Bella's wedding was sooner than I had thought, and I heard from Billy that he did decide to go and make an appearance. I knew that Bella must have been happy knowing that her friend showed up to support her, even if she was making a decision that he didn't like. The rest of the week had the same routine every day. I took my turns on patrol three days out of the week to let the others off for a while, and the rest was the same as usual. Ever since I had found out that the Volturi were after me, I have been studying, to the best of my ability, about them. I remember the powers that Carlisle had told us, and each of their powers were something to be afraid of. The one had the ability to make you feel emotions physically by looking at you.

I had been going on the same patrol with the same people for the last week, but for some reason tonight Sam had only me and Jake doing a patrol. I couldn't say that I wasn't excited, but at the same time what was I going to talk about. It almost felt overwhelming, but that quickly passed whenever I realized that it would be the same as when we were in his bedroom when he was hurt. I smiled to myself. Tonight we had a late patrol shift, so food was before we left. Emily was making my favorite again. Ever since she learned that I loved Beef roast she seemed to be making it a lot more, and I wasn't complaining.

Once the meal was finished, the others waved their goodbyes for the night, and Emily wished us a safe patrol. I smiled at her and nodded to tell her that we would be fine. We then both set out on patrol, and once we were far enough away Jake started to talk.

"I know that it might sound weird coming from me and everything, but I am worried about you."

"What do you mean?"

"I mean you now have a powerful enemy coming for you and I don't know if we are all ready."

"We can deal with it when the time comes. I have been doing my research on them, and I have been looking into more about them."

"That doesn't make me any less worried."

"You don't have to worry. Everything will work out in the end. You will be with me right?"

"Yeah, I promise you that I will be with you whenever you need me!"

"Thanks Jake that makes me feel so much safer."

"Sooo…..I wanted to ask if you wanted to go out on a date with me."

His words were slightly jumbled, but I heard him. I couldn't reply right away due to shock. It took me about a minute to snap out of the shocked state that I was in to answer him."

"I will go with you as long as you pick the spot."

The rest of the patrol was just some idle chit chat and Jake probing to find a place to take me that I would like. When we were about ready to end the patrol when Jake told me that the middle of the week we would go onto a date at the diner in town. I smiled and nodded, and we phased back and I grabbed the clothes that I had in the bushes. Jake was just amused that I started to store my clothes in the bushes.

The days seemed to fly by so slow, but finally the day arrived that I was supposed to go on my date with Jake. I was so excited to go with him, and I got dressed nicely and walked out of the house to go find Jake. That's when I heard screaming. I didn't know what was happening, but I ran over to where the yelling was coming from. It was Jake on the phone, and he looked extremely pissed. He phased, and ran into the woods. He didn't even look back to see me. It seems as though date night was over. I growled to myself. Why would he set me up like this again? I took off my good clothes and threw them on the ground before phasing, and following him. He seemed as though he was going to the Cullen's. I could feel my heart breaking slightly. I called out to him, and he stopped and turned to me.

"What's happening?"

"None of your business!"

I phased back to my human form, and so did he.

"What do you mean 'it's none of my business' I am supposed to be going on a date with you!"

"I don't need you hovering over me right now."

He had started to shake again, but at the same time I was too. Why would he lie to me? I thought that we were finally starting to get somewhere and he just turns and goes back to Bella. I am an idiot for wanting to take him back and thinking that he will just give up on her. I was lost in my thoughts, but I went up and grabbed his shoulder, but at the same time he was phasing. I was thrown back and he just kept running. He must have knew that he did it.

I decided that I would keep my cool until I figured out exactly why he was in such a furry. I phased back again so that I could keep up with him. Even being as fast as I was, he was going faster than I have ever seen him go. I was on the verge of tears, but I refused to let them fall in front of him. He wasn't worth my tears. Here we were, back at square one once again.

When I finally seen the Cullen's house in front of me I saw that Edward was standing outside talking to Jake. I saw as Jake threw a glare over his shoulder to me, and then turned back. On the other hand Edward went and found me clothes with his super speed. I went behind the house and phased back and put on the clothes. I thanked him for them and refused to look over to Jake.

