'The Machine'

~A Penguins of Madagascar story

Note- Well, it seems like I'm getting much more into writing this story. I don't know if that's because now I'm getting into the more dramatics of work again or if it's because I'm near the end of the story, but either way I'm sure that when I continue this, you're all satisfied with it. So what can you expect this chapter? Well, go ahead and find out! Spoiler prevention is awesome! Oh, and if anyone hasn't noticed..I got a name change! You think Dark Lemurs is better than Dark Fox's Shadow? Honestly I find it much more adorable. No matter, enjoy everyone! I know it's been some time since I said I would last update, but at least it wasn't a month past the due date! Is that okay? Darn. Anyways, I hope you enjoy and as usual I ask that you review at the end. I'll know what to work on if anything's wrong. Thank you! ~Lemurs..

Warning- The following read will contain language which has been used multiple times throughout the story. Quite a lot. There isn't much to fear in this chapter, except for the continious return of dramatic and psycotic thoughts and/or writing. Enjoy. ~Lemurs..

Chapter Fourteen: Change

Kowalski POV-

"Kowalski? Are you alright man?" Came a voice. Most likely Skipper. I don't know how to deal with this. How can I possibly do so? I mean..Julien having to choose to give up a possible child and going back to something I'm sure she doesn't want to be again? Plus having to fight that with death? How could a simple mutation like that actually do THAT much harm to her? Oh Sky Spirits, I should have realized that I hadn't checked the results after it happened. I was to distracted with helping Julien. It's exactly what got everyone here. If I didn't ever build this God forsaken machine, then I wouldn't be in this mess! I mean sure I probably wouldn't have any children, or even have Julien by my flipper..but the thought of him being alive would change it! I don't even know of how to choose between calling him male or female now. Maybe I could lie to her by taking another test with my scanner, but I could mess around with what I tell her. It'd be wrong, but if there'd actually be something there, I could lie and say that there wasn't a thing to be found. I could lie and say that she wouldn't be pregnant in any way. But what if she were to ask and see if I were telling the truth or not? I mean, I know she trusts me, but..what if she resorts to her old 'Grab and show it to me' self so long ago, wanting to see what I may be hiding.

I know it'll be to hard for me to get up off of this ground now. How could I even think to do something so..so wrong? If I did that, and Julien did go to get into the machine, how would I feel afterwards? If there would actually be a child there, wouldn't I be killing it if I put it through the transformation with Julien? What if I didn't kill it then? Would it somehow just stay in Julien and somehow come out later on, but because Julien would be a male again, how would we get it out? What am I talking about? I'm not even thinking of how I would get Julien convinced to go into the machine again. Why would she WANT to? I remember telling her that the molecule would disable her from ever holding any more mutations, so what would be the use? What would she think if I even told her? She would call me insane. She would think I'm trying to change her. She'd know I'm not trying to hurt her, but she'd think I don't like the way she is. Ah I can't think! "Sky Spirits please help me in my time of need. I can't do this alone!" I shouted to nothing. I waited quietly for a couple seconds, but I didn't get any sort of responce. As I expected. I can't fight the Sky Spirits though. They probably don't find me worthy of it because I haven't been a life-long follower. What am I thinking of the Sky Spirits right now anyways? It's a time for Julien dammit!

Suddenly I heard some banging on the door to the lab. "Kowalski! What the hell's going on in there man? Let me in!" Came Skippers voice again. I..I can't. I can't stop myself from frying my brain from worry. From fear. From the thought of loss. "Dammit Kowalski, open the fucking door! What the hell's going on in there? Are you alright?" Skipper screamed. I..I'm insane. That's not Skipper. It's some type of demon trying to get me to do the act. To risk my relationship with Julien and get her to leave me. I..I can't trust anybody! No..I won't. My mind's trapping me with thoughts about Julien, and how whatever would happen would most likely be a horrible responce. If I tell her, she could hate me. Fear me. Despise me. She'd possibly have so many thoughts. I'm insane. I don't want a third child. I want to confuse the children with what they already have. I'd think she's not perfect. I wouldn't ever think any of those things! But I know that she'd believe her own intentions and forget what I'm trying to say. I don't want to assume that, but I can't stop relating her between her current thoughts, and the one from the past. I don't fucking know anymore! Why the hell is this happening when I've assumed everything would be perfect? Everything was well before Skipper offered this job to me. I probably wouldn't have gotten her pregnant anyways. Whether she is pregnant or not, she wdefinitely won't want to do this at all.

