After rinsing out his hair, Lea gently pushed Isa against the tiled wall where the shower head jutted out from. He began to nip at his neck lightly.
"Are you okay with this?" Lea asked softly. He knew that they had yet to discuss what happened, but standing in this shower with him was slowly driving him insane. However, if Isa said no, then he would have to stop.
Isa groaned softly and nodded. "I've waited for your touch all day," he replied softly.
Taking the washcloth that was on the wall, he lathered it up with soap. He moved Isa to stand away from the water and slowly began to wash his body, making sure to soap all of his crevices. When he began to work on his backside, he kneeled down and placed a kiss on one cheek before washing him clean. He rose off his knees, gently letting the cloth slide up Isa's front, and then said, "Wash off."
He watched as Isa removed the soap from his body, the desire burning deep inside of him. He gently slid his hands up his body, keeping his hands at his wast, pressing himself against him. "Isa," he moaned. "I want you," he bit down on his neck, lapping at the water that was sliding down.
Watching as Isa cried out at his touches, he gradually slid his left arm down his body, and gently placed his hands around Isa's hard arousal. He moaned into his skin, loving the way that Isa felt in his hand. He began to stroke harder, keeping his head against his neck. He watched as the water glided down Isa's body, moaning. He felt a gasp escape from his mouth when he felt Isa place his hand around his throbbing arousal. He moved into his hand, closing his eyes and let his desire take over his body.
Soon, both were moaning loudly as they both were reaching their climax. "Isa," Lea whispered, matching him stroke for stroke, so that their bodies were moving together towards release. He raised his head and captured Isa's lips with his own, not caring that the water was streaming into his eyes as he kept kissing the bluenette. Both were moaning inside their open mouths, letting their kiss capture the noise. Soon, they were releasing on each other's hands, slowing down the rhythm at the same time, calming their hearts down from their release.
Without any more words, both rinsed off once again, and gingerly got out of the shower. Isa handed a towel to Lea and they both dried off and slowly put their clothes on. Isa smiled at Lea and said "Shall we take this into the other room?"
Lea grinned. "Sounds like a good idea to me." He followed him out of the bathroom and went to sit at the chair next to his dresser, while Isa sat on his bed. "Now, you said you wanted to talk?" Lea asked softly.
Gazing at him, Isa said "Why don't you come sit next to me?"
"I'm afraid if I sit next to you, I won't be able to talk or concentrate on the conversation," Lea admitted shyly. He didn't trust his body next to Isa's just yet. All day he had been dying, and to now have him behind closed doors, all he wanted to do was continuously touch him. He sighed and smiled at his friend. "Let's get through with this, and then I'll come over there. How's that?"
Isa nodded. "I'm okay with that." He laughed nervously. "So..."
"Look. Nothing has changed between us. You and I are still Isa and Lea, always in a pair together. But now -" Lea began.
"Now I crave your touch more so than I did when we were just learning about each other's bodies." Isa finished for him.
"Yes. Exactly. But that isn't a bad thing. It's just something we've got to learn how to control."
"Are we together? Like, boyfriends? Or are we just friends that like to fool around?" Lea heard the sad tone in Isa's voice when he spoke.
"I think it's best if we are just friends to the outside world, but when we're behind closed doors and alone, know that you are mine. Your heart and my heart are one." Lea said softly. "What if Ansem doesn't allow people to be together here? Do you want to risk losing what we've been presented with just so you can call me your boyfriend?" Lea asked him honestly.
Shaking his head, Isa said "No. I don't want to leave here. I don't want to lose you. I know how we must act outside of these walls." He looked down at his hand. "I just don't know how I'm going to tolerate how you act with others, like Myde."
Lea felt his mouth drop. "You're jealous?" He watched as Isa nodded his head. "Why? I just told you that your heart is mine and mine is yours. You have nothing to worry about."
"I'm still human, Lea. I can't help it if I have feelings. Maybe with Ansem's experiments, I might be able to lose them." The look on Lea's face shut him up.
"Don't ever joke like that, Isa. That's not very funny." Lea could feel himself beginning to get angry.
"Calm down. It was just a joke. Please? I can't breathe when you're angry." Isa mumbled.
"When did this start?" Lea looked up in wonder.
"When did what start?"
"What's happening when one of us gets upset. I can feel your feelings. I feel it when you're happy, excited, scared, terrified." Lea said. "Don't you feel it as well?"
Nodding, Isa replied "I do. I think when we first became intimate with each other? I don't recall ever feeling something like that between us before that happened."
"That makes sense. But my next question, and please don't take this the wrong way, what's going to happen if we do something with someone else? Will the two of us feel that?" Lea touched his heart. "I don't know if I can handle that," he whispered. "You won't go behind my back, will you, Isa?"
Isa sighed. "No, I won't go behind your back. But there is something I have to talk to you about." Emerald eyes locked with blue ones. "I've met Xehanort before."
"What?" Lea asked, shocked. "How?"
Taking a deep breath, Isa began. "I had a dream about a week or so ago. Before we decided to come here. He appeared to me in a dream. But I didn't know his name. All I knew was what he looked like. That's why, on the day you told me about him, I seemed a little off." Isa ran his hands through his hair in a nervous gesture. "There's more." He took a deep breath and began again.
"In my dream, he was very persuasive. He kissed me." He said and lowered his eyes. "That's why I didn't want to be alone with him. In fact, when he had grabbed me in the hall today, he didn't deny my dream. Which makes it even more confusing. Was it not a dream? Did I sleepwalk? Or was he able to assert himself into my dreams?" Isa looked at Lea. Lea couldn't help but feel his eyes grow large.
"I doubt you were sleep walking. You've never done that before. Not since I've known you." Lea said. "Isa, this isn't good." He had decided he was tired of sitting across from him and went to sit next to him on the bed.
"You don't think I know that?" Isa said. "That means, if he's put himself into my dreams, what's to say that it won't happen again?" He laid his head on Lea's shoulder. Lea put his arm around him and held him close.
"Look, don't worry about it. We'll cross that bridge if and when we come to it." He placed a kiss on the top of his head.
"I don't want to be alone, ever." Isa whispered. "I don't trust him."
Nodding in agreement, Lea sat there for a moment. "I'll do my best to stay around you. Perhaps you can try and make friends with the others, so you won't have to feel like you're alone. Even if I'm not around." He reached for one of Isa's hands and squeezed gently. "There's going to be times when we can't be together. But, I'll always come find you here. Okay?" He turned his body and faced Isa. He placed his hand over Isa's chest. "I'll know when you're in trouble, as you already know. So, don't worry."
Lea curved his spine to lower his head and let his lips ghost over Isa's in a silent gesture of want. "Do you feel better," a kiss, "now that we've talked about this?" He let his lips linger longer, then pulled back to look into his blue eyes.
Isa smiled and nodded his head yes. Lea was surprised when he felt Isa lean forward, initiating another kiss, this time deepening the kiss gently with the slight stroke of his tongue on his lower lip. He sighed at the touch and in doing so opened his mouth so Isa could explore his mouth more. He pulled the bluenette closer to his body, which was awkward since they were sitting on the bed together. He did his best to allow Isa to lead, and felt himself fall backwards on the bed, grinning as he felt Isa straddle his hips. He pushed himself against his waist and felt Isa moan into his mouth. "If you don't stop," Lea said, breaking off the kiss. "If you don't stop, I'm not going to be responsible for what will happen." He pulled Isa's head up, locking eyes with him.
"I'm done talking," Isa said. Lea reached up and pulled Isa down back to his waiting lips.
A/N: Happy Thanksgiving to my American readers!