Author's note;; I just realized I have been spelling something wrong for like ever now. haha. I'm an idiot. Whatever. I don't like proof reading something I just do for fun. I know some anal people out there have issues with that but luckily, I don't care. haha. I am gonna try to proof read more often though.

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Chapter Fourteen ;; 2a.m

After Shelly found out I wasn't a virgin anymore, she freaked. Not in a bad way …. then again, it wasn't exactly in a good way either. She was just shocked and couldn't get enough details. Though, I didn't give her every single detail. I think that would be too much. She could give me all the details she wants about her sex life but I wasn't as outgoing and blunt with it as she was. Other then that, she was pretty good with everything.

I love having Shelly around. She is my other half in every way. There pretty much isn't a god damn thing I would have a problem discussing with her. I'm one of those lucky ones who has a friend like that. A friend who you know, without a doubt, would take a bullet for you. It is the same for me to her. There really isn't a thing I wouldn't do for her.

The rest of the weekend was spent pigging out on junk food, watching endless amounts of romantic movies, and gossiping our heads off. Totally put all my Derek issues away into a tiny little locked chest. I wish it stayed hidden and locked forever but I doubted it would. After all, that would just be impossible.

I went home Sunday night, had dinner with everyone and basically stayed clear of Derek after that. I felt invincible though. Like I was in complete control of every thing and nothing could stop me. I loved it. I actually barely looked at Derek throughout the entire time he was in the same room as me, but I did run into him when I was brushing me teeth.

"Yo…"

I looked around to see Derek leaning against the bathrooms doorframe, arms crossed and brown eyes on me. "Yo right back., gangster." I said rolling my eyes and turning back to look at my reflection.

He grinned and shook his head, "I'm surprise to see you up so late. It's nearly two, shouldn't you be sleeping instead of brushing your teeth?"

"Shouldn't you be screwing some random, sleazy blonde instead of annoying me?"

He shook his head, still grinning as he watched her, "So why are you being so feisty?"

I sighed and spit, drinking some water before looking over at him, "Why are you bugging me?" I asked scanning his posture. He looked so goddamn good. Delicious in fact.

"Because I kind of find it funny when you start to drool over me. It's gross and pathetic but amusing." He said with a shrug.

"Oh really?" I took a step towards him and bit my lower lip, starring up at him. "You find it amusing but gross and pathetic?" I chuckled lightly, reaching out and running a finger down the middle of his chest.

He grabbed my hand and stopped my actions, "Stop. I find it amusing but I rather you not touch me."

"Why?" I asked, smirking. I pressed myself against him, pinning her hands between us. "Does it turn you on? Make your dick twitch a little bit?" I chuckled and pulled away from him. "Leave me alone Derek. Your not the one in control here. I'm not Casey."

Derek narrowed his eyes and walked into the bathroom, gently closing the door behind him, "So, you're the one in control?"

I smirked, sitting down on the edge of the tub and gazing up at him, "That is what I said."

He licked his lips - I watched as his tongue swept out. Man oh man, how I imagined those lips on my lips. Those lips on my skin. He shook his head and chuckled, "Your delusional or did you forget the night in the hallway?" He asked walking over to me.

"I didn't forget but really… it doesn't matter. Not to mention … that wasn't very brotherly of you." I said standing up as to be more level with him.

He nodded, reaching out and running a finger down my cheek gently. "The point is your weak as hell around me. Making me, the one in control."

I raised my eyebrow, "Maybe something's changed…" I said so softly it was almost a whisper. "You still make me soaking wet. Tingly." I said pressing against him as I flickered my eyes between his eyes and mouth. I'm pretty sure he stayed so close just to stand his ground, not wanting to back down. "So hot…"

"So nothing has changed. Nothing at all." He said running his hand around to the back of my neck, clasping it for only a moment. I then felt him grab my hair and pull it roughly. I let out a gasp and felt my heart quicken. "I'm still the one in charge."

I smirked as he starred down at me. I pressed against him so my knee rubbed against his dick. "I'm still the female in this position."

