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WARNING: TRIS AND TOBIAS GET A LITTLE HANDSY, NOTHING TO EXPLICIT OR GRAPHIC BUT MORE THAN IN THE OTHER CHAPTERS!!
TOBIAS' POV
Damn it Tobias, just ask her. It's a simple question c'mon!!
I know it's not a difficult question to ask, it's just a business dinner after all (I was much more nervous when I had to ask her to join me for this trip) but the problem is that now I'm not all this excited about it, I mean if she'll say yes I'll be super happy to introduce her as my girlfriend to everyone I know but at the same time I think that maybe she'll be a little disappointed (not too much because she's very selfless and she'll try to make me happy) because today is such a special day for us that maybe she'd like to do something more romantic.
Today.
God today is one of the best days of my life and now that I'm thinking about it I realize that in the past two months, since I have met Tris, my 'Special Days' are suddenly so many.
It's incredible how a person can change your whole life on just two months, it's really unbelievable but Tris... She has managed to and I couldn't be happier.
Can you believe she loves me?
She. Loves. Me.
How come? I really don't understand, today she has told me she's in love with me while I was telling her the same thing, it was like a damn fucking dream!
She loves me. Tris Prior the most gorgeous, beautiful, perfect girl ever loves me!
C'mon Tobais, you can do it. She's the love of your life!
I look at her rubbing the back of my neck unsure about what her reaction will be:" So Tris, tonight I have to go on a fancy dinner with all my bosses and members of the company, it's a formal and official dinner and usually it's quite boring ya know I don't like to spend time with tons of people plus almost everyone brings his/her date and ugh..." okay suddenly I'm very self conscious " well it usually isn't very exciting but I know for sure that if you'll be with me it won't be bad, it will actually be great"
"Oh Tobias this is so sweet of you. Yes, of course I'm coming with you and I'm happy to. I know what you're thinking but do not worry: I am really happy to go with you. As your date."
"God baby you are the best date ever and it means a lot. I love you, so so much!" I say and pull her against me by wrapping my arms around her and kiss her gorgeous sexy lips, I can't have enough of.
"I love you too" she says with an huge smile and my heart flutters but all to soon she looks worried and adds "but there's a problem... I-I haven't got an appropriate dress to wear, I mean I've only packed casual things, nothing fancy"
Now it's my turn to smile wide because I've taken care of it and I have another surprise for her...Yes I literally love spoiling her, I can't help it, I'm always thinking at her.
"I've got it" I try to say with nonchalance like it's not a big deal.
Tris is confuse, I can tell it by her face "You have what?"
"I've got your dress" I say with a proud smirk " I've bought and packed a fancy dress for you to wear for this dinner. And I also have heels but don't worry they're not too high, I know you hate them."
"You're kidding?" she asks after a few seconds, it's like she's speechless or doesn't know what to say.
"Oh no, I'm 100% serious. We have a thing on dresses, don't you think?" I say with a chuckle thinking back at our first meeting when we were both looking for a dress.
"Oh my God, you spoil me too much"she says with a small smile hugging me, her face buried in my chest as usual, I hug her back of course caressing her hair and holding her as close as possible, I need her now, I need her in my life, she is the best thing ever happened to me.
"I love you babe"I keep repeating this simple yet meaningful sentence over and over again like a mantra, enjoying the feeling of her cuddling with me, our bodies are so pressed together they seem an unique thing.
"What time is the dinner?"she asks me softly after a while.
"It starts around seven so I guess we should start getting ready. Want to shower first?"
"Okay, I'll be as fast as possible"she tells me unwrapping her arms from my waist and heading to our bathroom.
"Take your time, beautiful".
While she is showering I unpack her dress and heels, I really hope she'll like them because ya know men are not always good at choosing female clothes but I have to say I like the dress I've bought her: it's a simple and plain bordeaux ankle-length dress...I hope it's okay and honestly I don't know if the back heels I've chosen match it but hey everyone says you can combine black clothes with every single colour so...
In the meantime I also decide what to wear tonight, it's a fancy dinner so I have to wear a suit with tie and everything plus I know as a fact Tris will look gorgeous as always so I have to try and look presentable next to her!!
Minutes later Tris open the bathroom door and steps into our room (our room) with just a short towel that barely covers her ass, her face is a little red but when she sees me swallowing hard and my jaw falling her lips curves into a little smirk.
I have tried to control myself at the sight of her, I swear I have, but I really can't help it: I am totally turned on right and rock hard ugh...she is wearing nothing and this is killing me, literally.
"God Tris I need to have a cold shower now!"I groan when I'm finally able to think and speak properly.
"Go go" she just says still with a smirk on her face.
Okay this woman will be my death.
I bring with me my clothes and start my shower. Cold.
I take my time to shower and get dressed because Tris needs to get ready too and I don't want to rush but I don't waste a too long time because we should leave in 20 minutes to arrive on time so I decide not to shave, I know Tris likes stubble so...
I knock at the door and ask her " Tris are you dressed and everything? Can I come in?"
