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Mitchie's POV

Ever since the Alex incident things really haven't been the same, yeah my life still seems to be going how it use to be but not having Alex in it anymore did suck but I was hanging out with an old friend that I haven't talked to in forever.

No one knows what went down between me and Shane. Even to this day I don't know how things just ended with us, things were so perfect. We were able to tell each other everything and able to come to one another when something or someone was bothering us but then the incident happened and we just drifted apart. I bet you are all wondering what happened..I guess I can share with you what went down.

It all started when we were in Sophomores.

Flashback

It was a warm summer day and me and Shane were having a good time by the lake like we did every year when we came down here. I couldn't stop laughing as Shane was telling me about what kind of prank he pulled on Jason. I felt really bad for the two of them as they could never leave each other alone. I don't know why but it was pretty funny what those two would come up with when they both are plotting to get someone together.

"I sometimes wonder how I am friends with the both of you, you guys are such..I don't know." I giggled as I shook my head.

"Oh please you are just jealous that you weren't there with me to pull this prank. No need to be jealous Mitch." He playfully smirked.

"Oh yes you caught me Shane, I am so jealous that I couldn't believe I wasn't there to shave off one of his eyebrows." I playfully stuck my tongue out at him before playfully nudging him.

Things were so easy with him, and I wish I could do this more often. Cause after this week Shane was going off for some family get together and I was going to be left here, I mean yeah I will have Jason but me and Jason weren't as close as me and Shane were. No one could ever take Shane's place, at least to me no one could.

"Shane..is it possible for you not to go? It won't be the same here when you leave?" I pouted as I looked up at him.

He just gave he a soft smile as he moved his arm around me. "You know I can't ditch them, plus I don't want my family to hate you cause you convinced me to stay. Plus its only for two weeks and time will fly by so fast you won't even realize that I am gone." He chuckled.

As our eyes stayed connected we just stayed quiet as he looked at each other. I don't know what it was or how it happened but the next thing we both know our lips were together in a soft, gentle kiss. His lips were magical and I didn't want it to end but he soon pulled away.

"I'm so sorry..I shouldn't of done that." He stood up as I got up right next to him.

"There is no need to apologize..I wanted it." I spoke softly as I smiled softly before I pressed my lips against his in a deep, passionate kiss.

End of Flashback

Let's just say things went a little far between us and things kinda did get awkward or at least Shane started to act awkward and well there was a big secret that I never told him that I hope that no one will ever know. It's not that I am ashamed of what happened between us, its just I don't know what people would say or what Alex would say if she knew that me and one of her friends hooked up. Maybe I should just try it again with him, yeah I know I said I was gay but maybe I still had a side that was attracted to guys and well he was the only person that understood me and really cared about me. But right now I just wanted to fix things with him and try to be friends.

Thank god it was the weekend cause right now I didn't even want to get out of bed. It was getting a little bored so I turned my tv on and looked through netflix trying to find something to watch but ended up clicking Grey's Anatomy as I thought I could just rewatch a few episodes. I was about a few episodes in season 3 when I heard the door bell, I knew Jason or his parents weren't home so I got up and made my way downstairs as I opened the door.

"Tess..hey I wasn't expecting you to be here. Why are you here?" I asked her as she just made her way inside as I closed the door behind me.

She was awfully quiet which did worry me a bit. "Is anyone here?" She asked.

I just shook my head and hearing her sigh did cause me to raise an eyebrow but the next thing I knew was the feeling of Tess's lips on mine. I wasn't really thinking as I kissed her back before I pulled away.

"Woah what was that..we..we can't.." I spoke as Tess shook her.

"I want to, I like you Mitchie for a long time now and..I want you." She spoke.

I just stared at her, the craving for someone's body to be close to me was taking over as I walked closer to her and pressed my lips against hers in a soft passionate kiss as I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her close to me. I knew this wasn't something we should be doing but I couldn't help but want more and just to actually feel loved. I know what you are thinking I shouldn't be using her like this but I just wanted to do this. I'm sure she wouldn't know that I was using her and maybe this could somehow get me to actually feel something for her.

"We should take this to the bedroom." She mumbled against my lips as I nodded my head as I lead her upstairs and once we were in my room I closed and locked my door before my lips crashed against hers as I pushed her against the door as my body pressed against hers.

Later On..

The two of us were laying in bed as I tried to catch my breath as I looked over at her as I tried to think of what to say, I couldn't believe that me and her did that. I couldn't believe that we went all the way.

"That was.."

"Amazing." She finished as she looked over at me as she smiled softly.

"Yeah it was.." I spoke in a low tone.

I didn't know what to feel or how I really felt about this, I would be lying if I said it didn't feel good or that she was bad in bed. Cause damn Tess really knew how to please someone. Soon the doorbell rang again as I said I would go get it as I put on a t-shirt and some panties as I tried to fix my hair as I made my way downstairs and opened the door.

"Shane..what are you doing here?" I asked.

A smirk appeared on his face, "Looks like someone had a little bit of fun..I think I will come back a little bit later." He spoke but soon we both heard a voice.

"Don't worry I was about to head out, I will talk to you later okay Mitch?" Tess spoke as I nodded my head as she kissed my cheek before walking out before me and Shane made our way inside.

"Seriously...out of all the people you hook up with Tess?" Shane asked with a bit of a shocked tone.

"Yeah..I don't see what was wrong with that." I spoke in a low tone as I looked down at my hands as I sat down on the couch.

Shane just sighed as he shook his head before he got up, "You do know she was the girl that was attacking Alex..and that she was the one that made Alex just end things with you." He spoke with a slightly anger tone.

"What..no no it couldn't of been." Mitchie spoke in a shocked tone as she couldn't believe Shane would say Tess was the one that did that to Alex and that all those things that happened to her was because of Tess.

"Well it was so I am going to let you think this over and get back to me when you figure things out. And don't worry I won't tell Alex what happened with the two of you as you should be the one but you really do need to talk to Alex." He spoke as he got up and just left.

Tess was the one that tortured Alex.

Tess was the one that made Alex end things with me.

I slept with Tess.

Alex is never going to forgive me now.

I think I lost my chance with an amazing girl.

God I don't know what I am going to do.

Guess whos back, back in black. Okay but really I am back now and ready to update this and I know this chapter kinda sucked but it was more of a give you an insite on Smitchie and Mess/Titchie.

Shane was the one that knew Tess's secret? Yup

Mitchie slept with Tess? Oh No

What is Alex going to do or say about this? You will have to wait till the next chapter.

Also the next chapter may be the last, just a forewarning. As I'm going to work my ass off on that chapter and lets just say everything is going to be settled between Alex/Mitchie/Tess

And get ready for a fight, between who? Well you will have to wait and see ;)

Let me know what you think though.