I heard some loud banging and suddenly the loud smash of probably the lab-door hitting the ground. "Kowalski! Where the hell are you? Rico, start a search!" I heard Skipper yell from the door he just knocked down. They're very determined to get me. Not Skipper. The..the demons. Am I going into some psychotic state? I would never let this happen! I..I could fix it. I could think of the positive, but doesn't everything I do or make usually fuck up? I got myself into these situations. I get myself into them. I should learn to deal with it by now. I forget to do one simple thing, and now it's going to screw me over. It's going to force me to speak to Julien and get rid of something we'd be creating. I don't understand how do to this right now. This isn't science. Science is all that I'm good at. This is some form of supernaturality. "Ahh! Ei be da be dogh!" What the hell was that? I tried to turn my body but it was to painful to move. To tiring, What I want to do now is just wake up in another world. One that doesn't have Julien under any possibility of death. One that we have the girls. Maybe she'd be a man again. I don't care, Julien is beautiful in both ways. All I can say would be different is the sex, but I would still love him. Our children would love us. It'd be a perfect would. All of us, everyone in the zoo, we all belong on some island. Free to explore, start families, build a town? Oh, it would be fun for us all if we could just be somewhere with absolutely no worry..

I felt a slap go across my face and I opened my eyes to see Rico and Skipper. "Kowalski! What happened soldier? Are you golden?" He asked. It's good I still remember military signs. Golden meaning fine. I wiped my eyes from the tears and got up. "Uh..yeah Ski-sir.. I-I'm fine.." I lied. He slapped me again. "Don't give me that bullshit. You would NOT be screaming loud enough that I'd hear you out of your lab. I wouldn't have seen you crying. I haven't seen you cry since we were teenagers. Now I'll ask you again. What happened?" He asked. I shook my head. "It's..it's to much sir" I stated. I walked out of the lab slowly trying to escape them but they kept up. "What was it? Did you hurt yourself?" He asked. I shook my head. 'No..no..no..no.." I answered slowly. We reached the exit of the lab and I stopped near the ladder. I felt a flipper pull me back. "You're not leaving without telling me what happened Kowalski. If I know you, coming back the first day to something and something screws up, there must be a serious situation going on". I sighed. "I..I don't want to think about it.. It's to much!" I answered back. "What is?" He asked loudly. I turned around and lifted my head from the ground and to him. "I'm going to lose her.."

"Who?" "Julien dammit!" I shouted at them. Rico backed slowly but Skipper kept his composure. "What about Julien?" He continued. "I just said I'm going to lose her!" I shouted again. I leaned back to the wall and put my flippers in front of my eyes. I'm not going to cry. I'm not going to cry.. "Why are you going to lose her Kowalski?" I don't want to answer.. "Because.." I started. I slid down to the ground and I now looked up to them. "I..I looked at my machine I used on Julien and..and.." "..and what lieutenent?" I pushed into my eyes, trying to prevent myself from crying. "I..I tested the results of her mutation and I learned a lot that I didn't want to know.." I answered. "What's the worst that could happen? Is her mutation also a reason why you actually have kids?" He asked. I nodded. I felt myself letting a tear out. God dammit.. "I learned to much Skipper!" I shouted through a crying state. I heard him kneel beside me. "Rico, go up with Private. I'd rather keep something personal with him. From our past" He spoke. I only heard Rico going up the ladder. So that's where Private is. "Kowalski, you remember what it was like for me when I came back from that hellhole of Denmark right?" He asked. I nodded. "How I was so insane? I turned into the idiot I am now. All afraid of the slightest things" He continued. I didn't respond.

He sighed. "It..it was a horrible time Kowalski. I remember finding you to be my friend. We..we turned into the team we are today! Well, what we used to be.." He paused. "But, that's not the point. I remember you telling me to push forward. Give the past the human middle finger and focus on the future" I cried harder. "Skipper..I can't do what you did. I can't prevent the past from getting to me. It..it's to late" "Why is that?" I stopped for a second. I moved my flippers and I watched Skipper widen his eyes from how hard I was crying. "I'm going to lose Julien, she is going to DIE!" I explained. He didn't change expression. "Why is she going to die Kowalski? It's not like someone's out to kill her" He continued with the negativity. "I'm the one who's killing her Skipper..It's my fault!" I shouted and cried harder. He backed to his feet in supersticion. "What are you talking about man? I mean you're a fighter but you're no killer." Musthe continue? "Skipper..I turned him into a woman. I got her pregnant. Three times! The first child died for a reason. It..it apparently needed to attach to Julien and help her produce any more children."

