Chapter 14
Seth's POV
Man am I ever fucked. What was I thinking? The thing is, I think I love her. We haven't even gone on our first date yet and I am so GaGa for this girl that I have practically fought with everyone in both Wolf Packs. I thought that Quil, at least, would be on my side. She is his family afterall. But noooo! He doesn't want me to date her cause if it gets serious, he doesn't want to have pictures of his cousin fucking me in his head. Can't blame him but shit I have put up with Sam's memories of Leah and everyone else's fantasies, and she is my fucking sister.
They just don't understand how I can even think of being with her. The idea of wanting to voluntarily spend time with "Leeches" gets them all into a tizzy. They all ask about how I can even get close with her smelling like the others do and the burning sensation in my nose. I understand what they are saying, but I really don't feel it when I am with her. I think it may be a side effect from hanging with the Cullens so much since Nessie's birth. I guess I am just used to the smell and the sensations.
I think part of the Pack's animosity toward my interest in Bethany has to do with the Cullens. I feel like they are my family too. I don't know why but they all are so accepting of me and treat me like another son. Esme dotes on me, and I love it. Don't get me wrong, I love my Mom, but she is a lot like Leah. She's a hard nut to crack and has never been a very affectionate person. She would kill for me but she would never say "I love you" without some kind of pressure being brought to bare. When the Cullens move on, I don't think I will survive losing them.
I am seriously thinking about asking to go with them. They could give Jake and I an apartment over the garage or something. For sure, Jake is going to go with them when it happens. Since I am in his Pack, it shouldn't be too hard to convince him that I need to go. However, I really don't think Leah should go. I mean she can still be part of our pack, but just long distance. She tries to fool everyone, but I know that secretly her heart is thawing for the Cullens, she just can't admit when she is wrong. I know why, of course, she has always been this way when it comes to being wrong. She takes a stand on something and defends it come what may, even when it is beyond time to let it go. Mom is the same way. PMS is a total nightmare in my house.
Dude why am I wasting so much time thinking about all of this? Because I am fucking scared as shit right now. I want so much to do this right, but how do I make a Vampire girl fall in love with me on our first date. It is my first date ever. It is Bethany's first date ever, too. I am man enough to admit that I love that fact. No one else has ever loved her before, or kissed her, or lots of things that I can't think about on a first date but will definitely think about later on in our relationship.
This really sucks. I wish my Dad were still here, he would know how to make a Vampire girl fall in love with me on the first date. We would go for a walk out to the garage for our "man time" and he would have told me all the things he thought I should know. I get so mad when I think about why he died. He knew that he was a ticking time bomb, but he did nothing about it and fought Mom tooth and nail when she tried. All he had to do to live a longer life, was to eat healthy, exercise and lose weight. He didn't do any of those things and died of a fucking heart attack.
The other day I tried to talk to some of the other guys about what I need to know about first dates, they all jumped down my throat and make me fucking pissed off. I don't like it when they call the Cullens names. Leeches, Bloodsuckers etc… They are people and their parents gave them names, why can't they use them. Brady and Collin tried to help me but they are pretty clueless too. The two of them have had girlfriends but it was always a school thing; you know passing notes in class, sending your friend to talk to her friend to see if she likes you, that kind of stuff. None of that will work for me. I tried talking to Jake but he has never been on a date either. He liked Bella, but she just wanted to hang as friends so he never got to try out the romance angle.
Maybe I should call one of the Cullen men. They wouldn't laugh at me or make me pissed off and leave me miserably ignorant. But who should I call? I know!
I grabbed my prepaid cell phone and headed out to the garage for privacy. Dude do I even have the phone number in here. There it is, great!
"Hello"
"Hi Jasper, this is Seth"
"Seth is there something wrong?"
Something wrong? Shit how am I going to ask him? Maybe I should ask him to meet me somewhere, that way if he needs to explain something, I can at least get the visuals "Um Jasper, I really need a big favor, can we meet somewhere kinda private so that we can talk?"
