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Chapter 14

December, 15th

I think my favorite place is my garden. I have a lot of good memories with my sister in my garden. You know maybe you could show me this house in the mountains one day. I am not really a brand fan. I surely have some brand clothes in my closet, but I don't keep track to be honest. If I would have to choose it would probably Hilfiger. I am looking at everybody's shoes now, trying to finding someone wearing Vans. My favorite smell? Fresh baked cookies and rain. Separately of course. I have to agree with you about the natural smell of people. I hate those chemical, fake vanilla strawberry perfume thingies. Probably one of the reasons I am attracted to men not to women. I know you don't want to hear it, but I am desperate to meet you. Please let us meet. ~Logan

I looked downwards at my black vans.

'Shit.'

I laid the white rose into his locker and shredded the note I wrote and then I made a new one.

Absolutely not. That is out of question.

December, 17th

»Kendall, why did you stop giving Logan the notes and the flowers? «, Carlos asked me when he visited after school.

»he is distraught. «

»That is exactly the point, Carlos! He is getting too emotional attached. As I am. He practically begged to meet me. And what would have happened if we would meet? He would be more hurt than he will, when I break the contact. «

Carlos sighed.

»I get your point. But I still don't think this is the best solution. «

»This is the only solution! I should have never agreed to do that…«, I murmured.

Carlos sighed again.

»You still playing at the Christmas party of James mom's company? «

I nodded.

»Don't you dare to bring Logan! «

He smiled sheepishly.

»I would never do that. «

»Why do I not believe you? «

~Time Skip~

Logan's POV

»Carlos, I don't know why you are dragging me with you here? «

He insisted on dragging me to some Christmas party of Diamond Cosmetics, the company of James mom.

»Because otherwise it would be terribly boring for me. «

»YOu have James. «

Carlos rolled his eyes.

»His mom will force him to stay at her arm the whole time. And she will present him like some well-trained pet. «

He sounded actually disgusted.

»I assume you don't like James mother? «

He snorted.

»No. I don't. She actually hates me. I think it is because I am Latino. She doesn't even know James and I are dating. She is always pestering him about getting a girlfriend. I assume she wants him to get an heir or something. «

»She sounds horrible. «

Carlos chuckled. When a guitar started to play, his eyes started to sparkle.

»The music act starts. That is always fun. «

He dragged me to some small stage.

»Is that Knight? «, I asked disbelieving.

»Yes. And before you start. He doesn't even know you are here. You don't have to interact and he is an amazing musician. «

Knight started to sing and unfortunately Carlos was right. He had an awesome voice. That was the moment when I recognized the song.

I would have traded my presents

To see you under the tree

But you're cooler than a snowman's heart on Christmas Eve

I keep trying to find a way

To show you what you mean to me

But I know you're not gonna let me off so easily

It's over your head and I don't know how

Every time you turn around

The mistletoe green, you know what it means

And I'm standing here, so let's push pause on the talking
I'll make the rules, but it's just our luck
Hurry up and kiss me, while we can blame it on the mistletoeYou could hang up your stocking,

By the fire with mine

So maybe Santa Clause could make one last stop tonight

I keep trying to find a way

To show you what you mean to me

But I know you're not gonna let me off so easily

It's over your head and I don't know how

Every time you turn around

The mistletoe green, you know what it means

And I'm standing here, so let's push pause on the talking

I'll make the rules but it's just our luck

Hurry up and kiss me while we can blame it on the mistletoe

It's over your head and I don't know how

Every time you turn around

The mistletoe green, you know what it means

'I know that song. The notes were full of them. Wait…Is he wearing Vans? And a green jumper? This are two favorite things of my secret admirer. Oh my god I am so stupid. Why didn't I see it earlier? He wrote he has a sister and two best friends, who are like brothers to him! That are Katie and James and Carlos! And of course he didn't want me to meet him! He TOLD me it would end bad. And now that I am thinking about it…He is in my AP Biology class. If Carlos and James were in this, I am going to kill them! '

When Knight ended a few songs and went to get some refreshments, I saw my chance. I ditched Carlos, who called after me:

»Logan, where are you going? «

I ignored him and focused on Knight. James stepped into my way.

»Logan, listen…«

I pushed him out of the way.

»KNIGHT! «

The blonde dirtbag turned around and looked quite shocked.

»What are you doing here? «

His face darkened.

»I will kill Carlos. «

To my surprise, he sounded sincere.

»Listen, Logan…«

I shut him up, with a slap into the face. He looked shocked at me and held his cheek.

»Why? «, I asked angrily.

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This will be the last update in 2014. See you all next year.

I also posted a Kames One-Shot. Please read it if you are a Kames fan and tell me how I did, because I never did that before.