"That's not going to kill her Kowalski" He responded. "No..I'm not done.." I answered, wiping my eyes. I stopped my tears for a short time. "Go ahead." I nodded. "She..she isn't supposed to get pregnant so many times. The..the results said that if she were to get impregnated at least three times, she could die." "But she's been pregnant three times now! So wouldn't that prove your machine wrong?" "No. It technically said three-to-five children would be all to end her. Put her in a weak state and..eventually silence her.." I answered. Skipper sighed. "I don't know how you make these fucked up things Kowalski" Was all he had to say. I laughed slightly. "It's because I'm fucked up Skipper." He shook his head. "Why are you crying over it then Kowalski? You just have to be careful when you have sex with her." I shook my head. "No Skipper..I'm crying because..she could be pregnant..again" I explained. His eyes widened again. "So..you think she's going to die if she has this child?" He asked. I shrugged my shoulders. "I have no fucking clue Skipper..I don't have a fucking clue.." A short pause after him looking to the ground. "Isn't there anything you can do?" I nodded, but flinched with my flipper because I wanted to cry again. "There..there is something I can do. But.." "But what man? Why wouldn't you want to save her life?" "I do! I do.. What I can do is put her back in The Machine and change her back to a male. She can do that because the molecule to disable further mutations wasn't passed" "That's..great!" He struggled to say. I know that he doesn't exactly miss the old Julien. But at least he's trying. "But..remember she's pregnant" I added. He lowered his smile.

"Do you know what would happen to the child?" He asked. I shook my head. "No..and that's second on my worries" I answered. "What could be at the top?" More questions? "How Julien would react..I..I don't want to lose her Skipper!" I returned to crying at the end. "What's the worst that could happen? Why would she say that she wouldn't want to save her own life?" "Because Skipper. She's pregnant. Or at least it's very likely that she is. I mean we even did it last night too!" "Okay that's to much for me Kowalski, let's get back to the subject" He fought, disgusted. I would laugh but it's a horrible time for me right now. "Look, I'm not a romance expert Kowalski, and I'm sure as hell not one with this situation, but it won't hurt to try. I mean, I can get the team to force her.." He suggested. "No! I don't want physical force on her..I..I'm only afraid that she'll leave me if I try to suggest it. I..she'll know that I'm trying to change her but she'll think something's wrong with her. Not in the way that it is right now though. I mean the woman kind of way" God that's so sexist.. "Well, what are you gonna' do if she says no?" "I don't know Skipper. That's where I keep thinking that Julien will kick me out after that. I'll probably lose her as a wife and lose her as a life ending" I answered.

He was speachless. "I just don't know anymore Skipper..what do I do?" I asked. He shook his head. "Like you Kowalski, I don't know. I..I'll be by your side if you want to go to her and tell her, I'll also keep that other idea in mind too." "No! I'm not forcing her to do this. She'll come out and hate me! Urgh!" I growled. "Calm it man, I was only joking." "Is this a fucking time for jokes?" I asked him loudly, standing up and tears dripping from my eyes. "No. It's not. Forgive me. I'm trying to be of assistance so calm yourself, please." I backed away slowly but I kept standing. "Skipper..should I just attempt it?" He didn't make a movement. "I would attempt it soldier. I..I wouldn't want to see you lose Julien. I know that you and your girls would be devistated, and I wouldn't want to see you like that either." "Thank you, Skipper. That..that means a lot" He smiled slightly. "If Julien does anything to try and disagree just come get one of us and we'll get her to take you back. I'll do that for you if it's necesarry" He responded. I smiled slightly. "Should I go now?" I asked. "I'd go now. Don't worry about what you promised us, this is more important" He answered. I wiped my eyes and held my smile. I turned to the ladder and put my flipper on a bar. "Oh..Kowalski" He stopped me. "Yes Skipper?" I asked. "Remember..think Monster Trucks" He said while smiling. I smiled back. "I will do, sir" I answered, then opened the hatch. "Oh, hi Kowalski!" I heard Private say. "Sorry Private, but something's come up.." I answered, passing right through him and diving into the water. I have to save my love!

