Bella's POV

Jacob's been very quiet. I knew he was still upset about Embry, his pack brother. I've been holding him in bed most of the time. Stroking his hair kissing his cheek, so far he hasn't responded. He's just been sitting here thinking doing nothing.

Today was even worse. He wouldn't even look at me. I hope he doesn't blame this on me. I rubbed my hand under his chin and kissed his cheek gently.

He got up from the bed and left out the door. He didn't say where he was going or when he was coming back. I shoved my face into the pillow and sobbed for what seemed like hours.

I fell asleep after a few hours. Then a loud bang and footsteps interrupted my sleep. I hand smack down on the back of my shoulder. I gasped and jerked up. Jake was standing there with a somber look on his face, I shrunk back a little. The smell of pungent alcohol permeated around my face. I nearly gagged, "Bella wake up!" His voice was hard and emotionless. Okay he was very drunk. I was obviously awake, because I was staring right at him and sitting up.

"I am awake Jake. Have you been drinking? I can smell it on your breath, its disgusting." Jake's hand spun around so quick I didn't even see it coming. All I felt was the sharp sting on my cheek. I touched it tenderly, tears welling in the corners of my eyes.

"Jake, what's wrong with-" Another slap, "Shut up!" He yelled harshly.

He then laid on top of me, he held my hands above my head in one of his hands. He started kissing my neck sloppily making loud sucking noises.

"Stop Jacob!" His mouth covered mine, I felt his harden length against my thigh. I then realized he was completely naked and pressing into my core.

I was struggling against him but he was too big and strong.

"Please stop!" I punched his shoulder he stopped and stared into my eyes for a moment, then started to sob into my shoulder.

"I'm so sorry Bella! Please forgive me! I'm just scared and I don't know what to do! I just want you to love me!" I cried loudly, tears were streaming down his faced into my shoulder. I pushed my fingers through his hair and gently nuzzled my cheek against his ear.

"Its okay Jake, just calm down sweetie. Everything is going to be okay. I love you Jake." I picked his face up and wiped away his tears with my thumbs, "Its okay baby." I kissed his lips gently, rubbing my tongue against his bottom lip. I rolled him over to lay on top of him.

We started making out more intensely, I stroked his manhood he moaned and wiggled against me. I laughed.

All night he made up for ignoring me. And I showed him how much I cared about him. When morning came he had a pounding headache was nauseous and just hung-over.

Strangest thing ever though, was that I was also sick when I woke up. I threw up, Jake held my hair back and rubbed my back.

"Are you okay Bell?" He asked as I washed my mouth out with water.

"I don't know. I feel sick." He gave me a sympathetic look, "I'll call Dr. Cullen. Maybe he can give you something?" I smiled weakly at him as I crawled into bed.

*A Few Hours Later*

Dr. Cullen was here he took my blood and urine sample. An hour later after he tested it he'd come back.

Me and Jake were sitting on the bed waiting for him. I told them many times that nothing was wrong and I felt fine now but they were being overly protective. He was holding a piece of paper in his hands,

"What's wrong with her? Is it something bad?" Jake asked with a worried tone to his voice.

"No, Bella's pregnant." I gasped, my hands dropping to my stomach, I was pregnant. I was going to become a mother, Jake and I were starting a family.

Blackness was all I remembered….

Dun Dun Dun!