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Chapter Fourteen, Conflicted between love and hate

Routines were now normal and everything for me so I was in the swing of things with work and everything. It was nice to have a daily schedule.

Chloe was good too. She saw Jake all of the time and on the weekends I allowed her to stay at his house with him and Billy. I trusted him to keep her safe and he did. It was a regular thing now and I know Jacob loved it. He loved Chloe and he loved spending time with her.

I was driving home from my Mom's house right now when I drove past Embry. I stopped the car and he walked in. "Hey," he said not really looking at me in the eyes.

"Hey. Ugh you busy?" I wasn't mad at him for imprinting on my daughter and I wanted him to know that.

"No."

"Get in." I grinned and he did. I started the car and started down the road, "So I hear you imprinted."

"Yeah."

"On Chloe."

"Yeah."

I chuckled a bit, "It's okay Embry I'm not mad at you for imprinting on my daughter," I told him honestly.

"Your not?"

"No, I'm not."

"Why?" It was obvious to me than he thought I would want to ban Chloe from him and he probably thought that I would hate him but that wasn't the case.

"Because I think it's cute. My daughter has a protector her. Someone who can be a best friend and a brother. Someone who will love her romantically when she is older, way way older." I emphasized the way older part.

"Yeah. I don't think of her like that," I noticed how he shuddered. I knew that he was telling the truth.

"I know. Jake explained. Look Embry I want you to be apart of her life. So when it comes to Jacob just ignore him and anyone else that gives you crap about it." I told him honestly. "If it gets to much you come and tell me and I will handle them!" I told him seriously now. Embry chuckled and I couldn't help but crack a small smile.

"So things are okay?" Embry asked. I guess he just wanted to make sure.

"Yeah. Everything is fine. And you can see Chloe whenever. I don't mind you babysitting either." I told him honestly. I wanted him to be a part of her life, besides Embry was a good kid.

"Thanks. That really does mean a lot," he said honestly and I felt bad for him. It seemed like everyone was upset with him for this. I mean I wasn't upset with Jake for imprinting on me, not really anyways. Well that was a completely different story.

I didn't respond to that just kept driving. I knew where Embry lived. I could guess everyone knew where everyone lived I mean this was La Push.

Once we got there Embry smiled at me, "Thanks for the ride."

I nodded. "No problem. So um do you want to see Chloe tomorrow?" I didn't plan on making him suffer and shield him from my daughter.

"Sure," I noticed the gleam in his eyes. Good. He was happy about the idea.

"Great. Come by my house around noon or something." Embry nodded, "Thanks. It means a lot."

"No problem," I said before driving off to go get Chloe from Billy's. He had watched her for the day. It was nice to see the way Billy was around her, like he was glowing.

Once I got there I noticed that Jake's car was here as well. I smiled to myself before walking up the door and knocking. Jacob answered it and I smiled a small at him.

"Hey," I said to Jake and he nodded at me.

"Hey. Come to get her already?"

"Yeah. I miss her," I said giving him another smile before following him in the house.

"Where's Chloe?" I wondered. I couldn't hear her feet paddling anywhere or here her talking either.

"She's taking a nap. She fell asleep about an hour ago. I put her down in my room."

"Oh." No wonder I didn't see or hear her. I wonder how tired she was.

"Yeah." Simple answer. Things were still kind of weird between us right now though.

"Where's Billy?" I wondered not seeing him anywhere either.

"He's with the other Elders at the moment," Jake said walking into the living room and I followed sitting down next to him.

"Something wrong?" I got worried a little bit. Jake chuckled probably hearing my heart rate before saying, "Nope. Just a meeting or whatever."

"Oh."

"Yep."

"So how was she today?" I wondered.

"She was fine. We were outside for a bit and she was running around a little then she came in and had lunch. Watched some cartoons and then eventually fell asleep so I put her down in my room."

"Oh. Nice. Sounds fun."

"Yeah. She definitely keeps you on your toes," I couldn't help but laugh at that.

"She sure does. And all of the time too. It's scary sometimes," Jacob and I were facing one another right now.

"It is. Especially when she starts running around. She keeps my heart racing."

"I bet she does." I laughed a bit and Jake laughed with me smiling warmly.

By now Jake and I were sitting close to one another from talking. Almost face to face. I had to say I liked the close proximity more than I should, definitely but I couldn't help it.

"It's nice, being a Dad. I was nervous at first but I am glad that you came back."

"I am too," I whispered which was the truth. I was glad to be back. I had missed so much while I was gone and deprived Chloe from so much while I was gone that I really did feel bad for packing up and leaving in the first place.

"That doesn't matter though," Jake suddenly said. "Because your both back now."

