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The List of Uchiha
Kakashi P.O.V.
'The boys are defiantly different now,' I smirk thinking back how cute they were last night, 'They've certainly come along way since when I first met them. Naruto Uzumaki silly, knuckle headed ninja. Sasuke Uchiha cold, prodigy,' I giggle them being so close is amusing to anyone. 'I think I heard a unique sentence that S-,' my thoughts were interrupted by a loud yelp. I look out side to find a Shikamaru on his behind rubbing the back of his head on my doorstep.
"Shikamaru what are you doing here?" he looks up at me and back at a young woman that I recall seeing at the exam.
"What a drag," he sighed predictable, "Can I come in real quick?"
"Why, your not going to take advantage of me are you?"
"It's about the two moron students of yours,"
Narrator P.O.V
Sasuke twisted with images of his brother butchery of their family, grinning sickly, blood spattered, or the worst ones of all him and his brother getting along. Sasuke cried out quietly and was suddenly being shaken by Itachi harder and harder. Then Sasuke finally started fighting back desperately, an image of his mother calling his name crying painfully. 'Sasuke, Sasuke,' "Sasuke, wake up dude your having a- ow stop kicking me in the head you ass," okay not his mom. Sasuke sat up still sore from yesterday to find Naruto looking at him pitifully.
"Naruto, Naruto," Sasuke touched his cheek and felt tears in his eyes, but not because of the dream. Naruto felt pained Sasuke looked like someone was going to hurt him he looked so frightened. Naruto held Sasuke until he calmed down, Naruto had always had dreams like this that hurt and tortured you so bad they became real to you. Never ever ending just repeated torture that any source of comfort is welcomed it burns the inside out. Naruto wanted to be that source of comfort, because he had woken from those dreams with nothing, but sobering to look forward to. He wondered how many times Sasuke has suffered alone like this, like him. Sasuke pulled away soon not deserving the soothing effect he was receiving and looked away from Naruto.
"What's wrong?" Naruto questioned sadly trying to meet the other's gaze. Naruto looked at Sasuke he looked like he did when he first came back he looked guilty and as he would rather suffer then find redemption.
"Naruto, I always liked you and I always will," 'oh no,' Naruto thought, "I don't want to, but my clan I have to it's my duty, I'm an Uchiha," 'no, no, no, no,' Naruto wanted to cover his ears he knew this was coming something to hurt him life always threw something at him. He knew his happiness was just a dream a brief haven that would only make the fall to the end even darker. He just nodded for Sasuke to continue biting his lip. "I'm so sorry Naruto,"
"No, its okay I- I understand," Naruto wiped his eyes tearing up. He was in pieces oh lord it hurt so bad to have a taste of love and companionship that feeling you'll never be alone, only to be yanked out from his sense of security. Sasuke wasn't having a good time with this either he wanted to hold the blond and take it all back, but he couldn't. He had to hurt him like this he had to let him fall once more he wanted to kill Itachi even more, he could have had Naruto he wouldn't have had to restore the clan and give up love for the village. The very village that hurt his love one he wanted to kill them too, but the one he wanted to kill the most and hurt and torture was himself. Naruto swallowed hard, "You have to I won't stand for it if you didn't. I'm still going to help you find the perfect girl for you, you bastard," he smiled best as he could tears still flowing down his cheeks made Sasuke even worst to see the fake smile.
"Naruto, I'm sorry I shouldn't be doing this-,"
"Its okay I said I understand I knew this was coming," He just thought he'd have more time. "Now I'm going to home and you're going to tell Kakashi that I'm sick and can't come, and then your going to call me a dobe, and, and" Naruto got up and cleared his throat and Sasuke started crying too wanting him to stop. "We're going to go on missions and fight just like before nothing more just rivals just friends," Sasuke hugged himself to keep himself from puking.
"We'll stay away from each other from now on and only talk when we have too," Sasuke said playing along as if they were both calm and talking about some game instead of something painful. Naruto nodded and then started leaving not wanting to cry with Sasuke anymore, because they couldn't do that anymore. They couldn't connect anymore; they couldn't be with the one that made them understand why people could still smile. It was over and they had woke up from a wonderful dream to a scary, hurtful world.
