Yeah, you know. Stuff. Lots and lots of stuff.
I can't help it. I see him winking and flirting with girls and I feel hatred rising in my chest and have to work not to glare daggers at the girls. I know we agreed that this was how it had to be so no one found out but I still feel that way. We had a fight about it and afterwards I think he felt bad about it and now so do I.
He doesn't deserve this pain.