"I'm not going anywhere. Chloe and I are here to stay," I told him leaning in closer not really meaning to as much as I did but I wanted him to know that I was serious. I didn't plan on leaving.

"Doesn't matter. I won't let you guys go," he stated proudly.

I put one of my hands on the side of his face, "You are not going to loose Chloe." I stated. I couldn't, wouldn't do that to him.

"I don't want to loose you either."

"You won't. You won't loose either of us!" My eyes bored into his. My heart went out to him at the moment.

Why was I feeling this was towards Jacob? He was in love with Bella, wasn't he? Did he even care that he imprinted on me? STOP THINKING SO MUCH AND ENJOY THE MOMENT! I screamed at myself.

I noticed slightly how our faces were leaned into each other and at that moment I just wanted one thing. I wanted Jacob to kiss me.

Please, kiss me.

As if he could read my mind or something Jake leaned in that final inch and his lips connected with mines. There was definitely a spark there between us. Bigger than the one we had before. I felt it and by the look he had in his eyes I know that he felt it as well. It was this amazing spark that I didn't want to loose. It was hard to explain but I wanted it to go on forever.

It seemed like so long since that had happened. I wrapped my hand in his hair moving as close to him as I could. Jacob grabbed my hips and I was in a weird position. Half sitting on his lap and half in the couch squished between them. Jacob's lips were moving ferociously against mines.

I wanted more. I kissed him harder and longer. It was like a battle between the two of us and somehow, just somehow Jake ended up on top of me and the next thing I knew he was kissing lightly on my neck.

I couldn't hold it in so I ended up moaning a bit and Jacob came back up this me again. I was glad and I wrapped my arms around his waist. We kissed again, very passionately.

Beep...beep...beep...ugh fuck! Couldn't they wait! I mean really. I was so pissed off. I gave Jake a look and he gave me a sorry look before he reached for his phone that was in his pocket.

"Hello?"

There was a slight pause before Jacob spoke again, "Oh, hey Bella. What's sup?" I could hear the eagerness in his voice. I wanted his attention again. I know that might sound needy maybe or whatever but I didn't care. We were finally getting somewhere. Bella could wait.

Jacob was still laying on top of me so without thinking I leaned up a bit pressed my lips to the crook of his neck. He looked at me and I couldn't help but raise my eyebrows innocently.

He closed his eyes deeply, you could see him scrunching them and I lightly clasped my lips around his shoulder sucking gently before moving up and then placing my lips on Jacob's. I could hear Bella's voice through the phone but paid her no mind. Right now it was my Jacob time.

Jake groaned before pushing me back down and devouring my lips for a couple of seconds. I could hear Bella's, "Jake what are you doing?"

He got off of me then and went into the kitchen. On the way he was saying, "Just stuff Bella. What's wrong?" You could hear the aggravation in his voice.

Good. I was aggravated with her too for the interruption. "Oh, really?" He suddenly said and I sat up.

"Yeah, I can come." I rolled my eyes and started putting some of Chloe's toys that were on the floor away. Whatever. He could go hangout with Bella. Once I got all of her stuff I put her bag on my shoulder before going to Jacob's room. It was just the same as before.

I smiled at Chloe's still sleeping form and picked her up gently. I rubbed her back a little when she stirred and rocked her in my arms. She didn't wake and was soon was snoring lightly with her head on my shoulder. I kissed her cheek before turning to leave, closing Jacob's door behind me.

Jake was off the phone when I was walking out and looking at me, well not really. We wouldn't meet one anothers gazes. I didn't want to look at him right now I was kind of pissed.

"I'm taking Chloe home," I stated and from the corner of my eye I saw him nod. "I'm going to meet Bella."

"Have fun," I said bitterly before turning to leave walking to my car. I put Chloe in the back and before I could get in the front Jake was staring at me.

"So, I'll see you and Chloe tomorrow? We can spend the day together, all three of us."

"That's not going to work."

He frowned, "Why?"

"I told Embry that he could babysit Chloe tomorrow and hangout with her."

Jake growled in my face, "Why the fuck would you do that? I never thought you were this fucking stupid!"

I looked at him wide-eyed. Did he really just say this to me? "You know what screw you Jake! If I want Embry to see her then he can see her! He has every right to! Stop being a jerk to him!" I

"He imprinted on my daughter," Jake hissed.

"SO! He doesn't even think about her that way!"

"She's still my daughter!"

"Oh, grow up Jacob! Your being an ass. And shouldn't you be going? Your precious Bella is waiting."

Jake looked at me then before he backed up and I got into my car going home. On the way I let a few shed. I couldn't believe Jake had called me stupid. He always thought this about me? And we had just had such an intense moment. Maybe I was sucker for him. Probably.

But I couldn't help it. Because Jacob Black had me hooked. And at the moment I was conflicted between loving and hating him!

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