Today was the day I had dreaded for a while now, the day the boys and Caitlin were going on tour. I had to stay behind with Jordan because her doctor said it wasn't a good idea for her to go on tour and she needs someone to take care of her and the baby. We arrived at the place where the tour buses were waiting and got out.

"Well I suppose this is goodbye." I said, sadly. I hugged a tearful Caitlin.

"You should be going with us! This is your dream too!" She said.

"I know." I said. Carlos and James grabbed me next.

"We're going to miss you so much; you really should be out here with us living your dream." James said.

"I'm gonna miss you guys too!" I said, hugging them again. I walked over to Logan next, who pulled me into a hug.

"I know these three months are gonna be hard on you, but I know you'll make it. I know that your relationship with Kendall will make it. I'm gonna miss you so much Rose!" He said, hugging me tighter.

"I'm gonna miss you so much too, but you need to be living your dream, whether I'm here or not! Fix things with Cait, and tell her how you really feel." I said, letting go of him. I found Kendall leaned up against my car. I felt the tears spring to my eyes. He pulled me close to him.

"I love you so much, and I'm going to miss you terribly." He said, hugging me.

"We're gonna make it, I know it. I love you, and I'm gonna miss you, but this is your dream. You are going to be so amazing out there." I said, looking up at him. Logan came over.

"It's time to go." He said sadly. I nodded. I kissed Kendall and got into my car. I felt more tears as I made my way home. I went straight into my room and Jordan came in.

"You wanna talk about it?" She asked. I shook my head. That would just make me cry more.

"You want ice cream?" She asked. I nodded and she grabbed 2 pints out of the freezer and we sat down to watch the pretty little liars marathon.

"I'm pathetic." I stated, smiling. I shoved another spoonful of ice cream in my mouth.

"No you're not! You're just sad that he isn't here. Where's their first stop anyways?" She asked. Come to think of it, I didn't know.

"Lemme check!" I said, running to grab my laptop. I pulled up the tour dates and about died. Jordan noticed my face and instantly knew.

"Vegas?" She asked. I nodded.

"MY RELATIONSHIP IS SCREWED!" I shouted, face down in the couch.

"No it isn't! Honey, that boy loves you to pieces, no tanned, skinny whore is gonna change that!" She said. I sat up and grabbed my phone to call Logan. He answered on the 1st ring.

"Hey-" I cut him off. "YOU DIDN'T TELL ME THE FIRST STOP WAS VEGAS!" I shouted into the phone. I hung up after that. I got a text from Demi, she was having the first party of 2012.

"There's a party tonight, and I wanna go…you gonna be okay?" I asked.

"Are you gonna get drunk out the ass?" She asked me. I rolled my eyes. I'm depressed, but not that depressed.

"No. I'm not legal, obviously. I take it that I'm allowed to go, so I shall go get ready." I said, getting up. Jordan followed me. I looked back at her.

"What? I wanna go too. Sterling is gonna be there, he just texted me." She said. I sighed and continued to make my way to my room to get ready. She's pregnant and she wants to party, typical. My phone rang and I picked it up.

"Hello gorgeous." I heard the voice on the other line say. I rolled my eyes.

"Nick, how in the hell did you get my phone number?" I asked, annoyed.

"I have my ways, just wanted to say sorry for the last time we saw each other. And just to let you know I will be at the party tonight." He said, sounding sincere with his apology.

"I forgive you. See you later, I guess." I said, hanging up. I sighed and threw on my outfit. Skinny jeans, white Hollister top and leather jacket. Perfect party attire.

"JORDAN, YOU READY?" I shouted.

"LEHHHGO!" She said, walking into the living room. She wasn't showing yet, lucky for her. We got into the car and headed out to the party. My phone beeped indicating a text.

Ken: You mad?

Me: And what exactly would I be mad about?

Ken: Vegas, and the fact that I didn't tell you that we would be here performing.

Me: I'm not mad, well not anymore. I trust you, and I know I have nothing to worry about. Oh, and I'm on my way to Demi's party.

Ken: Please, please don't get drunk.

Me: Not planning on it, I'm not legal, plus I only got drunk once and that was because Nick forced me to drink, wasn't my decision.

Ken: Well be safe, Love you. 3

Me: Will do, Love you too. 3

I put my phone in my back pocket and got out of the car. I fixed my hair and made my way into the party. As I partied, I thought more and more about Vegas, knowing that since the concert wasn't for two days, they would probably go out to a club and get drunk.

"I'm leaving, are you coming with or is Sterling taking you home?" I asked Jordan.

"Sterling's takin me and I'll stay over at his place." She said. I nodded and headed home. I walked into my room and changed into my victoria's secret pink crew neck sweater and some sweat pants. I took off my makeup and threw my hair up and laid on the couch. My phone rang. I looked at the clock. 3 am.

"Shit." I muttered, picking up my phone. "Hello?" I answered tiredly.

"I made a mistake." The voice on the other end said.