Its been a while hasn't it. I went to the movies and saw The Host. Amazing movie by the way but as always the book was better. I read the book again after the movie because the last time I read it was in 2009! and then fell in love with the characters so I turned back to fan-fiction for some more character lovin. Then checked out my profile and saw that I haven't updated since 6/1/2013 and decided that I was being really mean so I sat on my bed and started writing (nearly gave up 300 words in) but I eventually finished it and I happy with what I have written.

I really hope you guys still like it even after such a long time of me not updating it. But I guess only time and reviews will let me know what you think.

P.S Don't hate me at the end!


Previously In Remember Me:

Thorn quickly asked another question before I could ask her something just as ridiculous.

"Why don't you like me?"

Her question shocked me more than the carcass. Before I could answer she shot another sentence at me " I never gave you a reason to hate me! Your just creating your own drama out of pure insecurity!" What she said surprised me because what she had said was true. I hated her from hen she was born, I hated her when I walked in the door when I didn't know her. I had abandoned her meaning she didn't effect my life after she was born. I was stumped I looked at the ground trying so hard not to make eye contact.

Thorn didn't wait for a reply much longer before she stood, dusted herself off and walked away from me. I was frozen and couldn't follow her. I hadn't been expecting us to get along like best friends but I definitely didn't expect that.

I had stood there for at least a few minutes when I heard a scream. My first instinct had me running towards thorn. She must have run once she was out of sight because she was further than I had anticipated. I saw thorn lying on the ground as a a few tracker jackers flew way. I feared for her. Peeta had experienced tracker jackers and it still haunts him. Hopefully thorns wouldn't be anywhere near as serious.

Thorn lay still at my feet, her eyes closed and no movement in her body.

Chapter 14: Remember Me?

I knelt beside her body. Her chest was rising and falling but only just. I held her hand in my two hands and whispered to her begging her to beat the poison. Begging her to open her eyes. How dare I go home to Peeta and tell her our daughter was dying.

I could see the clearing ahead but I couldn't leave her. I screamed, I yelled and I hoped to God that Peeta would hear me. Peeta Did not hear me. Mags however did, she walked limply towards me putting all her weight on her walking stick and looked in her eyes "Peeta, Get peeta" she dropped her eyes down towards thorns almost dead body. She sped up her pace and walked out of the clearing and I heard her yelling his name all the way out of the clearing. It seemed like hours had passed when Peeta and another tall young man ran into the forrest towards us. The young man whose name I did not know knelt beside her and with a injected a substance into her vein with a long needle. I could feel a tear threatening to fall over my cheek. She still wasn't movie and the tall unknown man had a worried look on his face. He looked at Peeta and he nodded they lifted Thorn off the ground and almost ran to the hospital around the corner. I was still sitting there on the ground struggling to find the power to move. This was my fault. If I hadn't made her angry, If I hadn't sat silent she wouldn't have run away, she wouldn't have been stung and this wouldn't have happened to her.

Rain started pouring around me and I let the raindrops mix with my tears. I held my face in my hands and cried. Tears hit the ground mixing with the dirt and rain and I no longer had a reason to stop. No longer felt the need to hide my pain. I was scared, I was sorry and I did love Thorn. I just wish that I didn't need her to be hurt and nearly dead for me to admit it.

I found the energy to pull myself off the ground and to my feet. I still had tears steaming down my face and I didn't care I was allowed to show weakness for my daughter. I pushed myself to walk towards the clearing I was slow but I didn't care, Tears where blocking my vision but I didn't care I cared about Thorn and I was going to sit beside her hospital bed until she opens her eyes. She will open her eyes. I made it to the clearing and wiped my tears away with the back of my hand. I walked down the gravel path and saw the hospital ahead. I hadn't been here since she was born. I wished for a death that day but who knew that when I came to love her she my wish would be answered. If I could take it back I would but life doesn't work that way. I walked and kept on walking until I reached the stone path that lead towards the tall stone steps that lead to the hospital entrance. I walked up the steps and through the automatic doors. The awful smell of disinfectant hit me, The white walls where so bright they almost blinded me. I made my way to the counter and the old women that sat at the front desk spoke.

"How may I help you today?" she smiled and handed me a tissue noticing my tear streaked face.

"Katniss Everdeen. I'm looking for Maybelle Everdeen" She typed on her computer and looked at me.

"I'm sorry there is no one under that name here" I looked confused and then realized what I had done.

"Sorry, Maybelle Abernathy" She gave me a weird look but turned back to her computer and typed away again.

"Miss Abernathy is in room 202" She pointed me in the right direction and sent me on my way.

Everdeen. Maybelle Everdeen. Are you serious Katniss! a few hours ago you hated her. A few hours ago she yelled at you even worse than that a few weeks ago you pretended you didn't know who she was and now your calling her an everdeen! Even if you asked her she wouldn't take Everdeen as her last name. It would either stay Abernathy or become Mellark. I started looking at the numbers on the doors reading the numbers silently to myself. 199, 200, 201, 202. I stopped outside the closed door and used the tissue to clean up my face. I knocked very lightly and the door swung open standing there was Peeta and lying in the bed still unconscious was Thorn.

Peeta ushered me in and closed the door behind me.

"She's still sleeping"

"I would be if they gave me as many drugs as they have given her. They say when all the medication wears off she'll wake. They're not sure if she'll have any memory loss. I hope not."

