I shall never own Danny Phantom:(
Wow my brother is so weird…..
I'm a bit sad again…..
Hmmm…Dark pink and black pants make a punk rock princess…
Oh just thinking of an outfit.
Maybe pink with shorts….
This red velvet flavor yogurt is so….delicious….
Yum…..
On with the story!
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(Maddie)
I watched as my son came downstairs the next morning. His eyes were emotionless when he looked right at me. He sighed and walked out the door. Jazz came down 5 minutes later "Where is Danny going?" I asked her. She shook her head and replied "He went to go take a walk….he has a lot of things on his mind." I sighed and sat down at the table. "Jazz, what exactly happened after the accident?" I asked softly.
She flinched but said nothing. "Jazz, tell me what happened" I said sternly. She looked down at the ground and whispered "It's not my secret to tell, he has to tell you but he's not so ready yet." I was silent, just staring at her.
"Jazz, is Danny….ok?" I asked softly. She sucked in a breath and whispered "Mom…..no he's not….he already had a break down yesterday…." I raised an eyebrow but my eyes widened as I remembered yesterdays conversation. "Will he be alright?" I heard myself whisper as I walked over and sat down on the couch.
"I'm…..not so sure Mom…..I don't think there's a way to get him out of this….." That's the last thing I heard from her before darkness took over me.
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(Danny)
I found myself in the park a few moments after I walked out of my house. I sat down on a bench and sighed. I hoped that nobody would come out and look for me. "Danny?" I heard a voice call out. I mentally smacked myself, of course someone would recognize me, but why did that someone have to be Sam?
"Hey, Sam." I replied softly, looking down at the floor. I felt her sit next to me as I continued to look at the floor. "Where have you been these past days?" I sighed and refused to meet her eyes "Home, mostly talking to Jazz. Vlad wanted to talk but I refused. I have a feeling Mom and Dad want to talk to me, and Mom might know that I'm half-ghost." I whispered to her. I heard her take in a sharp breath and I nodded my head.
"Danny, look at me please." I shook my head and closed my eyes, still refusing. "Danny, why won't you look at me?" I sighed and ran a hand on my wrist "Because….I don't want you to see what emotion I have in my eyes." I answered quickly, I knew there was no emotion but I couldn't let her see that either. I stood up and said "I'm going flying for a bit, to clear my head. See you tomorrow Sam." Before she could protest or reply I had already changed into my ghost half and flew up into the sky.
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(Sam)
Something was wrong, I could tell. Usually he would defend himself about his emotions but this was a first. After he flew away I started walking towards his house, knowing his sister would give me answers. She never did give me the essays. She told me Danny had refused and said he would find out one way or another. I knocked on the door and it was answered by Jazz, who asked "Do you know where Danny went?" I nodded and said "He went to the park but then he went…." I lowered my voice to a whisper "Flying."
She nodded and breathed a sigh of relief "Ok, good because he left without telling us where he was going." I raised an eyebrow, that wasn't like him at all. "What happened to him?" I asked softly as I entered the house. Jazz sighed and replied "He should be the one to tell you, not me" and left to her room, leaving me in the living room.
I walked up the stairs to go to his room. When I entered it I looked around, I remember Tucker had said he put a camera to make sure he got enough sleep but still the thought creeped me out.
I smiled once I had found it and put the chip into my phone. Once it had loaded I played a video.
"Are you thinking about killing yourself?" Jazz asked. Danny looked up at her, shocked. Finally after a few moments he replied "What does it matter to you?" "It matters to me because I don't want to lose my brother if you are thinking about that!" Jazz replied after her shock wore off. Danny was silent for a moment before saying "Well I'm not, so don't worry." He looked away and started biting his lip."Then what's wrong with you?" Jazz asked softly. Danny tensed up and let go of his lip. "Nothing is wrong with me!" Danny replied back.
Jazz sat down next to Danny and put a hand on his arm, his right one. Danny jerked it away and said "Don't touch my arm, it hurts." Jazz whispered"How come?" This time Danny didn't reply, he just stared down at the floor. A small frown appeared on his face and he whispered "I'm not so sure." Jazz bit my lip and reached for his sleeve "Let me see…." She murmured. He didn't reply so she drew down his sleeve.
