A/N: Thanks to berrycharismatic and countrygirl8 for reviewing the last chapter...and countrygirl8 was right...it was her mom..lol...yay!!! I know I say this time and time again, but I really do appreciate it...a lot. So anyway, here is chapter 14.

BTW..How hot did CM Punk and Randy look on Monday night...omg they were so hot and so was Matt...but they are all always hot. OH and I AM SO DIGGING JEFF'S LOOK ON SMACKDOWN...THAT IS TOTAL HOTNESS AND IM GLAD HES FINALLY GOING A DIFFERENT DIRECTION...HE WAS SO SEXY...OMG SO HOT...JEFF HAS ALWAYS BEEN EXTREME TO ME SO THIS JUST MAKES HIM SO MUCH MORE EXTREME AND MORE INTENSE...IT'S AWESOMENESS!!!

OH ALSO, BERRYCHARISMATIC...U WERE RIGHT...You'll see what I'm talking about...lol :o)

Chapter 14: The Reason

I can't believe this is happening to me. It was just all to strange, I was thinking about her today and she shows up here. I heard everyone coming outside and saw my dad come out with a shocked look on his face. It was very awkward to say the least and I started feeling really hot at this point, not sure why buy maybe because I just got stressed the hell out right now from this surprise. I blinked again to just make sure this was real.

"Mom?" i said once again

She just looked at me and then I suddenly felt my legs get wobbly and I fell backwards into Shannon's arms as he caught me. Yup, I fainted...isn't this great?

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I finally woke up an hour later after I passed out and I realized that I was in my bed in my old room. I could hear distinct voices and I immediately recognized those voices. It was my father and my mother talking downstairs I could hear them yelling and arguing about why she came back and everything and I really wanted to hear clearly what was exactly going on. I took the blanket off of me and I started making my way to the door and opened it. I was thinking of going downstairs at this point, but I wanted to eavesdrop a bit, so I sat on the steps and listened closely to what was going on. I know that Shannon had left earlier, he wanted me to get rest and besides he left me a note by my nightstand..so as for Matt & Jeff. they were downstairs too and were very intent on finding out why exactly my mom came back.

"Why exactly are you here Lucy?" my dad asked

"I came to see my daughter. Is that a crime?" she responded

Hell yeah, it's a crime I thought to myself.

"After 21 years, you just happen to want to come and see her? Why didn't you come sooner if you wanted to see her so bad?" i heard Jeff say

"First of all Jeffrey, this is between your father and myself. This has nothing to do with you or your brother."

"Ellie is our sister and whatever problems she has, we have the right to be concerned and see what's going on!" said Matt who was getting quite annoyed at this time.

"Boys, calm down. Lucy, what do you want from her? You don't expect her to come and run into your arms and say she loves you after all this time do you? I can guarantee you that won't be happening. Her life was just fine without you and now you somehow try to ruin it for her by coming back." said dad

"Gilbert, I don't expect her to be nice to me, but I am her mother and I have every right to see her as much as you do. I made a mistake by leaving her and never coming to see her, but I need to see her now. I need to see her to make sure she is okay and that she is doing great. I don't want to ruin her life for her, I just want her to give me a chance." she replied

At this point, I really didn't want to hear anymore. For some reason, I don't believe her at all. She just so happens to pop out of nowhere and make her presence known? She must want something. Maybe she needs money. I mean she looks like she a drug addict or something, because she looks like a disaster. Her dark brown shoulder-length hair was a mess and she had on a dress that looked like she hadn't washed it in days. I mean of course, it was presentable and she looked ok...but seriously she must be on drugs. Also, the way she twitches and moves and stuff...oh yea, definitely signs of a drug addict. I mean does she really want to see me after all this time? Sure, the way she was talking to my dad and my brothers, she was acting sincere..but there was something in her voice that told me she was lying. She doesn't want me at all. I finally decided to go downstairs to the kitchen and make my presence known and let her know exactly how I feel about her.

"What if I don't want to give you a chance?" i said outloud as everyone turned to look at me

"Ellie-" my dad started before I cut him off.

