chapter - 14
Love
The next morning, I was practicing my dance moves when a voice startled me "hey!" I turned to see, It was embry "very funny" I said sarcastically "seems to me" he said similing. It seems really nice to have friends right? giving a thought I went to change the song, I put up one of the old hindi song which I like the most. "whats with that?" he asked interested "its one of the old hindi songs " I said "its really nice" he said "wanna dance " he continued "if you wanna dance then this song will the best" saying this I went to change the song, this time I put up a rock song with full of dancing. "um..what about a little slow music?" he asked "ok...but how will you dance on that?" I said turning to change the song.
I was going through the play list. "um...can I ask you something?" he asked "sure" I said still searching "um...do you have a boyfriend?" he asked that suprised me "yes, I have many boyfriends back in india karan, stephen, Arun, Macklin and now I have friends in forks too you, paul, jacob, seth, sam" I said jokingly. He stared at me with an angry look on his face, he was really irritated "ok , it was a bad joke fine! I got it" I said after a moment and turned towards the player. "So you really have boyfriend?" he asked how can he think of that ? what was going in his mind? "are you mad? affcourse Not! I don't date, I hate that gf bf thing" I frowned "why?" he asked innocently. Now that one I knew was coming. "you really want an answer?" I asked he nodded egarly. Now I had to smile on that, I can't resist giving a smile.
"Ok , so here's the thing. It seems really disgusting to me, I mean they meet, they date, they have the thing and then bye forever just like that, I mean is this the thing which you call love? Its not love. Its like you are playing with your heart, with your feelings and by doing this you are fooling yourself" I said I looked up amd he was staring at me. "Hmm...so what is love in your opinion then?" he asked. "umm...in my opinion love is commitment. Its not related to body but is related to soul. That's why I like arrange marrieges, I mean its totally magical how they in two or three meetings know that yes he's the one, and without any disgusting things they get married and commit to each other that no matter what happens I'll be always there for you. Now that's what I called love. true love. but now a days even marrieges does'nt last forever. It all seems like a fariy tale .I know I'm sounding insane" I said gigling. "no, you'er not. I totally understand." he said. There was silence then. "you know you'er the first person whom I have told all this" I said after a moment. "really?" he asked suprised. "wait did I tell him...no I did'nt" I said talking to myself basically. "him who?" he asked confused."my best friend" I said "who's your best friend?" he asked "um..actually I have three best friends kashish , shanelle and karan" I said "girls or boys?" he asked "shanelle and kashish are girls and karan is a boy he is really awesome, we share all our like we can't resist telling each other what happened" I said casually.I looked up when I did'nt get a reply, his face was tense and suddenly he started shaking "what happened?" I asked confused. He then stood up and walked out of the house without uttering a word. I was shocked, angry and confused. What did I do now?
I don't think so I did anything wrong. Did I?
(A/N: Its my opinion on relationship now a days. I appologize if I hurt your feelings. I hope you like it and don't forget to review. It means a lot)
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