"One second please"
"Okay you can come" she says shortly after so I step into our bedroom and I freeze: Tris stands in the center of the room, her dress on, her heels too, her gold hair in little waves and eyes make up.
Gorgeous.
She is the most beautiful and amazing person I have ever seen.
Oh my God I can't believe she is my date and she loves me too. Unbelievable.
"You...You are gorgeous Tris, I can't even explain with words how beautiful you are."I say breathless.
She blushes, of course she doesn't believe me, I swear I'd want her too see with my own eyes to be able to understand how wonderful she is.
"Tobias, this is too much. I can't keep it" she says pointing at the dress and then the heels.
"Oh shush don't be silly. It looks perfect and gorgeous on you Tris, you really are the most beautiful thing I've ever seen, you are perfect!"I say seriously and then add with a chuckle"Plus it suits you much better than me, trust me."
"Okay but you spoil ma and-"
"Please love take it as one of your birthday presents, it's next week anyway."
She shakes her head but I know I've convinced her because she is smiling softly and her eyes are happy.
Oh baby you have no idea about how much I'm going to spoil you for your birthday!
"You are so beautiful Tris"
"You too. Very hot, ya know I love when you wear suit, you are so handsome plus with stubble... remember you're mine okay?"
"You're mine too"I say with love because I'm so proud to be able to call her my girlfriend, my love.
"Deal, now should we leave?"I just nod and take her hand in mine caressing her palm with my thumb.
We take a taxi that leaves us in front of the super modern and wonderful skyscraper where our dinner is, a lot of couples are walking towards the building, I also see one of my ex co-worker I was friend with so I wave at him stepping in his direction, my left arm wrapped around Tris' waist holding her very close to me.
"Hi Amar, long time no see"I greet him.
"Yeah, it's been what three months? I want you to meet my boyfriend George." I shake his hand smiling at them.
"This is my girlfriend, Tris" I say smiling proudly and looking at her with love.
"Nice to meet you both" Tris says with a quite shy smile.
"Our pleasure and Four let me say you've done a damn good choice"Amar teases me with a smirk, I know he loves teasing me because he used to do it all the time and I used to blush hard every single time but I'm so happy and proud to be with this gorgeous lady I just nod and say "Yep, I know" before leaning down to peck her cheek, I need to touch her skin!
"Okay lovebirds time to go in" Amar says chuckling and smirking at Tris who is tomato red right now, so cute!!
Inside the location is breathtaking and also Tris is speechless: this place is amazing and huge, everything is so fancy and modern...wow.
There are circular tables with vases of flowers and everyone can decide where to sit, the bosses have a reserved table for them only but everyone else is free to choose a seat.
Amar, George, Tris and I decide to sit in a quite small table for ten person or so in the opposite corner of the room so we have to cross it but it is not easy because of the tons of people in this place, hundreds of couples in small groups talking to each other.
Of course I hold Tris very very close to me, not wanting to lose her but also because I want everyone to understand she's mine and they can't make any move, I have already seen someone looking directly at her, almost staring!!
She is taken. Taken!
Our dinner actually goes well and once again it's all because of Tris, last year it was a total disaster because I was the only one without a date but that wasn't the point because I was fine with myself but there were two super annoying slutty girls that spent the night flirting with me, they were just impossible and they both had a boyfriend!!
Fuck- that dinner was a nightmare, nothing like tonight: Tris is just wonderful and not only because of her beauty I mean but also because she tries to be nice to everyone...she just is incredible and of course I'm more than proud to introduce her as my girlfriend to every single person I know, I have a damn wide smile on my face all the night long but I really can't help it.
The dinner is delicious and we eat a lot, everything is just so irresistible and fortunately our table-mates are nice and we really can enjoy our time chatting and talk about light stuff plus I have Tris next to me, our hands almost always locked under the table... so much better than last year!
I meet some people I used to work with and I have to confess it's nice to spend a little time talking with them and usually this is not my thing, I have never been a fan of light talks but tonight feels different, having Tris by my side makes the difference.
When the dinner is over and we arrive back to our room it's around midnight but I'm not very tired and so seems Tris because we have been chatting and laughing hard all the ride to our hotel, I feel her cuddling close to me in the back seat and she's been a tease running her hand back and forth my tight, making me feel more and more uncomfortable.
I don't know if she meant it to be a sexual touch, maybe not but fuck thanks to her I have an hard-on right now and I have the strong need and urge to kiss her good and hard, she has driven me wild in the taxi and now I'm so turned on I really need to keep my hand away from her as we reach our bedroom not to give everyone a show.
"Fuck Tris" I mumble under my breath trying to breathe and calm myself even because I don't want to scare her or something but damnit her touch felt damn good!
Tobias stop it, you need to slow down.
As we enter our room I can't stop myself from pulling Tris against me and kiss her with passione, our tongues dancing together, her hands are in my hair and she moans loudly when my hands reach her perfect ass and squeeze it.