JulienPOV-

"Maurice I am very tankfull' dat' you are taking da' girls. Have fun!" I called and waved as they left to most likely the park. Probably the best babysitter I've ever had. "It's no problem Julien. I love these girls. I'll be back soon" He called. "Hey calm down! We'll be there soon" I heard him add as he was most likely talking to Eve and Mia. I smiled warmly. Oh, now what do I do though? Kowalski won't be home until tomorrow morning and the girls will most likely be gone until dinner.. There really isn't anything I can do by myself on days like this when the zoo isn't open and, well, nobodies home with me! I guess there's nothing I can do about it now. I would have said to Maurice that I wouldn't need him to watch the girls, but I know they love their 'uncle' Maurice. 'Eh, I still remember Kowalski calling the other penguins their uncles. I don't like it. But I know I won't get to remove that from their minds. If Mia can learn of the Fossa when they don't even know what they are, then they sure will remember that. Or at least I'm pretty sure they will. I miss Kowalski already though.. Oh, what do I do? It'll be a hard night tonight. The girls won't get a good-night kiss from mommy and daddy. Oh, I'm so hurt. I know it's for the better though, I can't fight it. It's for the best. He'll be back tomorrow and he'll give you back everything you missed. You've still got a piece of him you know. I smiled again and rubbed my belly. "I sure hope dat' you are der' and we can have anoder' child" I spoke aloud, hoping I would have a child in there.

Maybe Kowalski is out doing those warm-up things. I can't get enough of that handsome man. I went over to the slabs and climbed up to my throne. I really need to fix this soon because it'll break sooner or later.. I hopped into my throne and I quickly looked over to their habitat. I saw the small penguin and the crazy one standing there confused and somewhat afraid. What are they doing up there? Did they get in trouble or something? Urgh, I want to see Kowalski! I watched as the small one turned and saw me then pointed in a direction to the right of me. I gave him a confused look. I pointed to myself to ask if he was talking to me, and he nodded then continued pointing his flippers out towards the right. "What..?" I muttered to myself. "Julien!" I suddenly heard from behind. I turned my head and saw Kowalski. I smiled and jumped out of my throne and ran down to him, giving him a big hug as I reached the grass. "Why are you being home so soon? I missed you so much.." I spoke to him. He slowly put his flippers around me. I hope he's not hurt. "I..I came home because Skipper let me, darling" He slowly made out. Why is he so slow with his speach?

"Are you feeling okay?" I asked. He pulled out of the hug and took my hand in his flipper, guiding me to the bouncy. I blushed slightly. "Are we going to have a little fun?" I asked with glee. He shook his head very silently. I frowned. Is he okay? He sat on the bouncy and I sat beside him. "What's wrong Kowalski? You are of scaring me" I started. "Julien..this..this is going to be really hard for me to start.." He responded back. I felt my heart beating nervously. "What is it Kowalski? I am being very afraid right now." He was silent. I looked at him and he held my hand tightly in his flipper. He looked to the ground and didn't say a word. His eyes were dark and his beak frowned with fear. He wasn't happy. Oh no, something is wrong. "Please?" I asked him. He shook his head. "Julien..I don't know how to start it. Either way you're going to hate me" He came back. "I could neva' hate you Kowalski..You can tell me anyting,' and you know dat' yes?" He didn't respond. "Julien please, let me hug you one more time before I say this..just so if I fuck anything up I'll still remember what you feel like.." He commented slowly. I let go of his flipper and hugged his side and he turned to do the same. I burried my head sideways into his chest and I waited patiently for him to respond. He moved his flippers around my back and his beak was on my shoulder. I heard him pouting slightly and some tears land on me.