"No Dad, she can't just walk into my life after 21 years without her. I was fine without her and I sure as hell don't need her now. What do expect from me huh? You expect me to say that I miss you and I love you and that's it...we live happily ever after? Well, you know what I don't think so! You just can't do this to me. Do you know how hard it was without a mother, when there were certain things that I went through and I really needed you at times?"

"Look, don't speak to me that way. Have you not-"

"Excuse me? I can speak to you how ever damn well I please. I cried myself to sleep sometimes whenever I thought about you and why you never wanted me. Was I really that horrible that you gave me up?" i asked her as I held my tears in.

"Well look, I'm sorry ok? I just thought that at least I'd come here and see you and maybe we could work things through." she replied coldly

"That was a waste of a trip for you because we will never be able to work things through!" I replied while raising my voice, "You've already missed some important things in my life and there is no way that you'll be able to get them back. I mean really, I know you are not here to see me. So tell me, why are you really here? Did you run out of drugs or something?" i asked.

"Ellie!" my brothers and my dad said outloud

Ok. I know that was mean, but what do you expect. I mean if you were in this situation right now, you know you'd probably do the same thing right now. I mean I can barely look at this woman right now.

"You know what...fine! I am not gonna stand here and lie to your face. You want to know why I left you? Here it is...you see I never wanted you. When I found out I was pregnant from you, I wanted my life to end. I never wanted to give birth to you, but abortion was not an option for me. I chose to have you, but right after you were born I desperately wanted to get rid of you. I made a mistake by having you and when I left you here with your no good father and your brothers, I was happy. Because of you, I was never really fully able to do half the things I wanted to do. You want to know why I really came here? I came here because I wanted to get some money from you. You owe me your life right now and the least you can do is pay me back and letting me get my fix of drugs. But seeing that you are just like your father and your brothers, I know I am not going to get it." she said as she began to grab her coat and purse from the chair and made her way into the living room.

I was crying at this point, but I wasn't throwing a tantrum or anything like that, I just stood there letting her words sink in with tears flowing freely out of my eyes.

"Aw, are you crying now? Typical, you are just a waste of a time and I am so out of here. But before I go, are you going to lend me any cash?" she asked with a smirk on her face.

Was she seriously doing this to me right now? I looked at Matt, Jeff and my father. They all seemed to be in shock too but they had some concern for me. I know they wanted nothing but to come and hug me, but for now they knew I needed a minute before I passed out again. I looked at my mother again as she was standing there with her hands on her hips and tapping her foot against the hardwood floor. I walked up to her and gave her such a cold and hard glare. She didn't seem intimidated but suddenly this strong urge came up to me as I slapped her across the face as hard as I could. I slapped her really hard because my hand was stinging from the slap and because her face was as red as a tomato and her lip was bleeding.

"Just get the fuck out of my house and out of my life!" i screamed at her.

She quickly left and drove away in her car as I stood there and watched. Then I felt someone turn me around and pulled me into a hug.

"Matt please, not right now. I just need to get out and get some air." i said as I pulled away from his embrace and grabbed my black hoodie.

Jeff tried to stop me, but he let me go reluctently. See, I'm just like him, when he needs his space or some time to cool off, he always heads out for a while and doesn't want to be bothered with anyone. I'm the same exact way and he knows it. That's why he let me go and didn't come after me. My dad just stared at me and gave me a soft smile to try to comfort me, I weakly smiled back and I just walked down the dirt road and starting making my way somewhere. I had no clue where to go at this point, so many things were going through my mind and I knew I was going to have a breakdown at any moment. I needed to go somewhere where I wouldn't be bothered at all by anyone. I thought about going to my apartment, but everyone would head over there and I didn't want that. Maybe I should go to Shannon's place? Nah, I really don't want to bother him right now and I don't feel like talking to him right now and telling him everything that went down. I just kept walking for the past hour and I finally found a place where I could clear my mind and no one would bug me...

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A/N: Hmmmm...I wonder where Ellie is gonna go? I guess we will have to wait and see. I already have the next chapter typed up and I'll post it up but I seriously want some more reviews. If I get at least 3-5 reviews I will post up the next chapter sooner than next Friday. So please R&R! Anyway, I hope you enjoyed this chapter and I can't wait for Smackdown tonight...I am so excited to see Jeff on it...oh baby!...lol.

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After the falling out with her mom, where does Ellie go and who does she turn too?