it's like an angel came by and took me to heaven Cause when you stare my eyes it couldn't be better. Let the music blast we gonna do our dance. Bring the doubters on, they don't matter at all.
*Austin's POV*
My mam and dad quietly walked into the room, I stared at the ceiling, refusing to meet their eyes. I didn't want to hear them going on about how much of a failure I am. I already know that. My heart ached for Ally to be here but she wasn't.
My father sat down on a chair next to my bedside, "Austin, we need to talk." I turned to them and gave them a blank, unemotional stare. "What the hell do you think you're doing? Running away, attacking people, doing drugs and now attempting to kill yourself." I felt familiar anger build up inside me. In the heat of the moment I screamed at them. "I was thinking the whole damn world is better off without me. I already know I am a huge failure to you. No need to guilt trip me." I held back near tears, I refuse to let them see me cry. " You're not a failure. You just haven't made smart decisions lately." My mother's words cut through the air, silencing my racing thoughts. She took a deep breath and continued. "Your father and I have decided it's best if you go to a rehabiliation centre. We want you to get better Austin. We want what's best for you." That's when the bomb exploded, I couldn't believe what I was hearing. I shook my head, faster and faster until the world started spinning. " No, no, no! I'm not going! No you can't make me!" I started rocking back and forward like a scared child. "No. No. No." My breath started to get more rapid until it was like my insides were shaking. "Austin, Austin, listen!" My father grabbed my arm. I shook him off like a wild animal. I felt like I was being caged up and I was fighting to get out. I screaming at them as loud as I could. "Get off of me!" I wanted them to leave, they can't send me away like I'm a psychopath. I just kept screaming until my head started getting light and tears started falling like rain.
The room was empty, I curled my knees into my chest and started to sob. How did this happen? Why did it all go wrong? I should have told Ally what was wrong with me when I had the chance. I just wanted this to stop. I wanted to start all over again. But I couldn't.
"Austin." I looked up to see Ally standing at the door. "They want me go to a rehab, Ally." She walked over to me. "I know." She stoked my hair and pulled me close into her arms. I felt safe and warm as I listened to her heartbeat. "But Austin. I think they are right. You know you're not going to get better until you get professional help." I wanted to be angry at her but I couldn't, her voice was too calm and sweet. Maybe she was right. "But I can change without going!" I wanted to her to believe me but I didn't even believe that I could. "No you won't." I took my head out of her arms, "I don't want to leave you." She smiled at me, "You won't. We'll be far away but we'll survive it." She held me closer until I was completely in her arms, sheltered by the outside world. "You'll still be my love and once you come back. I'll be right there waiting for you, still hopelessly in love with you." She cupped my face with her hands, her face slowly came closer to mine. We didn't kiss but her breath tickled my lips , making them tingle and beg for her lips. She was so beautiful, I felt terrible for letting her down a hundred times but I'll forgive myself someday. What past is past and it shouldn't haunt me forever. "I'll never let you go."I whispered to her
with every truth and love I felt inside my heart and soul. I will get better.
AN: I think you guys deserve two chapters today, I'm so sorry that I haven't been updating a lot. I feel really bad :( But I hope you liked this chapter. I'm also finished this story, so I hope you enjoyed it :) I LOVE YOU GUYS!