Edward invited me into the house, while Jake just barged in. I didn't even know what was happening, but whenever I stepped into the room I seen Bella's sunken face. She looked terrible. Standing by her side was one of the Cullen's. If I remember correctly her name was Rosalie Cullen. I took a step forward, and she hissed at me defensively. I stopped immediately, and watched as Bella told her that I was alright. It looked like she was sick, but I still didn't know if that was the reason for all of this, but then Bella sat up.

"You're pregnant?!"

"Yeah with a monster."

I took two steps back immediately at the tone that Edward had used. Isn't he the one that did this? I was so confused.

"Way to go, you have practically killed her! Why can't you just take it out?"

Jake was the one that was talking this time. What were they talking about, it was a baby. I was in complete shock over this whole processes. What was happening?

"You mean the BABY? Say it! It's a BABY!"

Rosalie was being hostile, and I can see why. At this point I was on Bella's side.

"It is going to kill her! Are you sure that thing is even safe?"

"That's enough! This is none of your choices, this is mine!"

Bella finally spoke up. I was still shocked by this whole process. I wanted to talk to Bella alone. Bella almost sensed this, and sent everyone else out. She reassured Rosalie that I was alright and that I wouldn't hurt her.

"So how are you feeling?"

I started awkwardly.

"I have felt better that's for sure. I know that you aren't here to hurt me, but why is Jake here?"

"He got a phone call, and then came running over here so I followed him, and he's not on speaking terms with me at the moment. Are you really going to have a baby?"

My eyes were as wide as a little kid in a candy shop. The idea that the female body had the capability to create another body inside of it was fascinating to me.

"I want to have this baby even if it kills me. Rosalie said that she will watch over my baby if something does happen. I am banking on the fact that Carlisle will be able to change me at the last minute. They say that if I change into a vampire now that there is a good chance that the baby won't make it."

I could feel the need that she had coming off of her body. I nodded, and I smiled. I wanted to help the best that I can.

"Don't die alright? You are nice to talk to."

"I won't try I promise."

I smiled and went out and got Rosalie and told her that she could go back with the others. Jake must have heard some of our conversation about dying, because he phased and ran to the woods. He howled, letting the others know that there was something important that they needed to talk about. It was mandatory to go to this, so I ran to where they were having the meeting. The amount of people talking were crazy.

One thing was certain though….they wanted to kill Bella. I put my tail between my legs and stood near the back. Jake and Sam got into a fight, and Jake stood up against Sam. Then all of a sudden…I couldn't hear Jake's thoughts anymore. He took off into the woods, and I knew that he wasn't going to be welcomed back to the pack any time soon.

I didn't know what to do. I wanted to go with him, but I also wanted to stay with the others. I wanted to stay neutral with everyone. I didn't want to do anything that would cause something in the future. My heart was breaking at the fact that Jake would leave the pack as easy as he did for Bella. I didn't wait for Sam to give the go ahead to leave and made my way back to the house. I phased whenever I reach the yard, but I kept running. I ran to my room, and locked the door behind me. I heard Emily's surprised reaction of me running in the house and slamming the door. I let my back slide down the door and I started to sob loudly. What was happening again? Why does everything go wrong?

Jake lied to me again. He promised that he wouldn't do something like this to me again, but here we are. He said that he would go on a date with me, and I gave him a chance. I continued to sob, and I could hear Emily on the other side of the door, and soon the others had entered the house. I was so broken at the moment.

The daylight seemed to go by excruciatingly slow, but soon nightfall fell. Everyone was in their beds or back at their homes. I opened the door that was to my room slowly, trying to make as little sound as possible. I needed to get away from here for a bit. I ran from the house and went to the only place that my feet could think of at the moment. I ran back to the place where Grandfather's house was burnt to the ground. I had no idea what I was going to do while I was there, but for some reason the sight of the ash that was in the house's spot made me calm down slightly. I fell to my knees and started to look through the ash. I didn't know what I was looking for, maybe something that I could link back to my grandfather. The idea that I would find anything was slowly diminishing, but then I found something that confused me.