Y : here I am ! alive again ! new years here ! end of 2011 and the start of 2012 !

M : yeah ! it's still so loud outside !

L : happy new years everyone ! especially you Miku .. *blush*

M: happy new years yumii , rin, mikuo-niisan and LEN *hugs len*

R : come on , I told you to drop the lovey dovey atmosphere didn't I ?

Mikuo : it's alright rin.. you have me anyways .. *HUGS RIN TOO*

R : *blushes* twins really are alike ..

Y : well, on with the story !

MIKU'S P.O.V

School's back again , first day of the last week of August. Tomorrow's my birthday again. Well I'll just do the usual thing going to the elementary school and paying a short visit to renny.

If renny was alive till now, what would he look like? Probably like Lee ? or no, may be like Len ? wait Len , Lee ? now that I think about it they look similar with each other.. could it be… nah ! it's impossible..

As usual I'm walking to school, I'm taking a shortcut now cause I have cleaning duties first thing in the morning. I even woke up earlier than usual today.

"Yawn! I wonder what kind of trick will mikuo pull out again tomorrow so that we could celebrate my birthday. Maybe just like last time , telling me it's a welcome party for a new member of our club yet it was really intended for me .. I just can't help but laugh at mikuo's expression begging for forgiveness when I stormed out of the hall."

"oh? Miku !" someone called me from behind. Who could it be? This early in the morning. I turned around to see the person and instantly blushed when I saw HIM.

"L-Len ? what are you doing this early in the morning and wearing the school's uniform too. Isn't it a bit early for you to go to school already?"

"no can do, although I still want to sleep but I can't I still have cleaning duties this morning."

W-What ? don't tell me? Len is my cleaning partner today ?

"What ?"

"well, how about you Miku ? why're you so ear-" before he could eve finish I ran away quickly but stopped halfway.

Well, we're on good terms lately and he said he likes me too and I like him , so why can't my heart settle down? Why does it kept beating faster and faster when Len's near me?

I walked back to him and held his hand while looking at the ground.

"u—uhh .. Let's go."

"wa-waitt !"

I practically dragged him towards school.

"wh-what's wrong with you Miku? You're acting strange today."

But I didn't bother to respond to him and instead pointed on the chalkboard. He instantly turned his gaze from me to the chalkboard and stared in surprise. His name and my name we're written side by side as the cleaning duty partners. I raised my gaze to get a better view at his reaction. He was red and he wasn't looking at me.

"I-Is that the reason why you we're acting weird?" I just nod my head since I'm too nervous to talk to him. Even though I already managed to tell him my feelings.

"I see .. then if you feel uncomfortable with it you can just leave the work to me." He smiled at me like it was nothing but it wasn't a smile that would always make my heart beat faster. It seems he got the wrong idea.

Oh no! he misunderstood me. You're such an idiot Miku.

He started to walk away when I burst out my feelings for it to be able to reach him.

"PLEASE DON'T MISUNDERSTAND ME" I shouted. He turned to me with a face telling me –HUH?—"it's just that I feel very nervous whenever I'm with you. My heart keeps beating faster and faster whenever you're beside me. I feel embarrassed when you look at me blushing, I couldn't also speak because of the tension I feel everytime you're with me. To put it simply , I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH , too much that it's hard to suppress it already, too much that I don't know what I'll do without you."

"M-Miku ?" I can see clearly that he's blushing because of my second confession. "a—" before he could even finish I shut him up with a kiss. "I'm sorry if I'm being selfish but I don't want to lose you anymore renny.."

What? What did I just say? I opened my eyes and saw a very dark expression of Len

"so you mistook me for renny, is that renny the one you love so much? Is the reason why you confessed to me at the music room because I resemble that renny ? WELL UNFORTUNATELY I'M NOT RENNY !" and with that he dashed out from the room without even hearing my explanation.

Classes already started but Len skipped all the lessons this day. The teacher said it to be very unlike him since he's such a good student. It's very unlike him to skip classes. And I'm taking all the guilt since I was the reason why he skipped it. After school I passed by their house bringing his things. I rang the doorbell twice then Rin came out.

"oh Miku ! why're you here?"

"uuhh .. rin-chan, is Len inside?"

"uhh .. no, he hasn't come home. Why ?"

"what? He's not yet home?"

"y-yes.."

"uhh .. please keep these, it's his things. I need to find him, I need to apologize."

"uhh .. w-wait Miku."

But I ran away quickly so that I could find him. I went to the playground, to the bookstores where we always go, to everywhere that I cold think of he might be. I got tired of running around of all those places until I ended up I our school. I went to the music room where I had my first confession. The very first confession I had done. I sat in the piano and started to play the song that I knew by some still unknown circumstances. I hummed the song since I don't know the song yet I know the name of the song.

"my world, your world huh? The story of this song really is like My and Len's story. Two different worlds intertwined with Destiny. Just how long will Fate keep playing with us? Why is it that everything we do individually turns out to be fine but everything between us seems to be so impossible?" as soon as I finished the song I stretched my sore arms from playing it over and over again.

"guess it's time to search for Len again." I stood up from the piano when the doors slid open in a harsh manner. I wasn't able to move from my position when the lights from the sunset revealed the person standing before me.

"L-Len ? what are you doing here?"

"BAKA ! I should be the one asking you WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING HERE?"

"I-I was looking for you." I glanced at him, he's breathing really hard, he's wet from his sweats, and he had dirt all over his pants. "wait! Did you …. Look for me?" he turned bright red and turned away his gaze from me.

"why – why would I ? I'm still mad at –" but before he could even finish I hugged him so tight and kissed him

"I'm glad you're not SO mad at me that you even managed to find me." He broke the hug and had that dark expression again.

"why… why can you even still kiss me when you have someone else that you love?"

"oh .. you're talking about renny ?"

"don't take things lightly , I – you know that I love you but you love someone else and it's not me."

"calm down! Yes, renny was my first love ….. but ! I didn't confess to you just because you resemble him, I confessed to you because it's what I feel inside. The first time I saw you I already had my eyes on you and my affection for you grew as days went by. So please don't misunderstand"

"then, why did you told me those things? why did you call me by the name renny."

"because just this morning I was thinking about if renny was alive what would he look like? Then your image and Lee's image pop in my head."

"so you mean? This renny .."

"yes, he's dead. He died on my birthday. And he died for my sake."

When I said those things Len instantly collapsed.

"Len ! Len! What's wrong? Len! Please wake up! LEN !" but he closed his eyes. I immediately called for an ambulance and notified rin about Len. The ambulance arrived 2 minutes after I called since the hospital is just near enough.

Oh God ! please keep Len safe.. I don't know what I'll be if ever he leaves me like the way Renny Left me .. I prayed silently holding onto Len's hands while crying..

Y : end of chapter 14 ..

M : so dramatic..sniff, I can't stop crying anymore, sniff

L : you can stop crying now miku, it was all just an act, trust me I'll never leave you.. *hugs miku*

R : oh my gawd! It's because of your nonsense Pride Len , not going out to confront miku ! even made me—ump !

L : oops ! no spoilers my dear twin ! well please review !