I saw something flicker in his eyes, his face strain as he tried to look calm, but I could tell it had effected him. "I think your forgetting something. I don't want you. You want me."

My hands came up and grabbed his shirt, twisting it in my hands, "You're a man. You only think with your dick Derek." I smirked as I moved my knee again, rubbing him, "Just imagine my lips moving up and down your -"

"Knock if off." He said turning them and slamming me against the wall gently. Pinning my legs so I couldn't tease him anymore.

"You seem rather comfortable in this position Derek." I licked my lips.

He breathed as he watched me, almost as if he was thinking everything over. Trying to decide what he wanted to do. He stood there for a good few minutes, just watching me. Derek pulled away from me, "I don't want you. Your too young. You're my step-sister. Your not … your not even my type. I'm not doing this again." He said turning to walk away.

I stopped, breathing hard as I narrowed my eyes some, "Your not doing what again? …"

He paused and looked back at me slightly, "Nothing. Just get your stupid delusional fantasy out of your head." He said walking out.

I giggled and brushed off his last comment. Thinking that it was probably nothing at all. I felt as if I was actually accomplishing something. Which was defiantly better then nothing. I was actually growing a backbone. Finally.

I was still weak in the knees for him. My heart still beat ten million times faster and I still felt as if I was about to explode when so close to him but I wasn't a babbling idiot anymore. Which is something.

I smiled and watched Zoey do a little dance around the gym. "You've lost your marbles!" I shouted in my best attempt at a British accent.

"No I have not!" She shouted back, with a much better accent than mine, "They are in my pocket!"

I laughed and started to dance around as well. After a minute I stopped and shook my head, "Your crazy!" I said as she danced her way closer to me.

"You were just dancing as well my darling. So that means I am relatively normal considering."

I stuck my tongue out at her and looked over to see Shelly walk in with extremely short shorts, "Hello hussy!"

"Hey! Be nice! You're the slut." She said walking over to us and flashing a smile at some guy across the gym who I really didn't bother to look at.

"Yes, I am the queen of all sluts. I must admit to it."

"You are!"

"Sleeping with one person doesn't make me slut. Especially since it only happened once." I said in my defense.

Zoey gasped, "O.M.G! Did you and Erik fuck?!"

"Shut up Zoe!" Shelly said with a chuckle, "Practically shouting it isn't a good idea."

I smiled and laughed at them both, "Oh, shut up, and to answer your question: yes." I said, blushing just slightly.

Zoey was probably my second closest friend. She was originally a friend of Shelly's and once I met her, the two of us immediately hit it off. She is a junior but it really doesn't matter much. We see each other during Gym, Lunch, and sometimes I see her during my soccer practice. She is on the cheerleading squad along with Shelly.

Zoe giggled and threw her arms around me, "Congrets! My little girl is growing up!"

I smiled and shook my head, "Shut up."

She smiled and giggled, "We will continue this conversation later. Like at Mike's party. You two are coming, yes?"

I nodded, "Sure, yeah. I think we can fit that into our oh so busy lives."

She rolled her eyes and blew us kisses, "I shall see you later. I need to go before Mr. Peters starts taking attendance." She said before running over towards the other side of the gym where her class met.

Shelly shook her head, "I still am not used to you not being a virgin anymore."

Someone standing near us turned and looked at us. I saw this and she immediately pretended to not be looking at us. I rolled my eyes, "Great, now every single person will know by the end of the day."

Shelly rolled her eyes and shrugged, "Fire crotch should just mind her own fucking business." She said in an almost hiss towards the girl.

I sighed and prepared to face my fate. I don't really know if I minded others knowing. I mean … it is always assumed that certain people are no longer virgins but knowing it as a fact is totally different. If your dating certain guys in school, it was only a matter of time before the girl lost her virginity. Now everyone would be placing bets to see how long I would stay with Erik.

So ….

I really wasn't sure how I felt about word getting out that I was now sleeping with Erik.

I guess I'll just play it by ear.