A/N I'm so sorry I haven't been updating this story. I have been so busy I am so run down. I actually stayed home yesterday from school to get sleep. I got a comment on here about a possible thing happening and they were spot on. To find out what that was read on.

You never know when your life could change in just one second. I am looking at three sticks laid out on the bathroom counter. I don't know what to do. I just got out of high school. I just moved to a new city. I just got engaged. I'm starting college in three months. What do I even tell Derek? What is going to be his reaction? Will he even stay with me? Am I even ready for this? My head is filled with hundreds of questions. I don't even know Derek is home until I hear a knock at the door.

"Babe?" Derek says through the door.

"Ya."

"Are you ok? Can I come in?"

"I'll be out in just a minute."

"Babe just let me in."

"Don't worry I am just going pee."

"Babe you have been in there for twenty minutes there has to be more going on in there."

I whip the door open and come storming out.

"I'm going to go meet Cristina she is in town don't wait up." I say leaving the apartment.

Derek's POV

After Meredith goes running out of the apartment I walk into the bathroom to see what in the world she was doing. At first I see no evidence of anything, but upon further searching I see pregnancy test boxes in the trash can. Is Mer pregnant? Am I going to be a dad? Are we even ready for this? We just started our life together. Can we even do this? I don't see any tests so she probably took them with her. I need to talk to Mer. I don't even know where she is. I'm so nervous that she is going to do something stupid...

Mer's POV

"What do I even do Cris?"

"Well do you love him?"

"Of course I do. I can't see myself with anyone else."

"You guys are engaged and you both love each other. You guys need to talk to each other and you will figure something out. You can still go to college. Derek's mom lives here I'm sure she would love to babysit for you two."

"I know but that seems like a lot to ask of her especially when she will have to come into the city everyday to get the baby because we live right across from NYU."

"Well I'm sure one of his sisters has her watch their kids and I'm sure they would be fine with taking the baby to his mom's."

"Yeah I don't know what to do. We didn't plan for this. I don't even know if he wants kids."

"Of course he does Mer. Haven't you seen him with his nieces and nephews."

"Well not really. He hasn't really reacted with them when we have been there."

"Just talk to Derek. He will be happy."

"You think so?"

"I know so."

I walk into the apartment around 11:30pm. I think Derek is in bed and sure enough he is. I change into my pjs and get into bed next to him trying not to wake him. I try to fall asleep but knowing that he doesn't know yet is really bothering me.

The next day we are at his mom's for lunch. His whole family is there. He has been very distant all day. When I woke up this morning I found him in the living room sleeping on the couch. I go to tell him it is time to eat and I find him sitting on the floor with his younger nieces and nephews reading to them. It brings tears to my eyes seeing him be such a great uncle. I know he will be an amazing dad. I know now that everything will be okay.

"Derek?"

"Hmm..."

"Why are you acting so distant?"

"I don't know. It feels like you are keeping something from me and I thought we would always tell each other things."

"I know I'm sorry. I just needed sometime to think all of this through because it honestly scares me."

"What Mer?"

"Derek I...I'm... pregnant."

"Oh my god are you serious."

"You aren't mad?"

"Mad? Why would I be mad? I have always wanted to be a dad. I can't wait to be a dad. I love you Mer."

"Wow I thought you would leave me and I am so glad you didn't and I love you too."