Author's Note: You guys are so amazing with reviews, I love reading the comments. They help my story get better. A big thank you to GSRgirlforever for beta-ing this story for me even though we had some 'technical/connection' problems. She stuck by me and was patient! I owe her my secret chocolate stash and some jelly babies too.
PLEASE READ THIS WARNING: Profanities and lots of swear words. If you get offended by any of this, please don't read. I have warned you. Edward swears! It's part of his character and my ideal dark Edward.
Chapter fourteen: Stupid Mouth
Edward's POV:
Her small, warm body was tightly placed against mine. My arms were wrapped around her pulling her closer to me. She shifted her hips, trying to fight me but I wasn't having that.
"Please stop running from me", I begged her, looking into her eyes. Her lips parted and that I took that as my opportunity and pressed my lips to hers. The sweet intoxicating scent of strawberries and delicious freesia filled my nose and I felt complete at once.
Bella pushed against my chest, moaning in protest. I took her bottom pouty lip with my teeth and nibbled on it, because that shit tasted like heaven. I pressed myself onto her because I needed more. It felt like I hadn't touched her for years. I needed more of Bella.
She stumbled back, her knee hitting the couch and her body collapsing backwards, with me on top of her.
Bella stopped struggling. Her left hand went up to my neck, grasping and caress the skin there. I moaned into her mouth and her lips parted for me. Without waiting, my tongue plunged inside her mouth, exploring every secret there was.
My cock twitched in my boxers, ready to take her once more. I felt oddly buoyant as it was me who lay on top of her, and not some other motherfucker. I thought I had fucked up everything when Bella snapped at me earlier. To be honest, I wouldn't be surprised if she had slapped me across the face.
I acted like a total prick, demanding who she had fucked with. But I couldn't help it. That stupid possessive side of me got out and I couldn't control anything. Bella was innocent and totally virginal, so I was beyond pissed and shocked when I realized that she wasn't a virgin. Wrong, because she fucking was.
"We should stop", Bella gasped out, turning her head to the left so that my lips wouldn't attack hers again. I shook my head.
"No, I don't think so", I breathed back, devouring her neck instead. My lips sucked and licked the soft piece of flesh, tasting the beautiful taste that was Bella alone. She arched into me, pushing up her breasts against my chest. I smiled as I attacked her collarbone.
"Edward...." she protested and it sounded more like an encouraging moan than a protest. I used my teeth to graze her skin, my hands creeping her shirt up her stomach. She wasn't wearing a bra. I knew that because she had rushed off to see Alice and her bra was safely tucked away in my drawer.
Things were so much easier with less obstacles.
Bella placed her hands on my chest, pushing me back.
"Edward...you have to stop", she breathed out shakily into my ear, "stop it. Look at me, stop it."
I obeyed her request, stopping to look at her. Which was a mistake. Her hands found their way to my shoulder, trying to hold me in place, her lips were red, swollen and parted. Her skin was pale and slightly flushed with a light blush. Her hair was messy once more, sticking to her forehead and the side of her face.
My cock twitched, growing impossibly harder.
I leaned in close and this time Bella made no move to stop me at all. Our lips touched, throwing a light tingle through my body. Her hands gripped my bare shoulder, mine held her close. One of my hands was, on her side, holding her in place and the other was under her shirt, caressing her soft, warm, skin gently.
I kissed her softer this time, trying to say sorry for earlier and trying to plead for her to stop pushing me away. One of her hands, I didn't know which, made its way to my hair, fisting it in her grip tightly.
We gasped out, breathing heavily and pulling away to gulp some oxygen. The awkward angle that Bella was twisted on the sofa made her shift...right into my erection. I couldn't stifle my moan.
"No", Bella whispered, pushing at me. That was starting to get annoying. "Get off me, Edward, get off now."
She wriggled out of my grasp, stumbling off the sofa and standing up. I rolled my eyes and sat back down.
"God! You can't keep on doing that", she snapped, pretending she didn't enjoy it.
"Doing what?" I asked, widening my eyes innocently.
"Look, I've already given you what you want...now you can just...just stay away from me", she commanded, lifting up her chin to look more convincing. She fooled no one.
"I don't want to stay away from you", I told her, shrugging. She narrowed her eyes at me and huffed.
"I don't understand you", she whispered, shaking her head. I watched as she slowly backed away from me, smoothing her hair and fanning her face. Although my eyes were set on her retreating ass.
I stood up, approaching her from behind. I bet I could get her to kiss me again if I kissed her neck. As I was about to, Bella suddenly turned around.
"Look", she started, staring me straight in the eyes, "don't think I don't know what your game is, Edward Cullen. You fuck and you leave. You've done me, so now you can leave me alone. I won't let you play around with me."
"Hey, I never said I was going to –"
"Wait", she hissed suddenly, her eyes flickering to the door.
And my parents walked in.
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My bed smelled of her, I realized later that night. Bellla had scurried away from me as soon as my parents walked in. Carlisle and Esme's gazed flickered between her and I for a couple of seconds before they composed themselves.
Bella practically sprinted out of the house, flinging her bag over her shoulder and disappearing in to the night. I desperately wanted to go after her but Carlisle was glaring at me in that odd patronizing way.
Then he forced me to spill why their favorite babysitter looked like a deer caught in headlights. I merely shrugged at both of them before sprinting myself up to my room.
It smelled like her. That beautiful mouth watering scent was on my pillow and my bed sheets. I closed my eyes, remembering every moment we spent in my room. It was by far the best sex I had ever had. If Bella as a virgin would make me come like that then I wondered how she would act when she was experienced.
