They walked into the warehouse guns drawn. They cleared the house. "Boss she isn't here." Tony said sadly. "She's got to be...she's...she has to be...I can't lose her." Gibbs said running through the warehouse and checking the rooms again. He didn't come out of the last room he cleared. "Stay here." Ziva commanded the two other agents.
She walked to the room Gibbs was in. "Gibbs?" she asked crouching in front of him. "I can't lose her Ziver. I've already lost Shannon and Kelly. I can't lose her." Gibbs said his eyes wet from tears threatning to spill over. "You won't lose her. I promise. This is my fault. I will make sure she get's out. If I get killed in the process, so be it but, I will NOT let her die." Ziva said to him. "You can't die. DiNozzo needs you. You didn't see him on what was supposed to be your one year anniversary of dating. I thought I was going to have to call a sych ward." he said remembering when Tony had showed up at his house drunk and screaming.
*FLASHBACK*
Tony had ran into his front door and out his back into the pouring rain. Gibbs followed him giving Jenny a look to make her stay and give them some time. Tony sat in the middle of his backyard crying. "Talk" Gibbs ordered sitting down. "I screwed up. I screwed up and now she's gone." Tony said. He jumped up and screamed " I CAN'T EVEN ENJOY MY JOB ANYMORE! BECAUSE SHE'S THERE. TALKING TO THAT GOD DAMN CREEP RAY. MY BATHROOM BREAKS WERE REALLY SPENT IN ABBY'S LAB CRYING ON HER SHOULDER! I love her boss. What am I supposed to do? TELL ME WHAT TO DO!" Tony said breaking a couple plant pots in the process. "Nothing you can do. You have to find a distraction. A hobby. Something to keep your mind off of her" Gibbs told him calmly not even getting upset that he was yelling. "I can't. I've tried. She's all I think about is her. You know I used to think guys who said "If I had a dime for everytime she came into my thoughts, I'd have one dime because she never leaves. I understand them now, only those guys have the permission to think about that one girl. I don't."
Tony said back sitting back in the grass. "Well that's life. You break two hearts with one sentence. I'm here for you, but the neighbors are starting to look out their windows. might end up calling the cops so come inside the house go downstairs and sand my boat. Paint it. Name it Ziva. Then burn it. It always helped me." Gibbs called over his shoulder walking back in the house.
*END OF FLASHBACK*
"He did that? All because of me?" Ziva asked crying. "Yeah, love makes a man do some crazy things." Gibbs said. He got his self together and walked out of the door. Ziva followed. She ran to Tony and tackled him with a hug that could rival Abby's. "I'm sorry. I'm so so so sorry" she whispered. "It's okay." Tony replied. The look on his boss's face told him that, Ziva had found out about the drunken night spent in Gibbs' basement on a boat. After Ziva was composed they piled back into the car and headed for the Navy Yard. Half-way there McGee got a call from Abby saying she had an adress, where Jenny might be. Gibbs pressed the gas pedal all the way down.
The agents walked into yet another warehouse with their guns drawn. They had killed the first two guards point blank when they had raised their weapons and fired. One of the bullets had grazed McGee's right leg but, he ignored the pain.
He had to find Jenny. She was like a mother to him. They continued down the long hallway. There was only two doors on it. Tony and Ziva took the first one. "Clear!" Tony yelled out. McGee and Gibbs burst through the second door. Kort was kicking Jenny's unconcious body in the stomach. There was blood everywhere. Gibbs shot the man in the head. He dropped his weapon and rushed to Jenny checking her pulse.
It was barely there. "McGee! Call a bus!" he yelled tears already wetting his face of yet another child lost.
A/N: Surprise!(: I cried writing this one to): My best friend called me after reading this. She cussed me out. Then started crying at the flashback and Colton (jenny's kid.) I broke rule number 6 at least 10 times while talking to her. I have some more sad plans and some happy one's(: One of that sad one's are one of the couples breaking up (hint: It is most definitly NOT Tiva.) Next chapter: proposal (but who? McAbby, Tiva, or Jibbs?), Jenny waking up and learning about Colton, and if you guys have anything else you want tell me(: Thanks so much for the reviews. I hope you guys don't hate me after reading this! Please continue to R&R! Oh and if you want to see Ziva's ring that I mentioned last chapter it should be in my bio thingy majigger thanks!