Love collides Ch. 14
As week I have done nothing but wake up go to school blank out and come back home. No eating. No working out. No homework. I don't even get ready for anything anymore. My grades have gone down and I have lost a tremendous amount of weight. Jacob has come over more than once to check up on me or looking for answers, but every time I would ignore him. He would leave defeated and broken. Today I took off the day off of school seeing no point in it. My teachers and the school have bugged Charlie about it every day and every time I would answer 'I don't want to talk about it'.
"Pixie you seriously need to get your act together I don't know why your suddenly becoming moody" dad said at the dinner table
"I don't want to talk about it" I answered
"And why would that be hmm?" he said giving me a stern look "did something happen in school? Is someone bullying you? Because ill swear to god ill grab my gun and march over to that-"
"Nothing is going on" I whispered and left the table I heard him sigh defeated with my answer
"I seriously don't know what happened to my little pixie" I heard dad tell Bella down stairs
"give her some time, maybe she's just at that stage" Bella answered back I seriously wanted nothing more than to go cry to my father and tell him what was wrong but my fear of rejection wouldn't let that happen. The doorbell rang.
"Hey Charlie is pixie here today" I heard Jacob ask dad
"Yea she's up stairs with still no process" I heard Charlie mutter. I heard his feet thump on the wooden stairs I waited until I heard my door open and a shift in my bed. I knew that he had laid right next to me.
"Are you ready to tell me?" he asked, every day was the same but the thing was that I couldn't no matter how much I wanted to I just couldn't. So I stayed silent.
"you know there isn't a second I go by without thinking who or what did this to you, and when I find out I will never forgive them." He said full of anger.
"You will" I whispered
"What?" was all he said, I guess from the shock that I talked to him
"You will" I repeated again
"Who is it? What did they do?" he said still searching for answers I, again, didn't answer.
"What is wrong every time I come by and ask you, you shrivel up into this little ball and refuse to talk to me!" He said now furious standing in front of me I shrunk back afraid that he might shift in front of me.
"Please im begging you, what's wrong I promise you who ever it is I won't let them hurt you ever again" I contemplated those words what if I told Jacob at his house and then kept it a secret forever? But Bella didn't want me anywhere near Jacob. What if I was with Jacob 24/7 that way Bella won't have a chance at getting at me? What if I told Edward also and maybe he could stop Bella?
"Can we go to your house to talk?" I asked with hopeful eyes he looked at me with pure adoration and love.
"Of course I'll wait for you at my car" he said getting up and leaving
"can you also tell my dad im going with you?" I asked
"Sure" he said smiling and going down stairs. While he was down I got my cloths ready hoping that I might stay at his house for the night. I got my pj's, toiletries, extra cloths for tomorrow, and my makeup. As I descended down the stairs I saw dad giving Jacob a piece of paper and Bella right beside him giving me a hateful look. I hurried to Jacobs's side and held his hand for comfort. We went out the door and to his car; I put my stuff in the back seat and sat in the passenger seat.
"So can you tell me right now?" Jacob asked hopefully, I shook my head no. he gave a frustrated sigh
"When will you tell me? You know I can't protect you from whatever is happening if you don't tell me what's wrong?" he said now angry and shaking, I put my hand in his arm to make him stop but that did very little.
"Our minds are not protected here let's wait until we get to your house" I whispered
"WHY?! WAS IT EDWARD THAT DID SOMETHING TO YOU?! BECAUSE IF IT WAS I WILL PERSONALLY-"
"It wasn't him wait until we get your house I promise I will tell you everything" I said smiling up at him, and let me tell you it felt great. He smiled back and focused back on the road.
When we got to his house I was pretty misty and sprinkling. We got out of the car and Jacob grabbed my stuff from the back.
"Are you sleeping over?" he asked smiling with a raised eye brow. I nodded with a grin in my face happy to be somewhere safe. He kissed my cheek and unlocked the door.
"Hey dad im home! And guess who came to stay for the night?" Jacob asked as his dad came out in his wheel chair.
"Well hey there pixie haven't seen you in a long time. How are you by the way" he asked curiosity crossed his voice
"Im good thank you Billy" I said hugging him tenderly
"Well you welcome to stay here as long as you want" he said wheeling himself over to his room I guess
"So can you tell me now?" Jacob asked antsy I sat down at his lap and hugged him as his arms went around me
"Well if you do, you have to promise that you won't do anything dramatic and we will solve this as a couple. Understood?" I asked looking up at him; his face was a mixture of defiance and confusion. I waited until he answered. He sighed and nodded
"ok well when I went back home the other day from shopping with Alice and Rosalie I asked Bella for a ride and she got mad-"my voice was now shaking with fear ad sadness "and I asked what she had against me being with you since she chose Edward over you and then she slapped me" I said finishing I didn't hear anything. The only noise in the room was our breaths.
"I was suggesting we tell dad so he can understand the situation and let me come here more often" I said looking up at him. He had his eyes closed I guess trying to control himself. He sighed.
"I don't see how that will work I think we should just tell Edward" he said leaning back.
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