"Sure Seth. When and where do you want to do this?"
Oh Crap, I better get this over asap, in case there is stuff that I should be doing to prepare? "Actually Jasper, if you're available right now? I really need to talk to you soon. I was thinking the battlefield?
"OK I will meet you there. Bye Seth"
"Yeah bye Jasper"
I ran over to the house and yell in the door "Hey Mom, I am going for a run and will be back before 9pm. See ya." I ran into the forest and chucked my clothes, except the shorts and I tied them to my thigh so I have something to wear while I spill my guts with Jasper.
Jasper POV
Running. I can't believe that I am running to a meeting with a Werewolf/Shapeshifter. The title is not that important, but lately I have been trying to remind me that it is Shapeshifter that is the correct term. Bethany's power is just too "Wow" to even describe. Scary too! We can never let the Volturi get their hands anywhere near us and most specifically Aro can't get his hands on us or it will be a disaster. Thank God for Bella's talent and the fact she can use it on all of us.
Wow, the Pup is already there and pacing a trail in the grass. I just can't figure out why he wants to talk to me and what we need privacy to talk about it? I came to a stop about 8 feet away from him as the wet dog smell is really strong from his physical exertion. I guess I am going to have to take the initiative "OK Seth, you have me here and I am all ears, what did you need to talk about?"
"Jasper, you know that my Dad died about a year ago?" Seth was looking down at the ground as he said it, but at least he was no longer pacing.
"Yes, go on?" What do I have to do with the kid's father?
"You see I asked Bethany out on a date, and she said yes. It is this Friday. I tried talking to some of the guys in the Pack and they all jumped down my throat about why I would want to date a Vampire. Aren't human girls enough for you? Want to fuck a corpse do you? Into Necrophilia are you? That was the kind of things that they were saying to me. Needless to say I lost my temper and royally lost it. I ended up taking on 4 at one time and was in such a rage that I kicked all their asses. Even with the healing quickly thing, they are going to have some nice new scars and some sore spots for a while now. Well when my failure to get the information from the older guys with wives and girlfriends happened, I went searching elsewhere. Collin and Brady have both been in relationships before and they are almost my age, but the things that worked for them are not going to work for me. I can't pass her notes in class, or send a friend to talk to her friend and see if she likes me or any of that nonsense. So then I thought, why not ask Jake, he is the leader of my Pack?
Shit Jake has never even gone on a date, so he was no help at all."
I had decided not to interfere, but to just listen and let him get it all off his chest. However when I heard what the older members of the Pack had said about Seth and Bethany, my blood started to boil. How could they do that? The kid was desperately searching for a male figure to help him become a good man; and they couldn't see past Vampire in order to help the poor kid. Next time I get the opportunity knock some heads, I will be gunning for them. But for now, the best thing I can do is calmly listen and then do what they would not.
"See so what I am trying to say Jasper is, I really need some help and advice. It is my first date ever, and her first too and I don't want to mess it up. Will you help me please?"
"Seth, I only have one question to ask before we talk. Why me? Carlisle would seem more of a father figure to emulate, Edward can read her mind and tell you the things that would give you an inside track, and well Emmett is not exactly the love guru but Rosalie always leaves the room happy. So why me?
"Jasper, you read emotions all day every day. I want her to fall in love with me. I just don't want to screw it up and I know that you feel love all day, everyday and so who else would be able to show me the way? I really appreciate you even being willing to talk to me, let alone to give me the advice that I didn't get a chance to get from my Dad."
"A Lady is always a Lady until she proves otherwise." Shit I am not explaining myself right. "What I mean by that is, always treat her gently and with respect. Men have to earn respect, but just because she is a woman she deserves to be respected right away. Then if she turns out to be cheating on you, or giving blow jobs for drugs, stealing from you, lying, or hurting your family: then she is no longer a Lady and you can treat her how she deserves."
Seth looked like he understood some of that but was still trying to figure out how it pertains to a date. "Ok How do I treat someone like a Lady?"
