Author's Note: so I got all your reviews and I figured I should keep writing :) I have a break coming up next week so I will definately be writing more. I have a lot more to go along with this story.

She woke up early that morning. Around 6 A.M. She had too much on her mind. She tried to go back to sleep but she felt Chuck's gaze on her. She pretended to still be asleep. She could feel him looking at her. Her cheeks started burning as she started feeling self-conscious. He was stroking her hair gently as if he was trying not to break her. He started whispering something "I know you're awake, Blair."

Her eyes flew open and looked straight at him. "How?" She looked completely shocked.

You're forgetting I know you very well and I can tell when you're faking it and when you're not. He chuckled. She smiled. She liked how he knew so much about her. She didn't want to get up, she just wanted to stay next to Chuck, but she knew she had to get back before Serena realized she was gone. She left Chuck's place for a reason to begin with. "I have to get ready to go"

His face fell into a frown. "Ok, you know where the bathroom is"

She got up, knowing Chuck's gaze would still be on her. She bounced up and slowly made her way to the bathroom. She looked in the mirror to see how bad her face was. She was frightened. It was still red and puffy from the night before. She couldn't believe that it was still that red. She felt embarrassed. Chuck had seen her like this and not made a comment about it? She quickly got her things together and stood by the door. Chuck came hurriedly as if to stop her. "You're not going to say goodbye?" She tried to conceal her face. "I'm sorry, Chuck. She got onto her toes to kiss his cheek. Goodbye." She quickly turned around to hide her face from him.

"What's wrong, Blair?"

"Nothing, I just have to go. Serena probably realizes I was gone, Bye" She nearly ran out the door and made her way to Serena's.

…

When she got to Serena's place she started tiptoeing to the guest bedroom. However, Serena caught her halfway there.

"Blair, where were you?"

"Oh I just went to the kitchen to get…"

"Save it! I know you weren't here last night!"

"What…?"

"Yeah I came into your room this morning to check up on you and you weren't there. Where did you go?"

"I'm sorry, I wasn't aware you were my mother!" She spat a little harsher than she intended.

Serena got closer and realized the puffiness in Blair's face. Suddenly her face fell from angry to sad "what's wrong? Why have you been crying?"

She had had enough. She hated how Serena only cared about her sometimes, when Nate wasn't around. "Where's Nate!" she shouted.

Serena looked at her confused "What? What does Nate have to do with anything?"

"Look, S, I like that you're dating a boy with some class but he's taken up your whole world! Can't you see that? Everybody else comes second!"

Serena looked a bit hurt and Blair was sorry she said anything, but she had to hear it.

Blair stormed off and shut her room. She realized she was probably well enough to go back home. She didn't have to live with somebody all the time. The only reason she came here was she needed to be with somebody but now she could go home and live alone again, like she always had. She didn't need Serena, she wasn't helping her anyway. Suddenly out of nowhere she got this weird urge. She went into the bathroom, knelt down on her knees and threw up. She hated that all of this had resulted in this but she had been under a lot of pressure lately. She couldn't control herself. She convinced herself it was a onetime thing; she held her head up high and told Serena she needed to leave. Serena looked understandingly and Blair was relieved she hadn't made a big deal out of everything.

She packed her bags and went to Eleanor's. Like always, Eleanor wasn't there, and that relieved her. She went straight into her room and put everything back into her closet. She relaxed on her own bed. "Miss Blair?" Blair smiled to herself. She had really missed Dorota.

"In here!" She yelled.
"Miss Blair I have missed you a lot. Is there anything I can get for you?"

"Yes I'm starving!"

"Good, I bring good food"

A few seconds later a plate of food came up into her room. Dorota stood there watching her, waiting for her to eat but she didn't touch her food until she was alone. She stuffed her face and finished every last piece of food on her plate. Then, as if mechanically, she went into the bathroom and regurgitated it all. She felt like she didn't have control over it. She didn't know what to do. Should she tell somebody? No, because then they would make her see her doctor, and she hated seeing him. She decided to keep it her secret. She needed this right now. Right?

…

The next day she decided to call Chuck. She should talk to him after that embarrassing stunt she pulled yesterday by running away. She picked up the phone and immediately called. He answered on the first ring.

"Hello?" his husky voice made her heart melt.

"Chuck, can you meet me at my place please?"

"Sure, is something wrong?"

"No, I just need to see you"

She hung up the phone and ordered Dorota to send him up as soon as he showed up. After a few minutes, Chuck showed up. He knocked on her bedroom door. She jumped up and opened the door. She smiled when she saw him, grabbed his hand and dragged him in. She sat him down and sat right next to him. She was inexplicably happy. She didn't know what had gotten into her. "Chuck, take me somewhere, anywhere!"

He looked at her confusedly. "What? Are you ok?"

"Of course I'm ok! Why wouldn't I be?" She knew that was a stupid remark as soon as she said it but she wanted to be with him. No she needed to be with him. "Well, I guess that'll be ok. Where do you want to go?"

"I don't care! Surprise me!"

He eyed her suspiciously. He led her down into the limo waiting for them. A few minutes later she looked up amazed. They were at Tiffany's & Co. She was confused. She turned around. "Chuck, what are we doing here?"

"We're here to get your birthday present!" he said with a hopeful voice.

"My birthday…?" She looked confused then suddenly she realized her birthday was in two days! So much had happened and had made her forget to even make plans.

"Yes, your birthday" he chuckled. "Pick out anything you want"

He held out his hand for her to grab it. She took it willingly and let him lead her inside. She felt the weight of his eyes on her as she examined the diamonds. She was fascinated by all the diamonds that were around her. She had had diamonds before, that hadn't been anything new, she had received diamonds from admirers before as well but never from Chuck Bass. She turned to him, "are you sure?"

He laughed again, "of course I'm sure!"

She turned around and started prancing around. "Chuck Bass, do you do this to all the girls?"

He looked at her amusingly "No, just you"