"Memory loss...but it was just two stings"

"Maybe, they said that one sting is all is takes"

He put his arm around me and pulled me in for a hug.

"katniss, she will be fine. She is a fighter, Just like her Mother."

"She is sweet and kind, just like her Father."

Peeta looked down at met my eyes. "Katniss, I missed you."

"Peeta, when I was alone in the forrest after you took thorn to the hospital I had time to think. I felt the feelings that I had pushed back so that everyone would see the tough girl inside. I realized while I was alone that I do love Thorn, that I don't hate her and I don't want her to leave us. I also realized that leaving you was the worst thing I could do. I..I love you Peeta."

Peeta pulled me closer to him closing the space between us.

"Katniss, I would do anything for you and even though you leaving me hurt I accepted that If I loved you I had to let you go. I still love you, I will always love you." His face came closer to mine. His lips where so close and I no longer had a reason to resist. I lifted my head up closing the distance between us. It was like fire. The sweet trail his hands left around my body, the fire on my lips was burning and I loved it. My hands moved to his hair pulling him closer to me. His hands moved to my lower back and pressed me into his body.

This was the best feeling I had felt in years. The Fire coursing throughout my body made me forget everything painful that had happened to me. Made me forget everything stupid I hate done to cause others pain. This kiss made me feel free.

Finally we both parted and gasped for air. I could feel myself smile for the first time In a long time. Peeta had a big smile planted on his face and he leaned in again and pecked my lips. "Katniss, I really do love you."

There was a stir in the bed. Thorn moved her hand but her eyes still didn't open. Peeta and I were at her side in an instant. "Thorn, Thorn, wake up you're safe" Peeta's soothing voice spoke. "Thorn please, Please don't leave us" I said afterwards. Thorns tongue darted out attempting to wet her lips. Her croaky voice whispered "Papa" Her eyes still closed. Peeta squeezed his eyes shut in pain. She was talking about Haymitch.

Peeta pressed the button signaling a nurse into the room. A nurse opened the door one minute later and looked at Peeta. "She Said a word but hasn't said anything since" The Nurse looked at me this time "What did she say" I took a deep breath and repeated what Thorn had said. "She is looking for Haymitch" The nurse looked at me and told us she would be back in a moment. Both Peeta and I knew what this meant. Papa meant Haymitch. Worse than that though was that Papa meant Memory loss. She had forgotten about the death of Haymitch, This meant a chance she had forgotten about everything that happened after Haymitch. Peeta and I. The nurse came back with the Dr. Mason. He was the same young man that had come to the forrest to help her. He looked at both Myself and Peeta and spoke. "Now We don't know to what extent her memory loss is, we don't even know if there is any, however the nurse tells me she speaks of her dead grandfather which can sometime indicate memory loss" I could feel tears finding there way to the exit of my eyes again but I tried to be strong for Thorns sake. "Peeta, Katniss I think that both of you should get some coffee from the cafeteria down stairs. Don't worry the nurse will stay until you get back.

Peeta tugged me with him. I could see that he didn't want to leave but both of us needed a small break from waiting for her to wake. We waited in the line at the cafeteria. I ordered a short black and Peeta ordered a vanilla chai. He told me he didn't want a coffee. Vanilla Chai was Thorns favorite too.

We took the elevator back to the floor thorn was on and when we arrived at room 202 we could hear voices coming from the room. We opened the door to see the nurse still there as she had promised but the doctor was still there. He smiled at the both of us and left the room.

"Anything?" Peeta asked.

She gave a sad smile and shook her head. She left us to be on our own.

"Peeta, I'm scared."

"Me too Katniss, Me too."

I drank my coffee quickly then disposing of the rubbish. Peeta slowly sipped his trying to occupy his mind.

There was another stir but this time she moved both her hands, she squeezed Peeta's other hand that was still holding hers. "Papa?" this time is was a question and I hit the nurse button again. Thorn slowly opened her eyes but quickly squeezed them shut due to the bright light. She let go of Peeta's hand and tried to open her eyes again when the nurse walked in. The nurse saw Thorn try to open her eyes and she paged the doctor. "Hello Thorn, I'm your Nurse Natalie" at first I thought it was weird she introduced herself first but then realized that it sounded better then "Hey thorn, You might have memory loss but i'm your mother."

She whispered a croaky hello and opened her eyes wider still struggling with the brightness of the room.

Dr. Mason then arrived and he smiled. "Hello, I'm your Doctor my name is Dr. Mason. How are you feeing?"

"Are you in pain? would you like more pain medication?" she simply shook her head. "Do you know your name?" she whispered Maybelle. "Do you know where you are?" she shook her head again. "Do you know what day it is" again she said no. "Do the names Peeta and Katniss sound familiar?" This was the question I was hoping he wouldn't have had to ask. I was hoping deep down that even though all the other question were a no I still hoped she said yes. She shook her head. No. she didn't know me or Peeta.

I couldn't handle her answer and I left the room. Tears falling freely for the second time today. I dropped to my knees and held myself around the waist. She didn't know me. She didn't know Peeta. Peeta was soon to follow me out. He pulled me close and held me there for ages. I felt a tear drop on my hair and then it hit me that Peeta was crying to. "Peeta, she doesn't know us. She doesn't know us. We sat together and we both cried. My eyes were red and in pain but my heart felt as if it had been crushed.

Our daughter had forgotten us.


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