That made me smile, kid is at least asking the right questions. "A Lady comes into the room, you are supposed to stand up. You remain standing up until after she sits down or indicates that you should take your seat back. When you are going someplace with her, first thing is you hold her coat for her to put her arms inside it. Then you open the door for her, holding it until after she walks through it. You walk ahead of her to the car and open her door for her. After she is seated comfortably, you softly close the car door. When you arrive, you get out of the car and walk around to her side and open the door for her to exit. Again you always open the door for her or anyother lady and hold it open until they are through it. If you go to a restaurant, you pull out her seat for her and then push her seat closer to the table after she is seated and indicates she is ready. Go slow because you won't know how close she likes to sit to the table, that way you can stop when she indicates that she is close enough. Always indicate to the wait staff that she orders first. Since she doesn't eat, you are probably not going to take her to a restaurant but you need to know the rules for any other situations that may develop, like a double date with a human that doesn't know the secret."
Seth looked like he was taking notes in his head and the nervousness and fear were clashing with the excitement and lust he was feeling. All of it was making me queasy.
"What do I take her to do? I mean she is newborn so there isn't much to do that isn't going to cause her pain?" He was begging me for more help with those big Hazel eyes, I can see what Bethany sees in him. He is more than a Werewolf, he was a really good kid with a awesome heart. He kinda reminds me of Bella, the way he feels about our family, just like Bella did.
"Actually Seth, don't think about this as a negative. The positive side is that you will be all alone with her. Her attention will be solely on yours. Do something unexpected. Take her cliff diving, or do something with her that she didn't get to do while she was human. Whatever you do, make it about her. That means don't take her to wrestling match or some monster truck rally. Take her to the Ballet if that is what she enjoys, you'll have more ideas about that after your first date. That is why the other dates are a lot easier."
Seth just turned bright red and waves of lust and fear were rolling off him hard enough to take me to my knees, if I hadn't have been shielding. What the heck was the kid thinking about now?
"Jasper, um I have never had sex before and not that I have any intentions of having sex with Bethany anyways but I figure that I need as much information as I can probably get right now. And I am kinda curious with the whole wolf/vampire thing, if anything more is even possible?"
Now he had me stuttering and feeling like blushing. Whoah old man, get ahold of yourself. He needs to ask these questions, and you need to answer them.
"Seth, you know the basics right? I mean High School Health includes sex education that roughly outlines what goes on etc… so I don't have to tell you the biology around it?" Seth nodded and turned brighter red. OK I need to get ahold of myself or this kid could end up being a horrible lover for the rest of his life. I cracked a grin at that thought but Seth felt even worse.
"I was not laughing at you, I was laughing at me because as many years old as I am, I am still having trouble talking with you about sex. Sex is very important. There is a rule that all real men live by, 'I don't cum until you cum." In my case my personal rule is, I don't cum until she has cum 3 times before me. However, that is after many years of practicing. When you are with a woman that you care about and want to have sex with, then you need to treat her like she is the most beautiful thing on the planet. To others she may be plain or have some other drawback; but to you she is always beautiful. I am going to start with the basics. First kiss her, after a few moments take your tongue and lick across her lips. She will open her lips and go slow, you are not trying to french kiss her tonsils. Duel with her tongue a little like you are fighting with swords. Normally I would say to explore her mouth thoroughly but since her venom is poisonous to you, it is better that you both just stick to tongue play. Her teeth are sharper than the finest razor blade or knife. I know most guys go straight for the tits or try to finger her next, but that is not where women get turned on. Women become really wet when you kiss the non-sexual places. It is like this, women think of their lady parts and their tits as candy for the kids to play with, and they get to feeling that all we care about is the candy. However if you are willing to eat the roast beef, potatos, salad and then the candy. Well then she will feel that the candy was just dessert and realize that she is loved. Cause if all you wanted was the candy, then you wouldn't have eaten the meal so well cause you would have been afraid of being to full for the candy. What I am trying to say man, is kiss her neck, suck on her skin, lick her like a lollipop. Best places are the neck, the ear, inside her wrist, inner elbow, where her shoulder meets her neck, her hip bone, ankles, and inner places will all drive her crazy, Now a lot of men have trouble with going down on a girl. Let me tell you, all women love it. The more innocent they are, the less that they will want you to do it but don't let that deter you. Tell her that you just have to taste her or you will die. Then tell her that she should just let you do it for a little bit and then if she doesn't like the feeling at all, you can stop and do something else."
