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Chapter 14

BPOV

I woke in an empty bed. Was last night just a terrible dream with an angel at the end? I didn't know if I wanted it to be all in my head or not as it would mean the difference of Master being here or not. I got out of bed and decided to search for him. As I made my way down the corridor I thought I heard something from a room at the end so changed directions. That can't be right, that room is always locked and no one ever goes in there. As I walked closer I could faintly hear someone screaming making my blood run cold. The knob turned easily in my hand and as the door silently opened I gasped at the sight before me. Jacob was chained to the wall, his body bloodied and sore from the beating that Jasper wasn't finished giving. I could tell that Jasper used all of his strength as he brought the belt between Jacob's legs making Jacob scream in pain. Oh god is Jasper going to punish me like this? Has Jacob lied and said that I came onto him? My world started to spin slightly.

"Ja... ... Master?" I should have just turned and run instead of drawing attention to myself but I just couldn't believe what I was seeing. All the men in the room except Jacob turned around, all with shock on their faces at seeing me. James and Laurent moved so that Jacob was blocked from my view but it didn't stop the images of him bloodied and battered flash through my mind.

"Bella it's okay" Master took one step towards me and I bolted. I couldn't go through more after last night. I had to get out of here and get my head around what I had seen.
As I reached the top of the stairs I looked behind me to make sure no one was following and lost my footing. I screamed as the stairs seemed to disappear under my feet as I tumbled down the stairs and landed heavily at the bottom, knocking all of the breath out of me. I tried to move but the stabbing pains in my stomach, head and foot made me stop and cry out. As I started to black out Master appeared above me.

"Bella, can you hear me? Call 911" He sounded so frightened as he lightly held my face in his hands. I flinched at first until I realised he was trying to comfort me. I started to close my eyes, they were so heavy.

"No Bella, stay with me. Look at me." My submissive training kicked in with his demand so I fought my eye lids and looked at him with unfocused eyes.

"Can you tell me where it hurts?"

"Everywhere. Make it stop." I begged.

"Shhhh, it's okay. Just try not to move sugar. Where is that ambulance?" Jasper yelled over his shoulder

"It's on its way; I'll go out to meet it." Sam left. I didn't even know he was here. Looking past Master I could see James pacing while glancing down at me every now and then.

"Sir, what about Jacob?" James whispered at Jasper. Oh god, the pain made me forget about why I had fallen. I moved my head trying to get Jasper's hands off me but he just held it more tightly in his grip.

"Shhh, it's okay. Please try not to move honey. He needed to be punished for trying ... ... I will not punish you for his actions." I relaxed at his words. It was as if he could read my mind. He probably guessed that was one of the reasons why I ran. I didn't want to be punished like that but also if I was then it meant that Master believed Jacob over me and I couldn't deal with that.
I pictured Jacob's body all battered.

"To much." I gasped out.

"I'm sorry, I know, I just get a little crazy when it comes to your safety." I couldn't fight the darkness any more and closed my eyes.

JasperPOV

As I reached the top of the stairs and looked down at Bella lying at the bottom I felt as if my world had come down around me. As I ran towards her I noticed her foot was at an odd angle and that when she tried to move pain shot through her body making her cry out. She was conscious which was the main thing. I knelt beside her and tried to get her to stay awake. If she had banged her head I didn't want her to pass out but in the end the pain was to much and she slipped into unconsciousness.

"Sir, what if she tells the hospital that she was kidnapped?" James had bent down next to me.

"She won't, she loves me."

"Even after seeing you beat someone?" James had a point.

"Okay I will never leave her side. Call Carlisle and make sure he is at the hospital when we get there. He knows a bit about how Bella came to be here."

"Yes sir." James went to make the phone call as Sam came back with two paramedics.

BPOV

Beep, Beep, Beep God what is that noise? I wish someone would turn it off. I lifted my hand, trying to get something off my face when warm hands stopped me.

"No honey, keep it on for now." I slowly opened my eyes to see that I was in a bland room, in a bed with a heart monitor and I.V drip attached to me. By the way the place smelled I must have been in hospital. Master was sat next to me, still holding my hand.

"Hello darlin." He smoothed my hair away from my face, careful not to knock the tubs coming out of my nose. Relief evident on his face.

"How long have I been here?" As I studied him I noticed he looked tired and his clothes crumpled.

"Just a day but it has been the longest day of my life." I tried to move but pain from my foot stopped me and I looked questioningly at Jasper.

"How bad is it?" As I spoke Jasper pressed a button next to my bed.

"You have broken a bone in your foot, a nasty sprained ankle, a bump on the head and you are going to be a bit black and blue. They have done more tests on you but they assure me that there is nothing deathly wrong." I looked down to see a cast on my foot.

"Why would you bring me to hospital, I might tell someone I was kidnapped." I knew that I wouldn't because I loved him but I wanted to know why he would risk it. He leaned down and lightly kissed me on the lips.

"Because I couldn't risk losing you. Even if you tell someone and I get locked up at least I know you would be fine."
"I love you and I will never tell anyone."

