Bella's Thoughts to Herself
Everything is perfect
I couldn't be happier
Somehow I thought things would be different
Harder
Worse
I thought I would wake up one day
And realize I made a mistake
And that I needed Edward and not Jacob
That day never came
It's been two weeks since Jacob came back
I've been stuck to his side like glue
And just like Jake promised I instantly loved Chandra
She's sweet and funny
And of course Seth imprinted on her
Every day I wake up I worry about Jacob leaving me again
I worry about him imprinting
I just worry
And no matter what I do
I can't stop worrying
But then I see Jacob
And my world changes
He makes me smile and laugh and forget
When I'm with him I forget my worrying
I forget that there's a world out there
With people
And animals
Because when I'm with him
Nothing else matters
He's all I need…
He's all I'll ever need…
"Ever has been that love knows not its own depth
Until the hour of separation"
~Kahlil Gibran