After that I explained how to go down in style and gave her every trick that I have ever done successfully and some that I hadn't tried but heard of from others. I could not believe how long we have been out here talking but it has been hours. Finally we had covered so much stuff and I was feeling good about the knowledge I had given him. He would be OK. Not that I thought he would have to use any of the sex knowledge anytime soon but he would have it for later. I didn't let this be a one time deal. I told Seth that he can come to me anytime and I would always answer honestly and without hassle.
The kid was now informed, plus I had planned to get some extra help for him too. IF he is going to be doing my new sister, then he better do it right. Shit, I think I need to talk to Carlisle about this. If she gives her virginity to Seth, it will grow back. In order to prevent the tear from repairing itself, a vampire usually shoves some of his venom up there to heal the wound instantly with a scar. Seth doesn't have venom so that could be a real problem.
When I got to the house, I quickly took in the emotional environment. Emmett was contented playing his video games, Bella, Edward & Renesmee had already went to the cottage for the evening since they were not in the house, Rosalie and Alice were both feeling very determined and Alice was a trifle gleeful, while Esme was amused, Bethany was scared and a little annoyed, but Carlisle was curious and concerned. I could hear him in his study, so I went to find him to see if he could help Seth with his problem.
He said "Come in Jasper" before I even knocked on the door, that was always a little disconcerting. I took a moment to study Carlisle. He was a handsome man but how anyone could think that he was old enough to have almost grown children was beyond me. The only part of him that even gave a hint of how old he was his eyes. They looked like they had carried the weight of the world on their shoulders "So Son, where were you off to in a hurry this afternoon?"
"Actually that is part of the reason that I am here talking to you this evening. Seth called me and asked me to meet him out on the baseball field. He needed to speak to a man, wow this is hard to explain" Poor Seth, I must sound just as funny as he did, oh well nothing to do but get on with it. "Apparently since his Father's death, he has been in need of some male bonding and advice. I gave him what I could and it was enough for now, but he was questioning me about human Vs vampire sexual relations. Then I realized that it wouldn't be human, it would be Shapeshifter which is a whole different thing. Apparently he had already kissed and the only effect on him was that his mouth and tongue went numb. I advised him to stay away from the teeth at all cost and to try to stay out of her mouth, make most of the kissing be inside his mouth using only their tongues. Then I reminded him that she cannot bite him or it will kill him so he will have to be vigilant regarding that as Vampire women love to bite during sex. Normal intercourse should be fine since he is the one sending the bodily fluids into her, unless there is an open wound on his penis or the surrounding area. I told him unfortunately that he would not be able to give her cunnilingus, as venom flows in all her body fluids including the ones from her vagina. That is when I realized something. Carlisle, Bethany is a virgin. I don't know if you ever came across this as both Esme and Rosalie had both lost theirs prior to their change and Alice was already married when she met you; but Vampire hymens will regrow just like any of our limbs repair themselves when damaged. To prevent a virgin from becoming a virgin again- there has to be venom placed on the wound immediately so that it scars broken. Also it takes the strength of a Vampire to break through it.
Carlisle's eyes had grown quite large while he listened to my observations. "We will have to talk to her before it gets to that point and then offer her some options. It may never get to that point anyways, and then she could end up with her first time being with a vampire. You never know, but we should be very vigilant."
Both of us were feeling trepidation and worry, but we can't do anything about it now.