Hey guys. I wrote this chapter yesterday morning but I couldn't upload it. I don't know what is happening. Anyhow.. This is my new update. Enjoy...


Chapter 14

Rated M

Bella's POV

It's already a week since I left Charlie. If you ask me it was the best choice I ever did. No. That would be a mistake. My best choice so far it's Alice. Being with her. Yeah that would be the best choice ever. When we told Carlisle and the others they didn't have a problem for me to live with them.

Alice and I haven't discussed yet about the changing. I know Alice don't want to change me. She doesn't want for me to have the shit life that they have. She doesn't want for me to become a monster like her. What she doesn't understand it's that I prefer to be a monster than not be with her. I hope I can find a way to persuade her somehow.

I am sure that everyone knows about me and Alice sleeping together. Like sleeping sleeping together. But thank God they didn't tell us to sleep separately. For several months I learned to sleep next to her. Wake up next to her. Feeling her cold body cuddle me. I don't think I could sleep anywhere but near her.

"Bella,baby wake up" oh Alice. Always in my thoughts and always next to me. It's already morning? Why?

"Why? Why do I have to get up?"

"Baby, we have to get ready to got to school. Now come on. Get up sleepyhead"

"I don't want to"

"If you don't get up right now Bella Swan I won't kiss you for a whole day"

"Ok, I'm up. Jeez.. You are evil. Do you know that?"

"Yeah, I know. Now go get ready and I'll be back. Ok?"

"Where are you going Alice?" I still get worried every time she has to leave me. I have to be more at ease with this somehow.

"To hunt. I haven't for a week. You know that I can resist for feeding but when I am with you, your intoxicating you, I have to. Ok? I'll be back when you'll be ready"

"But if you cha…" she put those delicate fingers on my lips telling me not say anything else.

"No. Go get ready. I'll be back in 15 minutes. Can you do that for me?"

"I suppose." And I pouted

"Come here, Bella." With that she kissed me and left me. Now I had to get ready. Aww.. I don't want to go to school..

Alice's POV

What I should do. I don't know what is best. Bella wants to be changed. I don't know if I can do that to her. It's not only that I don't want for her to have the lives we have but I don't know if I would be able to stop when I would bite her. I really really have to talk about this with Carlisle. Maybe today after school..

Too many thoughts. Thoughts. Thoughts. And another thoughts. Do I want to be with Bella forever? Of course I do. Do I want her to be my wife? Wait. Where did that come from? To answer to that question. Yes, I want Bella to be my wife. Not now. But eventually. I can see the rest of my life with her. But I have forever and she doesn't. Too many thoughts. For now all I have to do is to hunt and go back to my girl who I know for sure is very worried cause I am already late and the 15 minutes passed. She will be mad…

Yeah she is mad. I can hear her walking upstairs back and forth. Oh dear..

"Baby?" I have to sugar her. Don't blame me..

"Baby?? Baby?? Alice.. You are late.. You know I worry every fucking time you are going away.."

"Oh come on Bella. How many times do I need to tell you that nothing bad is gonna happen to me?"

"You said the same thing again and you almost died. Find something else"

I love her when she is so worried. It makes me feel like human again. Although she never saw me as the monster I am. I was just Alice in her eyes. Not the monster I see every day..

"Look, I am sorry. Ok? I'm sorry baby." I tried to kiss her...

"No, you will not get away with your sweet kisses this time."

"I love you more when you are mad. It's a turn on"

"Alice.."

"What? It's the truth. I like it when you are getting mad "

"Tell me you are not doing this on purpose Alice Cullen"

"We will be late. Are you ready?"

"Don't avoid the subject"

"I'm leaving. Are you coming?"

"Ohh I hate you.."

"You know you love me baby."

"That I do"

Although we are together for 5 months we were never intimate at school. I didn't have a problem of we were but Bella didn't want to at first because of Edward. She didn't want for others to think of her like that. The girl who had a boyfriend and broke up with him to be with a girl, aka his sister. I accepted that. But school was only 8 hours. I had all day to be with her. At school we were Alice and Bella. Best friends..

"Oh hi girls. How are you today?" Angela said looking at me. I know that she has feeling for me. She didn't tried to show me the opposite.

"Oh hi Angela. I'm fine. How are you?"

"Oh you know. The same. Can I join you to History class?" she talked to me like Bella wasn't standing right next to me.

"Well ok. I think we have some minutes before the class start" I looked Bella telling her sorry with my eyes. She didn't seem so happy if I must say. She didn't like Angela that much because she knew she had feelings for me.

The first classes were over and now it was launch time. All the family sat together and of course Bella was with us. But today we had another guest to our table. Yeahh.. Angela..