"W-why are you crying?" I asked, my heart weakening slowly. "Because..if you don't do what I'm going to ask you you're going to leave me" He answered. I wanted to cry too, but I'm just to confused to do so. "I would neva' leave you Kowalski. What do you want me to do?" I asked. He pulled me in tighter. "I..I want you to go in my machine again. I want to change you back to a male" He answered. I pulled away and gave him a confused look. "What?" I asked, almost ready to laugh. "I need you to do it so you don't die" He explained. I let out a laugh. "Why am I to be dying Kowalski? I am fine! You are being silly" I answered back. He shook his head. "I know dear, I know. But I'm not lying.." He spoke seriously. I frowned again. "Julien..my machine changed you. It made you into something beautiful. Something that made US beautiful. But..I have to change you back. Change you back to being the other beautiful you were. You'll..you'll die if you don't" He continued on. "What are you talking about Kowalski?" I asked. "Julien, my sweet sweet love, what happened to you is that my machine did something to you. Something that will kill you soon.." He answered.

My heart beated nervously again. "Kowalski.." Was all I had to say. "The reason you can go in my machine again is because the molecule to disable further mutations wasn't passed. It's the only solution from death" He kept speaking. "You are still not of telling to me dat' of how I am dying" I argued. Is he insane? Did Skipper do something to him? "Julien, you're going to die because if you have another child..it'll weaken you to the point that you'll die. Very soon.." He started crying softly now. "Are you saying dat' if I don't get an abortion I will be dying?" What is he talking about? "Julien, I know this is so strange for you. I know you think you're pregnant and I would be happy too, but if there's the chance you're not, this won't be considered an abortion" He stopped with the tears. "Kowalski I am confused.." I made out. "Please Julien, don't think about it. Just please do this for me so I won't lose you" He begged. "But Kowalski..we will lose someting' we are to be creating. Why do you want me to lose a child Kowalski?" I asked, raising my voice in fear. "I knew it would come to that sentance.." He said, shaking his head. "Tell me Kowalski. Now." I ordered.

"I don't want us to lose a child Julien! But I don't want to lose you either.." He continued. "Explain to me dis' stuffs because I am of being speachless to dis' all" I started over. He sighed. "What's going to happen is that you're going to die if you don't go back into my machine because having to many kids will kill you" He answered. "But why?" I asked. "I don't know Julien..but it's just what was the thing to happen to the mutation. Apparently I let you out to early and it's what made you into..well..this. You would have been changed into a woman either way but because I let you out early we have kids, and it's put you in this life situation." "So I'm going to die..because of you?" I asked. He suddenly widened his eyes. "I didn't think you were going to ask that.." He responded. "Tell me. Now! Am I going to die because of you?" I shouted. He shook his head. "No! I mean..maybe. Well, yes and no. But I don't want you to die Julien! I love you with all of my heart! I would end my own life for you!" "Well you are not proving it by trying to berid us of anoder' child!" I argued. "This is why I asked for that hug sweetheart, because I knew you were going to react this way." "Of course I am going to! You are making me choose between someting' we created? Or just myself? I do not even remember being a man! I don't want to go back to dat' Kowalski, and you know dat' for sure!" I fought.

"Well do you want to die?" He asked loudly. I stood up and took a step forward. "No." Is all I have to say. "Well I don't want you to die either. I wish I was in this situation instead of you." I put my hand to my cheek. I've gotten used to this body. Being a woman has been so..so fun for me! Why would I want to go back to that old me? Would I even be happy with Kowalski? Because I don't remember anything about being a man anymore. What would the girls think of having two dads? What would everyone else think? I would be a freak of nature! "Kowalski I do not want to do it.." I returned the conversation. "I know you don't Julien, but please. I know that you will die if you don't do it. I don't want to fight over it, and I don't want to make you do it. But if I don't convince you to do it, you'll die!" "How do you not know of your machine being a liar?" "I don't think I would make technology to lie about something this serious Julien" He defended. "Why would you even make it in da' first place? What was da' benefit?" I asked loudly, turning back to him. "Well..Skipper thought that it would be helpful to us so long ago. Turn us into super-mutant penguins or something like that."

"What?" I asked. "Nevermind. But Julien, you know I only ask you to do this because I love you." "I know you do Kowalski, but da' ting' is dat' I do not want to do dis' stuff. It is just not someting' I am looking forward too. I would probably not have da' friendly relationship wit' everyone else if I was not being a woman. If I was being a male again, den' I would be hated because I am not normal" I came close to crying. "Not normal?" He started, standing up. "You're beyond normal! You're fabulous just the way you are! You're better than I am because I put YOU in this situation, so I should be the one to blame for it all. Even if it's already all on me, I think you get my point. I know that it would be okay. Skipper was the one I talked to about this before I left. He's the one I explained everything to about this and everything. He's the one who told me I could come here and tell you about this because he doesn't want you to die either. He doesn't care if you're a guy or not because he's your friend now. He won't change that over a debate over you being a man or woman. No one will." He paused.