After a few moments she looked closer and gasped. Soon Danny quickly pulled his sleeve down and turned away, biting his lip again. "Danny what was that?" She asked slowly. "Nothing." He finally replied after a few moments. Jazz stood up and looked him in the eyes. "Don't lie to me; I know exactly what they were!" Danny sighed and looked down at the ground.
"Yes it's exactly what you think." Danny murmured before disappearing.
I stopped the video, what had Jazz seen. I raised an eyebrow and shook my head, going back a few more videos.
Danny was staring at himself in the mirror. Suddenly tears started running down his face. He closed his eyes and opened them a few moments later. He rubbed his eyes and he turned his head towards the desk. He walked over and opened the drawer. He reached inside and after a few seconds he pulled out a small blade. He wiped his eyes again and slowly bunched up his sleeves.
He bit his lip and more tears fell from his face. He lifted the blade and he quickly made one small cut. He sighed, it sounded like relief. He closed his eyes and made some more. After he was done he grabbed a towel from under his bed and wiped off the blood.
I stopped it there, with my eyes wide. "That's why he's been wearing long sleeves!" I muttered and sighed, why didn't he tell me? I would have stopped him….I stood up and reached under his bed. I grabbed the towel from under there and pulled it out. I could see a lot more darker stains than the actual red of the towel.
I sat down on his bed and crossed my arms. He had some explaining to do.
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(Danny)
I flew home tiredly. Being slammed into a wall by a rocket blast from Valerie did not help things. At least I managed to escape, but I still caused property damage. I felt a huge amount of guilt crash onto me. Since my break down my emotions are stronger than ever.
I phased through my window and sighed, changing back to my human form. I was about to walk over and grab the blade but I stopped when I noticed someone else in the room "Sam?" I asked, already knowing the answer. She stood up and walked over to me, handing me a red towel. I stared at it and raised an eyebrow, trying to play clueless here. "What's-"She cut me off by saying "Why is there blood on there?"
I flinched and didn't reply. I noticed that her hand tried to reach for my wrist and I took a step back. She glared at me and said "Let me see, Danny." I blinked at her and took another step back "See what?" I asked innocently. She glared even more and replied "You know what." I refused to let any emotion show on my face, it wasn't hard. "I don't know what you are talking about" I lied as I made my way towards the door.
She grabbed my wrist and I phased out of her hand. "Danny, if you leave then I won't talk to you ever again." She suddenly said. I stopped in my tracks and flinched when she said those words. I turned around and sighed as I walked over to her. I held out my arm and closed my eyes. She gently lifted the sleeve and gasped. She let go of my arm slowly and asked "Why?" I laughed dryly and replied "Before, it was to help keep my emotions away, so the guilt can go away. Now it's still for the guilt and." I paused and whispered "It's just too hard to let go."
I looked at her in the eyes. Her emotions were a mix of worry and anger. "Danny….I couldn't stand to lose you all because of this…" she whispered after a few moments. I closed my eyes and replied "You won't lose me, but I can't make any promises." I opened my eyes and looked at her. With my voice emotionless I said "I've already lost a part of me, I don't know if you notice. Maybe you lost that part of me too. I know Jazz was there when I did."
I walked out of the room and turned invisible right when I did. I waited for her to leave. When she did she sighed and shook her head. She headed down the stairs and I heard the front door slam "Great now she'll tell Tucker…." I muttered as I turned visible. Once I was I went over to the guest bedroom and knocked on the door. Once he opened it I looked him strait in the eyes and asked "Can I talk to you?"
Vlad nodded and gestured inside. I walked in and he half-closed the door.
I sat down on the bed and started out by saying "It started out one night some time ago."
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Ha-Ha I wanted to finish this by the time the 'Twilight' clip showed on the MTV movie awards.
I saw a SNEAK PREVIEW OF HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS!
I WANT TO SEE IT SO BADLY!
I CANT WAIT 'TILL NOVEMBER!
BUT PART 2 IS IN JULY OF 2011
