"Misery Loves My Company"
by Three Day's Grace
I am in control
I haven't lost my mind
I am picking up the pieces
Of the past you left behind
Boyd chewed on his lower lip a moment before he spoke up.
"Stiles.."
"I know man..misery loves company."
I don't need your condescending
Words about me looking lonely
I don't need your arms to hold me
Cause misery is waiting on me
"It doesn't matter I still..I knew exactly what it was like to be ignored to be made miserable by default simply because.." Boyd said trying to get his words out but it was so damn hard. "You were lonely and.."
"Dude no..don't you dare make me look like I was some depressed emo." Stiles snipped. "You and I were friends..long before all this bullshit. Your choice to turn away. Your choice to let yourself be miserable over something that happened when you were still a fucking child."
I am not alone
Not beaten down just yet
I am not afraid
Of the voices in my head
Down the darkest road
Something follows me
I am not alone
Cause misery loves my company
Misery loves my company
"I let my own mind beat me down!" Boyd snarled. "I let myself be weak when I shouldn't have! You should have gotten angry! Yelled! Something! I'm a moron. I let a pretty face and having the attention I've wanted for years go to my head along with the power!"
He was yelling down. No one had ever heard Boyd ever raise his voice and it spoke volumes about how upset he was. No one commented on how Stiles didn't even looked fazed and his sister just sat there in mid air looking a bit smug.
Leave me in the cold
You better run away
I'm gonna dig a hole
And bury all the memories we've made
"Why didn't you..something." Boyd said his voice cracking finally as he started to calm. "I..she..fuck..I'm.."
"Go on little boy say..or just run away like you and the bitch always do." Jessica said ribbing at him making Stiles give her a glare.
I don't need your condescending
Words about me looking lonely
I don't need your arms to hold me
Cause misery is waiting on me
"Don't be a condescending bitch." Erica spoke up. "You..you can't do a damn thing. You just float there. You're dead..and you were there with him. You didn't..did you even try! We screwed up but so did you."
"Oh the little princess got some guts." Jessica laughed as Boyd moved to stand between the ghost and Erica. He still adored Erica..he always would...they'd fix this and themselves.
I am not alone
Not beaten down just yet
I am not afraid
Of the voices in my head
Down the darkest road
Something follows me
I am not alone
Cause misery loves my company
Misery loves my companyI am not alone
Not beaten down just yet
I am not afraid
"She's right but that's not the point." Boyd said. "Stiles..I'm sorry. I know you won't forgive me not yet..but I'm sorry."
Of the voices in my head
Down the darkest road
Something follows me
I am not alone
Cause misery loves my company
Misery loves my company
"Again man..misery loves company and we will be good eventually." Stiles said with a grin.