Her noises drive me even more insane and I start kissing down her neck paying attention when she moans or whimpers letting me know she's enjoying it as much as I am because men I am really enjoying it, I think I have never been this turned on and I've only heard her noises so far, we are both still in our clothes and I have only kissed her neck but let me be honest: my dirty mind runs too too fast so I start to imagine how sexy she would sound if stimulated in other ways and how it would be kissing her in more private areas.
I carry her to our bed and as I lay her down she straddles my lap, our lips still locked together and she begins to roll her hips on my hardness and this feels heaven, this is the sexiest thing in my life and I really crave to bury myself deep inside her but I know we have to stop here, I can tell Tris is nervous because she is slightly shaking and she seems a little unsure, we haven't talked about the physical aspects of our relationship yet so we should stop here for now even if the selfish part of me doesn't want to, it feels so damn good...
Fuck!
Breathing hard I pull away and look at her" Tris baby we need to stop now because I know I won't be able to later, you have me already worked up here. We need to stop"
I can see sadness in her eyes and she seems badly hurt" You don't want me Tobias? Have I just misunderstood everything?" she says sitting herself next to me but not on my lap anymore.
"Are you serious?" I ask cupping her cheek" Tris I- I want you, I want you so bad I know I won't be able to stop if we keep doing that. But baby, look at me, I can tell you're not ready" She looks at me with a confused face so I explain myself "you were shivering and your hands shaking but Tris, my love, this is not a problem, trust me. I'm glad to wait for you, for you I'll wait a thousand years if it's necessary. I don't want to force you into anything. This is not a problem for me, okay? I'll wait until you're ready, until you are 100% sure you want this too. I'm not here just for sex and fun, God Tris you are so much more than just a simple girl to have fun with and I'll wait for you. You mean so much to me sweetheart, you are so special."
I notice Tris is now silently crying holding one of my hands, I wipe her tears and plant a soft chaste kiss on her soft lips.
"Why are you crying baby?"I say fully hugging her, her head in the usual spot of my chest where she fits just perfect.
Tris partly breaks the hug to look at me with both love and sadness "I need to tell you something about my... about my ex-boyfriend." I nod to encourage her.
"His name was Eric and he was a couple years older than me. We date for something like five months, I have never really loved him or something but it wasn't bad... at first. For the first month or two he was sweet and nice actually but then he became more and more rude and always pissed off, so our relationship became a nightmare but for a while I kept telling me that everything was fine and it was just a bad period but then" she starts to sob again in my chest as I hold tightly close to me.
"Shush baby, everything is okay, you don't have to tell me" I try to reassure her, I hate seeing her sad it literally breaks my heart.
"It- it's okay, I want to" she says taking a deep breath "After a few months of that torture I couldn't stand it anymore so I talked to him and told him we were over and that I was breaking up with him and you know what he said? He told me..." deep breath "he told me it was about damn time and that our 'relationship' was totally fake because everything was just a fucking stupid bet and that he was waiting for me to break up with me. He said he was more than happy to finally be free and then started to tell me horrible things and this is what hurt me bad. He told me I was stupid, flat and ugly, that I was stiff and frigid and that he cheated on me all the time to have some real women and enjoyable sex and then he...he" at this point Tris is crying so hard she can't even speak.
I wipe her tears even if they keep falling and I hug her as tight as possible at the point I think she may be not able to breathe but I need to have her close to me, to reassure her and even if I'm angry as hell and I'd like to kill that fucking Eric son of a bitch with my bare hands I know now I have to be here for Tris, comforting her, supporting her.
"Oh baby shush, don't cry. Don't cry for that asshole my love. He didn't deserve you, he was just a fucking bastard dick. You deserve so much more. He did not deserve you, not in a million years. And you are everything but what he said. You are beautiful, gorgeous actually and yes every single thing about you is perfect and amazing. You are funny and caring and wonderful and intelligent and yeah a man couldn't ask for anything better than you. I could never even imagine something better. And Tris you are damn hot and sexy, trust me. Tris everything about you is so special and I love it, I love you. I love every single thing about you, okay? So don't think otherwise and don't you dare to give credit to that bastard, ok?" I say and at the end I'm breathless and I just hug her thigh again, this time she hugs me back, her arms around my waist, her head on my chest planting soft kisses there as I kiss her hair and enjoy her wonderful scent.
"I love you Tobias and...and thank you. For everything" she says after a few minutes of silence and I nod in return.
"It has been a long busy day, want to sleep baby?" I asks her realizing it must be very late.
"Yeah" she lazily answers me breaking our hug, kissing my lips briefly and heading to the bathroom to pee, brush her teeth and change in her pjs.
I do the same things while she's waiting for me in our bed and I do as fast as I can to join her sooner.
"Goodnight my love" I say planting a wet kiss on her lips and wrapping my arm around her, her back on my chest and our legs locked together.
"Goodnight Tobias, love you"
So here you chapter 14 guys. How was it? Im very curious about what you think of this because it was a little different from the other chapter, wasn't it? Please let me know what you think? Was it good or bad? Too much drama? Leave me a review and once again thank you all.