Sakura P.O.V
I wondered what Sasuke and Naruto would fight about today. They are always so predictable, when I got to the bridge though I Sasuke looking so strange. His eyes were red and he looked restless.
"Hi, Sasuke, I guess Naruto isn't here?"
"It would seem, so why don't you fill us in Sasuke?" Kakashi said coming up behind me, who freaked and gasped something about it being impossible that he was here so early it was rare he showed up on time. Sasuke looked away from both of us trying to look uncaring.
"He's not feeling well, that dobe," Sasuke died off at the end not having the heart in the insult, it looked like he was very hurt I looked at my teammate whose face crunched up as if he had smelled something bad.
"Really is that all Sasuke?" Kakashi questioned sounding irritated he walked up to Sasuke standing, disappointed.
"Yes, that's it he's sick," Sasuke was the one who looked like he almost got sick by saying that sentence. He swallowed down the disgusting taste.
"Maybe I should make a pit stop to check up on him to be safe?"
"No you should leave him to rest," Sasuke shot a defensive glare also getting aggravated. I stared back and forth getting more and more concerned about this conversation.
"Maybe he needs something I think I should go check on him," Kakashi repeated.
"Maybe you should mind your gawd-damn business," Sasuke spat ready to stop him if necessary. I stared Sasuke never usually used profanities he was defiantly in some sort of trouble.
"This is starting to sound a little more serious you know I had a visitor this morning. Shikamaru he said I should be keeping an eye you to any idea why?" he raised an eyebrow. I started to get more confused was there something I was missing.
"I said mind your business!" Sasuke growled through his teeth, this isn't good. I can't move I'm scared.
"Naruto is my student and so are you, you are my business," Kakashi crossed his arms.
"Um, is there something wrong with you two Sasuke?" I ask I sound more pitiful then I thought I would. He turned and I see red he activated his sharingan.
"Stay out of this both of you," Sasuke barked looking hard at Sensei and me. I stayed silent but Kakashi sensei kept going I hoped he knew what he was doing, he was the only adult other then Tsunade who knew how to deal with Sasuke.
"Tell me what exactly 'this' is,"
"Just leave him alone," Sasuke had a wet look in his eyes, I gasped he was crying. Apparently, Kakashi noticed because his voice turned softer.
"It's important for you two to tell us what is going on, or there can be serious consequences to you both,"
"Listen, we don't need you meddling in things you don't get!" he paused and he stepped back as Kakashi took a step forward. "Leave him alone! Leave me alone it's too late, you're too late," Sasuke tried to glare but I could see he was cracking somehow I wish I knew what was going on. I want to help.
"Sasuke, this is for real, if we don't get this taken care of soon," Kakashi made it sound like a disease as if they were going to quarantine them. I looked back at Sasuke he seemed healthy, "Neither of you were in good enough condition to be in a relationship," I gasp that reminds them I'm still listening. Kakashi shooed me away I leave reluctantly I wanted to help them. My friends were in a relationship and were in trouble some friend I am.
Kakashi P.O.V
"You two are emotionally unstable it's risky for you to be in a safe relationship,"
"What would you know, we were happy! We were safe and stable!" I noticed the weres in his sentences Shikamaru was right they did end up alone because of this.
"So that's why this is happening now, why you're so unhappy right now,"
"Do it for Naruto, Sasuke he needs this and so do you. We need to see Tsunade she can help,"
"Damn it how many fucking people know?!"
"That's not the point, come we'll get Naruto,"
"No," Sasuke looked at the ground with a face I never saw him use a scared sad look. He put his hand to his forehead tears and wide-eyed, "No, I can't. Stay away!" he threw a kunai and curled up against the tree. He was defiantly not stable he was going to hurt himself at this rate. This was too much for either child to deal with. He was on his knees clutching his head in agony.
"Sasuke its okay," I try to touch him, but he screams and withdraws even more. "Come on Sasuke I want to help," he reached his arms out not looking at me. He's shaking horrible it makes me want to revive that bastard and kill him again. Sasuke is so messed up he is in a state of complete disorder. I pick him up he's screaming still, so I try bouncing him up and down gently like a mother would a small child. Eventually I have to knock him unconscious since he's so diluted and frightened. I need to inform Iruka about Naruto, and collect Naruto I just hope he's taking this better then Sasuke.
Tbc