"Hey guys.. Can I sit with you?" When she asked I turned my face to see Bella's expression. Her eyes were on fire and if a look could kill Angela would be dead

"Yes Angela. You may sit with us"

"Thank you Alice. You are so kind." After finishing her last sentence she touched my shoulder and caressed my arm. Bella saw that move and she was ready to explode.

"Alice? Ehm.. Do you think that maybe one day this week we could go out together?"

"Ehm…"

"No she can't." Wow. Bella.. I didn't expect that..

"Excuse me?"

"You heard me. No. She. Can't"

"And may I ask why?"

"Because she will be with me"

"She can't be with you all the time"

"Yes she is"

"I believe that Alice can speak for herself. Alice?"

"Ehm.."

"Angela, don't make say that again. Alice. Will. Never. Go. Out. With . You. Do you understand?"

"And why is that?"

"Because she is with me"

"Alice is MY girlfriend. So back off or else I'll make you"

"Excuse me? What did you just say"

"You don't seem to understand. Maybe if I saw you.." she took my face to her both hands and gave me a full long kiss on my lips. In front the whole cafeteria. In front Angela.. Tomorrow the rest of student will learn about me and Bella

"I hope that was clear to you, Angela"

"It sure was"

After Angela left us in deep shock I had some questions that I needed to be answered. Not that I didn't like that Bella kissed me in front the whole student lobby but why now?

"Bella? Can you please explain what did just happen?"

" I don't know what you mean"

"You kissed me in front the whole cafeteria"

"And where is the harm in this? I kissed my beautiful girlfriend"

"No, it's good. It's very good. But why now?"

"Well, I couldn't her flirting with you like that while I was there. I couldn't just stay still and not do anything. SHE was flirting with you and you didn't do anything"

"Baby, I couldn't be cruel to that girl. But you know that I have eyes only for you. Don't you know that?"

"I know. And I have eyes only for you"

"You were jealous"

"No, I wasn't"

"Yes you were totally so jealous"

"No. I. Wasn't"

"I like it though. It means that you love me"

"Well, dah. O f course I do. So much." And we kissed again in front the whole cafeteria. We got some yoohoos and some whistles. What a day…

After school we got home. It was an interesting day to the most. Now it was my Bella time.

"Baby, I'm so tired"

"I know my Bella. I know. Do you want to go upstairs and have some nap?"

"What will you do?"

"Maybe I go out and hunt or run"

"I'll come with you"

"You just said you were tired" I knew that she didn't want me to be all alone

"No, I am ok"

"No you are not. And baby? You'll have to stop worrying so much. Please?"

"I know. I know. Please forgive me. It's that I am afraid."

"Ok. If you go get some sleep I promise I won't leave. Ok"

"Will you come with me?"

"Of course I will"

I took her in my arms bride style and we got to my room that now was ours. I laid her to our bed and tried to leave but she held my hand

"Don't. Come here with me" I didn't say anything. I just get back to bed and held her the way she like it

"Kiss me" I obeyed to her will

"Make love to me Alice"

"I thought you were tired"

"Not for you"

"Bella as much I would like to you are tired and you need to sleep"

"Alice, I want you. I want to feel you. So please.."

She didn't need to say anything else. I pull off her shirt and I kissed her breasts. I trailed my kisses from her neck to her naked belly were I licked and circled the sensitive spot with my tongue. I unbuttoned her jeans and now they were lying next to my shirt and jeans as well..

We were now only with our underwear. I wanted to play a little with her. To tease her. So, although she was wearing her panties I did play with her clit. She was so wet and I was happy knowing I could make her feel that way.

"Please baby. Don't tease me."

"As you wish my love"

I took off her panties and bra and now she stood before me totally naked, ready for me to make love to her. I licked her clit while I was putting one finger inside her. She was so tight and I liked it very muck. I played with her clit again before I insert her with another finger as she was more relaxed. I was now inside her with two of my fingers thrusting her in and out while I was licking her as well. I knew that she was ready to come.

"Oh Alice… Mmmmm… Yes…. God.."

"Come for me baby"

"A-aalice… Oh my God.. Oh …"

And that was it. She released on my hand. I like making love to her. T something sacred for me.

"Baby that was amazing. I love you so so much" she kissed me and I kissed her back

"You are amazing. And I love you more"

"You are mine"

"Always and forever"

"I love you"

"I love you too. Now go sleep"

"Will you hold me baby?"

"Of course"

And after that she fell asleep with me holding her. We fit so good together. Like she was born only for me to find her and be with her. And now I was more sure than ever. I wanted Bella to be with me forever. I made my choice. Bella and I would be together forever. Now I had to find the right time to change her.

TBC

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