I couldn't say that I didn't feel disappointed, because I did. Somehow I expected Bella to want me again like the other girls. They always came back for round two. But Bella simply told me to stay away. Not that I was going to do that of course, it wasn't my choice anymore. From the first time I had kissed her, it had become an addiction.
I didn't understand why she wanted me to stay away. I mean, we had just had the most mind blowing sex ever although it was partly making love, surely she liked it. Her commands and moans told me that she liked it every bit as much as I did.
So if she did like it, what was the problem? Why did she want me to stay away? Why was she pushing me away like this?
I sighed in frustration, running my hands through my messy hair. Bella was so complicated. Beautiful, fucking gorgeous, smart, sweet, innocent, but so fucking complicated.
Why couldn't she act like the other girls? Why did she have to have this difficult, hard to get posture towards me?
If she was easy, she wouldn't be Bella.
That was true.
I couldn't stop the fact that I wanted her again. If I was honest with myself, then I wanted her a lot. Again and again. I didn't want to give her back. I wanted more than sex with her, though my cock may beg to differ. Still, Bella brought out feelings in me that I had never felt before. All I had to do was to find out what to do with those weird emotions.
Fucked up feelings.
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I didn't take the Volvo to school. I was a stupid motherfucker and I knew it. Still, it didn't stop me from being one. I had to tell Bella straight. No matter what she tried, she wouldn't stay away from me. I couldn't let that happen. I knew I was starting to sound like a possessive bastard, but that's how it was. She had to know that I needed her again. I wanted her so much.
Oh how I needed Bella.
One time wasn't enough for me. if she thought that I only fucked and left, then...well she was right. If the girl was lucky I would go for the second round. It wasn't the same with Bella, I didn't just want a second round, I wanted way more than that.
And that's why I was standing outside Bella Swan's house in the drizzling Forks morning. The driveway was empty, which was lucky for me because I didn't think chief Swan would appreciate a delinquent like myself preying on his baby daughter.
She stepped out of the house, clutching her bag to herself like it was worth her life. Her large black jacket covered every part of her body from her mid thigh to her neck. She was staring intently at the ground.
I stayed in my place, not moving. I didn't want to scare her or anything. She took in a deep breath, looking down and allowing her dark brown hair to fall like a curtain, hiding her face. Then she began to walk out.
I approached her from behind, trying to make my footsteps loud so she wouldn't get scared. "Bella?"
"Ah!" she jumped, turning around and looking at me wide eyed.
I couldn't help laughing, amused at the fact that even though I tried not to scare her, she got scared.
"Are you alright?" I asked her, in between my laughter. She glared at me and nodded, a soft blush covering her cheeks.
"What are you doing here?" she asked as we began walking again.
"I'm walking to school", I told her, rolling my eyes.
"Don't you have a car?" she asked, her eyes still on the floor.
"I wanted to help the environment", I muttered sarcastically, as if she couldn't guess why I was walking this morning.
"Right..."
"Do you want to talk about yesterday?" I blurted out before I could help myself.
She shrugged lightly. "There's nothing to talk about, Edward. I already told you everything that you needed to know. I don't want to be messed around with, so it's best if you stay away from me."
"But I don't want to", I said, amazingly in a whining tone. She glanced up at me before smiling.
"Why not?" she asked in a sort of whisper voice.
Right. This was it. This was the moment to tell Bella everything. How absolutely infatuated I was with her. How I craved to touch her, smell her and just be with her everyday. How I didn't only want sex, that I wanted her.
"I want to have sex with you again", I said out loud.
Bella stopped walking.
I stopped walking.
Damn it! That was the wrong thing to say!
"Should I be offended or privileged?" she spoke, staring up at me. Suddenly, I felt so small. Why the fuck do I say the wrong things all the time?
"I...privileged?" it came out as a question.
"Right, because I get to fuck you again. Because you're such a great catch, aren't you?" she spoke rhetorically. I wanted to say yes, I was. But then that sounded too arrogant and cocky. "Why do you want to have sex with me again, Edward? I'm sure there are other prettier girls to pick from who are more than willing."
"Because I want you", I said, sounding stubborn again. She started walking and I followed.
Like the fucking puppy that I had become.
"Look, it came out wrong", I said quickly, "let me start again. This shit's confusing me. You make me say the wrong things, Bella."
"What? It's my fault that you just said that you wanted to have sex with me?" she questioned with an arched eyebrow. Damn, she looked hot flustered. Imagine having hot angry sex with Bella...
Focus!
"N...no", I stammered, "stop looking at me like that, I can't think!"
Bella looked taken aback. Right, as if she didn't know that the lip biting thing was a cocktease.
"Like what?" she asked in confusion. I shook my head, taking in a deep breath. I was gonna start again. I looked away from her deep brown eyes and her curved, pink lips as I tried to put my thoughts into words.
"I want you to...to want to have sex with me", I stuttered as my own words echoed in my ears. Was I making any fucking sense at all???!
"Edward, that doesn't make sense", Bella told me, confirming my thoughts. I wasn't making sense. Shit.
"Look, do you want to have sex with me again or not?" I blurted out impatiently.
Bella stopped walking once more, turning to glare at me. Suddenly, her face flushed bright red as she ducked her head, looking up at me below her long eyelashes.
"Do you?" I asked again. I could practically feel my fucking nonexistent tail wagging in anticipation.
Author's Note: LOLZ. I love that last line. Credit goes to GSRgirlforever. She came up with it. Thanks again for reading, I like writing this story. Lemons to come, stick with me people! What do you guys think Bella will say? Might not be the obvious, I'm kinda evil sometimes...
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