"I love you too." The doctor came in forcing us to stop the conversation.

"Ah you're awake, good. How do you feel?" The doctor started to do a few basic tests and seemed happy with the reactions.

"My foot is killing me, I have a bit of a headache and stomach aches but apart from that fine."

"Let me get you some pain killers and then we need to have a little chat okay?" I nodded as he left to get the pain killers.

"Do you want me to go while he chats to you?" It looked as if the last thing he wanted to do was leave my side but it was sweet of him to offer.

"Stay, please?" Jasper kissed me on the forehead as the doctor came back and injected the medication.

"I'm afraid that I have some bad news so if you want me to tell you alone?"
"No, please let Ma... I mean Jasper stay." I held onto him to reinforce my point.

"Okay, well I'm sorry but because of the way you fell, your stomach got most of the impact on the way down, your baby didn't survive. When you arrived at the hospital and the tests were done you had already miscarried, there was nothing we could do. I am so sorry. If you want to ask me anything or speak to the hospital specialists I can have that arranged." I felt the colour drain from my face. Pregnant? I was pregnant? I looked at Jasper to see that he was finding it hard to understand.

"I was pregnant?" I whispered.

"How far gone was she?" Jasper seemed to be struggling.

"About three months, I'm assuming that you didn't know?" Both men turned to me.

"I didn't know, I thought my periods stopped because of all the stress I was under. It's happened before." I started to shake, I had a little person inside of me and I didn't even know? They must have been conceived when me and Jasper had sex for the first time because all the other times I had been taking the pill and three months would be about right. I didn't realise that I was crying until Jasper climbed on the bed and held me against him.

"Shhh, it's okay. Everything is going to be okay." He sounded shaken by the news.

"I will leave you to process the information but if you have any questions ask a nurse to come get me. Also, you are being discharged today Bella so you can recuperate at home as I have been assured that a nurse will be hired to look after you. Also now that you are awake the I.V. can be taken out but please remember to drink loads of fluids." I didn't answer as he left the room.

"I am going to kill Jacob." As I looked up into Master's face I shrank away from him. He had pure hatred on his face. He looked down at me and his face softened, pulling me back towards him.

"I don't blame you my love. God, a child. I could have been a dad to your child." His voice was soft and full of wonder.

"You would have wanted it?" Tears were still running down my face but I ignored them, I felt hollow inside.
"Of course I would you silly girl. Anything from you is a gift from the god's for me but it doesn't matter now. All that matters is we get through this together and you get better." I felt as if I had failed him somehow. If I hadn't run from him none of this would have happened. Did I really want a child though? The idea of carrying Master's baby made me feel as if I were truly his forever but then I knew deep down that we weren't ready for one yet. Irrational thoughts started going through my head. I took a deep breath, if I didn't voice them now I never would and it would eat away at me.

"Do you still want me now that someone else has ... ... touched me and after I lost your baby because I panicked. I ran from the one person who has always tried to keep me safe and made me feel loved. Well except the kidnapping but I understand why you did it now." I had stopped crying as I had nothing left but I needed to know if he wanted me still. If he did I think I could get through this. Master lifted my chin so that we were looking into each other's faces.

"I will always want you, need you. I feel the same. After two months I can breathe again and the whole in my heart is gone when you are around. I felt my world come crashing down around me when I saw you at the bottom of those stairs. I don't blame you for running I must have scared you. Where were you going to run too?"
"Your office, probably hide in there until I got my head straight." He looked relieved that I didn't plan to run out the house and away from him.

"You are my everything. You have been through so much the last day or two. I wish I could erase your memory but you do understand that he had to be punished for what he tried to do?"

"Yes, but not to that extent. Is he still chained to the wall?" Oh god, please don't let him still be chained to the wall.

"No, I got James to let him down a while ago and got Sam to look after him. He will be in pain for a while which will remind him never to do it again. And as you have probably guessed I go a bit overboard when it comes to your safety." He lightly kissed me on the lips. I reached up and yanked the tubs off my face before he could protest.

"Too much has happened in the last 24 hours. I don't know if I can cope with any more. I need to be close to you." I explained when he was about to take them off me and probably back in place. With the tubs gone we could deepen the kiss and we didn't stop until the doctor came back.

"Is there any questions? Would you like me to give you contact information of some people who could help you through it?"

"No thank you Carlisle. I think we just need each other at the moment. We will get through it together. Besides, it is a shock but as we didn't know until today it isn't as bad as if we had known three months ago." Carlisle nodded.

"I will get your paperwork ready as I assume you want to get her back home before anyone asks her any questions." I looked at Master. This guy knew that he kidnapped me and he didn't even try to help me escape. I didn't want to but still. Master must have saw understanding light my eyes.

"I will sign for everything in a minute and then we will go." He spoke to Carlisle but didn't take his eyes off me.

"Sugar, I was worried that you wouldn't want to be with me when you woke up so I ask a friend to treat you. I can't lose you." Carlisle silently left the room.
"So even if I didn't want to be with you, you would force me too?"

