his eyes...and sigh in a depress tone

"He did...because of me...girls listen there's something I have to say...I was once diagnosed with...Dissociative Identity Disorder." The twins looked a bit confused "Or in it's old name...Multiple Personality Disorder..." Mike sigh very deeply while Zoey only hugged her him

"What is Multiple...what is it?" Lucy asked them

"It's a mental disorder...it's when one person has more than one personality...I gained the disorder...after my...f-father...h-h-hit me with his...god d-d-damn C-CAR!" This made the twins look frighten and shock as hell...like they saw a ghost. "He broke my arm, making my head bleed a lot of b-blood...and caused me a massive concussion on my head...your Nana had enough and called both the police and the ambulance. Nicolas was arrested and sent to life in prison...and what's worse...he wanted me dead..." That when Mike tear up a waterfall of tears as he started to bawl out on the table. Zoey soon teared up and just hugged him tightly while rubbing his hair. The twins' eyes started to tear up as well as they soon ran to their dad and hugged him!

"WE'RE SO SORRY DAD!" Daisy cried in sadness while Lucy cried as well. The twins' cries along with Mike's were loud enough to wake Daniel up, causing him to cry as well.

"Oh dear god!" Zoey looked so upset for her family...

(About 2 hours later...) Mike and the twins stopped their crying while Zoey was cradling Daniel "Mike...you were right. This was a horrible idea...we should have not told the girl about this...I'm sorry I made you do this..." Zoey looked ashamed...she should have not made Mike told the girls about his past. Mike justed hugged her softly and said

"Zoey...it's okay..." Mike soon turned to Lucy and Daisy "Girls listen, we're so sorry we told you this...we thought that you two were ready but...it looks like we were wrong...we're so sorry." Mike looked down at the floor but Daisy soon said

"Dad...it's okay...we're sorry you had to go through what you been through as a little boy..." Mike just hugged his daughters and said

"Listen...I don't think I can say more right now...I think we should maybe wait for maybe...another year or two okay..." The twins only nodded "But listen...that man is gone...he's dead like your grandpa Trevor."

"He is! How he died?" Mike widen his eyes and turned his head to Zoey, who just shook her head 'No'

"I'm sorry but...you need to wait...okay." The twins just said 'okay' but hugged their dad. Mike hugged them back but said to himself

"If they know now...it would crush them...they need to wait a little longer to know...their dad had a...demon as his first alter..."

To be continued

Yup...this is part one of a two part chapter...next time...Mike tells them the rest of his past...along with how he met Zoey...

Stay tune for the next chapter...