I am so sorry it has taken me so long to write, I have been facing a lot of issues and been so busy. I am going to try to write this year, but seeing as it is my junior year of high school it may be a little crazy and I might be writing on and off.

So I decided that Lily`s birthday is November 16th, because that`s my favorite day aka my birthday, and Scorpius` birthday is July 22, just because lol….

I has been so long that I cannot remember if I put that in before…

I know its short, but im just trying to get back into it

I own nothing it is all J.K. Rowling's

Lily P.O.V

White light was all I saw. When I was little I use to think what death would be like. Would I die a noble death like the many people before me, or would I simply fall off the face of the earth one day. I was sixteen and I was already contemplating if my death was in the right time and place. I knew it wasn't. But for some reason, with it just so close, I could just fall into it and be done. But what about my family, and Scorpius, and my future? Was I ready to accept the fate I had been handed? I most certainly was not!

As I drifted away from the tunnel of light, I was pulled into a room filled with healers and many scared faces. Mummers of 'I think she will make it now' and 'she is unstable, but she should come around', filled my ears. They were talking about me. I knew they were, I knew I had almost died and I knew this was the last time I would have to fight to come through like this.

After what seemed like eons of sleep, I awoke to a soft stroking of my hair and a warm hand on my other side holding on much tighter then comfort.

"I'm not dead, I'm going to need that hand you are trying to cut the circulation off to" I whispered quietly as many heads including that of my parents, brothers, and Scorpius looked at me. My father dropping my hand, and my mother continuing to stroke my hair.

"Lily! How are you feeling, Love?" asks my mother in a hushed tone.

"Decent, given the circumstances." I pause, looking to the others in the room, realizing that they are all shocked to see me awake, other than my mother.

After a few minutes of silence, the healers come in to check over me and do an examination which I am told is a daily check up I will receive in the hospital, as long as I am staying there. Much later, following a long rest, my family asked what happened.

"Honestly, after I got into the chamber I remember very little." My father looks at me with a spot of disappointment. "I wish I could tell you who it was, or what they did, but I have no recollection on events after they took me from our home to the chamber."

"Okay, well sweet heart, I have to return to the ministry this afternoon, so I will look into it and I will come visit you after I am finished this evening." My father kissed my head and walked out, as my two brothers looked at each other, looking for a reason to leave as well. Not that I blame the, they had been there two days now and it was rather boring.

"Boys, why don't you go to the house?" My mother offers to the boys. " you can go sleep and get something to eat, as well as clean up a bit, before Lily comes home." I knew I would not be home for awhile, but she saw the boys needed out.

"Mum, go home and rest a bit too, I will be fine."

"No, It`s fine. I am absolutely content staying with you" she rebutted.

"Mrs. Potter," Scorpius finally talked, I hadn't heard him in days. "I will stay with her."

"That's very kind of you deary, but you need rest more so then I do." My mother argued back. She was always difficult.

"Do not worry about it, I will sleep over in the chair you have been in, and when you return, I will go back to the house and get cleaned up and eat." Scorpius said calmly and in a very mature fashion.

"All right, but if anything changes or you need me do not hesitate to contact me." My mother said before kissing my head and leaving the hospital. And for a long period of time we sat in silence. Scorpius had not said a word to me in the past two days, and this worried me to no end. I will be the first to admit, Scorpius was on the quieter side, but he was never one to be silent around me. He just continued to sit in the chair my mother had recently vacated and watched me, as I closed my eyes trying to forget he was watching me. 'Is he still looking?' I opened my one eye, to find him still staring, so I closed my eye once more and stayed that way for what seemed like an eternity. 'Okay, I don't think he is still watching' I open my eyes, to find him still watching me, like I'm going to disappear.

"You know I'm right here, and I'm not going anywhere, right?" I questioned as he continued to look at me as if I was merely a ghost going to vanish into thin air. "You can talk to me, you can touch me, and you can stop staring. I can promise you I am not going anywhere."

He did not look convinced. He slowly made his way over to me, sitting on the edge of my hospital bed and taking my hand as I held it out to him. "See, I`m not a ghost."

He just held my hand and started to stroke my hair. He eventually can around, "I never thought you were a ghost" he said shyly. "I was just afraid to have you so close again, to have you taken away."

"Scor, I told you. I am not going anywhere. I am no longer with the death eaters. I am no longer anywhere they can even get to me. I am safe. I am here. I am with you, the person I want to be with more than anything right now." I tried to make him realize as I grabbed both his hands and held them in mine. "And in a day or two, we can go back to my house and we can have the summer we were supposed to."

Scorpius leaned over and kissed my head and went back to stoking my hair when I released his hands. After a while he left out a loud yawn, and I looked at him concerned.

"You look exhausted! Why don't you get some rest, I will be okay."

"Flower, I`m perfectly fine." He looked at me and I knew he was lying. "Besides, I`m not leaving you, not even to go to that chair." He let out a small chuckle.

"Well then stay here" I said as I pulled back the blanket and patted the empty portion of bed.

"Lily, what will people think?"

"I don't care, and I don't think you do either. We have had enough people judge by now. We are use to it." I pointed out, hoping he would see my point, which he did. He laid down beside me and I buried my head into his chest, as he wrapped his strong arms around me and pulled my body closer. After a few minutes it hit me.

"Scorpius, what is today?"

"I think July twenty fifth. Why?" he asked in a rather curious tone.

"Oh my goodness, Scorpius! I missed your Birthday!" I said rather alarmed.

"Honestly, there were more important things to worry about at that time." He pulled back just enough to kiss my forehead.

"But it was your seventeenth! Your coming of age! It was supposed to be special; I had a party planned and everything." I was a bit disappointed honestly. I had planned a big surprise party and I was hoping I was mistaken when it came to the date.

"Love, it is all right. The best thing I got was you safe and sound." He kissed me gently. It was unusual; his kiss did not usually show much emotion, but this time, it was like he thought it could be his last with me. It was gentle, but it meant so much more.

"I still have a present waiting for you at home though" I whispered. He laughed a bit and pulled me as close as possible. I could hear his heart beat so well and with each breath he took his chest would rise and fall. I felt safer than I had since before I was taken to the chamber. The steady beating and rise and fall slowly put me into a deep sleep and it was all I could want for now and forever.

Scorpius P.O.V.

I woke up before Lily, no surprise there. I looked over her fire red hair to find none other than Mrs. Potter sitting in the chair I was supposed to be sleeping in.

" " I whispered, trying not to wake Lily. " I`m sorry, I didn't want to leave her, aaanndd shee. She insisted… and I don't want to upset her. And and I I don't want to get up now because I will wake her." I explained nervously.

"Scorpius, do not worry. I am not mad, just go back to sleep, you need it." That was the last thing she said before I fell back to sleep.