"No, I would make sure you were better and let you go on the understanding that you didn't go to the police. Seeing you lying on the floor made me change inside." He stroked my cheek "I would always be there when you needed me though, always. I would never be too far, hell I don't even know if I could stand to be away from you for long. I might have had to go back on it." I leaned into his touch as a nurse came in to take out the drip and take off the heart monitor.

"I love you so much." He whispered as he backed away so the nurse could do her thing. I smiled up at him, not paying attention to the nurse. It made me feel warm inside at his admission. A little part of me was still worried that he would punish me but I quietened it easily, the injures would have been enough if he truly was going to punish me.

"Usually we make people wait at least 24 hours before discharging someone but the doctor was insistent." The nurse looked curiously at us.

"I have a personal doctor on call at home and we would both rather be at home than here. Could you show me where the papers are that I have to sign?" Jasper ushered the nurse out leaving me alone. What a couple of days.

After I was given a prescription for pain killers we were allowed to leave. The problem was that Master refused to let any male near me so he ended up carrying me through the hospital and out the door, into a sleek black car.

He placed me into the seat next to him carefully and took my hand so we still had some kind of contact.

"How are you feeling Bella?" Sam was driving but he kept on looking at me in the mirror.

"I'll be fine. I just need to rest and get my head straight." He nodded in the mirror.

"Sugar, are you okay with going back to the house? Living with a bunch of guys? I can't get rid of Jacob so he will still be in the house just not allowed near you. After what you've been through I would understand if you would want to live in the other house in the grounds." Wow, he had another house in the grounds? I could feel Master and Sam's eyes on me while I thought.

"I need to be close to you right now so I will stay where I am. Besides you will keep me safe." I leaned against Master's shoulder and fell asleep.

I woke when Master was getting me out of the car. He nuzzled my neck when he noticed I was awake. He walked in, up the stairs and stopped outside my room.

"No, I want to be in your bed." He smiled and carried on to the next door. He laid me down on the bed and was just about to turn around when I grabbed his hand.

"Please, I need you so much."

"You need to rest darlin"
"No I need you inside me. I need to feel all of you before I go mad." Master lifted my hand to kiss it and got a mobile out of his pocket.

"Laurent, please bring some soup up for Bella."

"Yes sir."

"When you have eaten all of it we will talk." He said it in such a firm voice that I didn't dare to argue. He helped me into a sitting position.

"Would you like me to help change you?" I hadn't realised that I was in a hospital gown until Mastr said. He waited for a nod before he got a nightie from underneath the pillow. The way he handled me was so gentle and loving, making sure that he didn't hurt me in any way. When the gown was off I could tell he was studying my body.

"Help me up." When he didn't respond immediately I started to get out of bed. His warm hands lightly rested on my shoulders.

"Bella you stay in bed or I will tie you to it."

"I will, I promise but I know you won't relax until you've seen all the damage." Jasper processed this for a while before helping me to my feet. Thanks to the painkillers I wasn't feeling anything but still had to lean on the bed to stay upright as I had to balance on one foot. Then his hands were on my body, exploring every inch of it. I flinched slightly as he accidentally brushed my nipple with his hand. As he continued his touches got more erotic and he started to use his mouth, kissing my breasts and stomach but not going near my nipples, he must have seen me flinch. I closed my eyes enjoying the feel of his mouth and hands. When his hand dipped between my legs, I panicked and fell on the bed, trying to get away from his hand.

"What's wrong?" Master joined me on the bed but didn't touch me.

"Sorry."

"Tell me what happened."

"I had my eyes closed, enjoying the feeling of your hands but when they went lower it made me remember... ..." Jasper stroked my face.

"Can you tell me?" I nodded, took a deep breath and continued.

"It made me remember Jacob. He ... ... pinched my nipple to make sure I was paying attention and he ... ... before he was taken off me he ... ... his hand" I took in a shaky breath " His hand went between my legs ... ... playing with me, that's when he bit me just before his fingers slipped into ... ... " I couldn't continue, I wanted to hide my body and curl up in a ball but before I could Master had sat me up, placed a nightie back on me and sat me against the headboard with the duvet around me. I could tell that he was trying to hide his anger from me.

"Don't punish him more." Jasper looked to the door and then sat next to me.

"I won't but I think maybe we should go slow. Maybe in a couple of days we could try it again but with you having your eyes open?"

"Might work. I'm so desperate to have you close but now I'm worried that there's something wrong in my head." Laurent walked in with the soup and left without saying a word or looking at me. I frowned, why would he ignore me.

"It's because he doesn't want to scare you and the only way he could probably think of was to ignore you. Also, there is nothing wrong with that gorgeous head of yours. You've been through a lot and in time we will be up to mischief." He wiggled his eyebrows like a cartoon villain making me laugh. Master took the soup and started to feed it to me.

"You know I can feed myself?"
"Yes, but I want to do it." I didn't argue, it was nice having someone looking after me again.