Sentimental: This will probably be the last chapter up for awhile, since my mom's got half my summer vacation planned out. (I just got out of school) So...yeah. I'm sorry for not updating sooner! I hate school!...Highschool's gonna be weird.

Story Inspiration: Diary of Jane by Breaking Benjamin and my f'ed up imagination..And of course Beyblade...Goddamn it's hot in my friggen room, and no, I'm not talking about (notsohot) moi. ;P

Disclaimer: WHY CAN'T AH BREATHE WHENEVER I THINK ABOUTZ YOOOOOOOOOUUUUUUUUU?!?!?!!!?!

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Diary of Ray

Page 13

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I continued running. How long my legs and chest burned was beyond me, but I had to find Ray, I had to. I don't know why, when moments before I had been running away from him, but something...seemed to pull me in, like a magnet and a needle. The chainsaw's rumble continued to endlessly run along the walls, yet I knew somehow that Ray had been stalled, as the rumble would usually dislocate into different tones as the chainsaw moved, but they continued to remain in one untouched rhythm.

I continued to run, as I'd always seemed to have done before, but those times were different. I would run away from my fears, run away from the people trying to help me, run away from the world. But now...now I was running towards my fears, towards people that needed my help, towards (atleast) some of the world. The echoes continued to grow louder as my heart continued to race faster. He was close. So close. I rounded another corner, and, sure enough, I found him, staring at me, his eyes wide, blank, confused. He stared at me, seemingly frightened, before looking behind his back and staring...staring. Now, confusion took toll on me. What was Ray staring at? Was he back to normal? I took a step to his right, and tried to see anything, a glimpse of at least something that he could've possibly been staring at. I wound up empty-sighted.

My heart lept when a sudden click rang into my ears. The chainsaw's echoes had moved behind me. The Ray staring at me was either another 'twin' or a hologram. The real one was behind me, chainsaw in hand. Slowly, I turned around, and yep, there was Ray, frowning at me, his eyes glazed over with boredom. "You never were the one to get hints, were you?" he took a step forward, I stayed wary, seeing the hologram next to me fuzz in and out from the corner of my eye. "You were always poor in the department of allusions, weren't you? You never noted that I was always the first to jump in or help you, like the incident where I nearly got flattened by a roller coaster. You never noted my 'strange' ways of acting after the Black Dranzer incident. You never noticed anything and you never notice anything until it's the end of the road, Kai." he took another step forward, and a sudden small leap, causing me to take a step backwards. He was trying to corner me, I knew that much. Now who said I never noticed anything?

Ray's eyes flickered with a sudden amusement,"What's the matter, Kai? Did I cut off your tongue without knowing, or are you just trying to bore me even more as is without talking?"

I paused, even though I wasn't really doing anything in the first place. He was...Was he always the first to come and help me? "Ray...I..." he stared at me, one eyebrow raised quizically. It was obvious he was getting quite tired standing there, as his hand continued to fiddle on the chainsaw's handle,"Ray...I'm...I'm sorry..I'm sorry for making you like this..but please, please, fight it! Fight whatever anger and rage I've caused you, fight whatever feelings of hatred towards others you have! Please, fight it! Fight it for your friends, fight it for Driger, fight it for everybody, fight it for yourself! Please!" I'm not sure what came over me, but I didn't care, I just wanted to know...I just wanted him to know...I had to tell him some way or another, right? I walked straight up to him, and he seemed suprised, yet Ray didn't move, he just continued to stare, wondering what I was up to.

Only as I got closer did I realize the intensity of the flames and blood soaked inside his once honey-licked eyes. I felt tears yet again spring up as I hugged him, but they did not fall this time. They wouldn't come out. The chainsaw brushed lightly at my leg, but it didn't cause any harm at all. I lightly lifted his chin with my fingers after hugging him, and I swear I could've saw the same old Ray Kon I knew before, even if for just a split second. He still didn't stir, not even when I brought my lips ontop of his. I tried to show everything I'd felt in that one kiss, no matter how short it may of been, as the chainsaw was now inching dangerously close to my leg. But yet, I still didn't care about that. I had to let Ray know what I felt, I had to let him see that I loved him.

I had to tell him everything through that one kiss.

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Sentimental: Aaaah, I actually like this one, no matter how short or corny it may be. I just love it for some reason. Maybe it's cuz I didn't have all the,"LOL RAYZA GONNA KEEL PPLZ NOW OLOLOLOLL!!11!!1!1oneleven!1!1" in it this time?

EEEEEEEEE.

Don't ask why I wrote that. xD;

And again, my mom's planned like half my summer vacation (which is just August, btw) so, yeah, sorry if it takes me yet again forever and a day multiplied by forever and a day to get the next chapter up. ;-;

REMEMBER, I LOVE YOU ALL! (enter hugs and hearts here)