"You'd be just as amazing to me as you are now. I would be even more in love with you as a male because you'd be doing something that I want you to do. That's staying alive for me. I don't want to lose you Julien, and I will do absolutely anything for you. Will you do the same for me?" He asked. I didn't respond. It..it's to hard to. I want to cry, but it's just to hard. I can't decide between crying from happiness or crying from sadness. Or confusion. This is all so much to me. I don't know what to do. If I stay this way..I might die. "You are sure dat' I will die Kowalski?" I asked. "I don't want to risk it Julien. Not one bit" He came back. I don't either. But..what do I do about this possible child? "This is being our last chance to have da' childrens!" I stated. He shook his head. "I know Julien..I know. I want to have another just as much as you do, but I don't want you to die! I..I love you to much!"

I went up to him and hugged him again. I started crying. "Kowalski, I am so scared.." I went back. He took me in his flippers and held tightly. "I know Julien, I am too. I don't know what else to do though. There's nothing I can do to fix it. If only we didn't have sex, then we wouldn't have to worry about losing another boy or girl" He answered back. "I do not want to lose anoder' child Kowalski. I lost one and I do not want to lose anoder' one!" I made sure he'd learn. "I don't either Julien. I don't either.." I sat back down on the bouncy. I stared at Kowalski and strangely he kneeled in front of me, taking my hands again. "Julien, I want to keep you alive. You mean more than anything to me! There's no possible way I could prove how much I love you. It's just impossible! I'm very sure that if we do this, we'll be okay after. I can promise you that it will all be okay in the end. Sure, there might be some confusion shortly after, but we'll still be a family. Now already we stand our from society, and look where we are now! We have more than anyone would EVER expect to have. Julien, if you do this for me, I'll prove to you how much I love you. I'll just need some time to get it all finished. I know exactly how I'll do it too" He went on.

I tried to smile. "What is it you will be of doing, Kowalski?" I asked. He smiled. "Julien, it'll be a secret for now. But I'll do it all just to prove how much I love you. But try not to think about pregnant, there's the slight chance you're not at all. It won't be long to happen either. But I promise you it'll make us stand out from average animals even more. We'll be like royalty! Just like you used to be. We'll make a difference for our kids and everyone around us, and I know we will. Why we will is because if we've gotten as far as we have now, it's a sure shot it'll work. But I know you'll know how much I love you. You won't be able to know until I do it. You'll find out if you just do this one task for me. For us. I want you alive and I want you to be mine. Julien you are the light in my sun and the glow in my moon. You're the only reason I feel to exist now! I know that it'll be how I want it. But I just need your part. Julien, will you do this for me? Will you save your life, just so I can have you as mine? For forever and always?" He asked. I started crying in-between. "Yes Kowalski. I will not be happy having to possibly lose a child, but I will do it to know how much you love me. I love you and I will do anyting' for you. I will Change".

~Fin..

Well, it seems like Julien will agree to it. What did you think? Did you think Julien was going to want to stay a woman? Or become a male again? Well, it goes to show love wins all arguements. But, Julien hasn't changed back now has s(H)e? Chapter Fifteen. This chapter will be a quick one most likely. It'll decide whether Julien changes or not. Do you think she'll go back? Or do you think she'll stay a woman and want to risk having another child? Well it's already decided but it's fun to hear from anyone (Hello, where are my reviews I've been asking for?). I'm excited because this story, The Machine, is only seventy hits from three thousand hits! Wee! By far my MOST popular story. Honestly I don't know if that's a lot or not, but either way I'm excited. I feel that this chapter may have been better but please forgive me, I'm trying to get this in soon before the end of the month because it's been a while since I last updated. Three weeks. I'll inform everyone that I expect this story to last about three more chapters, and then it will be over. But if you want to help with more to read, please I urge you to go to my profile and vote in the poll over what story I should write for next. Currently it's a tie between a story that's another KoJu and a story that's a mix of SkiJu, Julene and Skilene. Please be of assistance if you can! Well it's time for me to go. Hurray for the world not ending! Bye loves. ~Lemurs..