Yay!!!! AIMS testing are over!! Though I tink I failed….

Any way! Here is chapter ???? cuz I forgot!

RECAP!

"You killed her Edward. You killed the only true person you loved in this vile world of yours. You killed Bella! You killed me!" the voice screamed. I looked around and saw nothing. Angela left to god knows where.

"Who are you?" I asked.

"I'm Bella, love. The person you left to die and defend for herself, the girl you used as a simple pet!" the voice, my angel, shrieked at me.

"NO! I didn't mean those words! I swear! I only wanted a healthy life for you! A life where you will have HUMAN kids and a HUMAN boyfriend! Please, Bella! Forgive me!" I screamed at her. By now I was on my knees hugging myself.

"LIES! IF YOU LOVED ME, YOU WOULD OF NEVER LEFT ME! YOU HEARTLESS MONSTER!" the voice screamed with all her might.

The voice faded and soon it was silence.

I whispered low so not even a Vampire can hear, "Bella, forgive me." And I broke into dry sobs.

END OF RECAP!!!!

Bella POV

He whispered low so not even a Vampire can hear, "Bella, forgive me." And he broke into dry sobs.

I stared into space shocked by what I had just heard. He…loved…me…still! I cried with real tears, I am such a monster! I made him suffer for nothing! This explains so much!

The afternoon in the meadow, the first meeting him with Victoria! It all made sense! He loved me!!!! But what about Tanya?

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As I paced back and forth, I thought of ways to get Tanya out of the picture. I could always kill her, but that would make me more of a monster. I can freeze her in some far off land and never unfreeze her… but I'm not that cruel.

As I pondered this, I heard a light knock on the door.

"Come in!" I yelled, an old human habit.

It was Alice along with Emmett, Esme, Carlisle, Jasper, Rosalie, Kate, Irina, Laurent, Tanya, and my Edward. I sighed and mentally caress Edward.

They all looked frustrated and sad but mostly they were disappointed. I noticed Victoria wasn't there.

"Hey guys, what's up?" I asked suspiciously.

Alice handed me a piece of paper that was folded. I took it wondering what it was.

My darling daughter,

I have chosen to leave so I won't get you, the Cullen's, and the Denali's hurt by the werewolf's actions. I have left to a place unknown, probably going to Russia or something. I want you to know that I will always love you no matter what. You helped the pain within me; I finally got my daughter back.

Don't try to chase me! I know you will, so don't! I love you.

Love,

Victoria.

I stared in shock at the note. My legs wobbled and I fell to the floor. I wasn't breathing. Wasn't even looking much at the note. I just stared. Tears formed and tumbled down fiercely. My eyes stung with the venom of my tears.

Everyone did not move. Surprisingly, Tanya came and patted my back, though I think she was forced too.

"I know how it feels to lose a mother." She whispered solemnly. I shook my head violently.

"She doesn't know," I whispered, "She doesn't know!" I whispered more loudly, "She doesn't KNOW!" I screamed and zoomed off on a mad run.

The thing is, Victoria didn't know about my alliance with the werewolves'.

I took off as fast as I could. I heard yelling and callings of my name. Only Edward was able to catch me. He grabbed me and threw me to the ground. I tried my best to shake him off but I couldn't.

"Stay!" he growled, "Tomorrow is the wedding!" he hissed. I looked at his topaz eyes, remembering how they looked like honey.

"Fine!" I snapped. He let go after a few minutes He had to since Tanya came dashing frantically.

"Are you okay?" she asked me.

I got up and turned back to the house.

"No I am not okay…" I mumbled.

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As I sat on my bed looking at the wall, I thought of ways to escape and make it back by tomorrow. I had an Idea whip itself into my mind.

I ran towards Emmett's room. I didn't even bother to knock in my hurry. I accidentally walked into a session with Rose and Emmett.

I looked away, "Emmett this is an emergency!" I yelled.

"Well is that important to interrupt my special time with rose?!" he screamed.

"Yes! You will have plenty of special times after this. Sorry Rose!" I said frantically.

"Gr! This better hurry! We were getting to the best part!" Rose yelled. (AN: idk whats the best part, so yhhhh just roll with me!)

"EW! I didn't need to know that!" I screamed.

Emmett finally got out of the bed with Rosalie and put on a faded blue t-shirt and sweats.

We walked out of the room and into my room. We sat down on the floor crissed crossed applesauce. (An: sorry, I love saying that)

"Emmett, you need to stall the wedding!"

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OOOOH! CLIFFY! If I get 10 or more I will update sooner than usual! Ily!

~Natasha