AN: Okay I am so sorry for not updating this sooner this chapter have been ready for awhile and I wanted to have more of the story ready before posting. Honestly I wanted to have the whole story finished but that isn't the case. I am writing on the other chapters as you read this.

All I can tell you I that chapter 15 and 16 are ready and some parts of the two last chapters are also in progress at the moment.

Disclaimer: don't own SoN but that I think that you already know. And the song is När hela värdlen står utanför (when the whole world is on the outside) with the group Jumper it's a song in Swedish and I have tried to translate it but I'm not sure if it's a good translation.

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Chapter 14: When the whole world is on the outside

Who am I going to play? (Vem ska jag spela?)

Who am I pretending to be? (Vem ska jag låtsas att jag är?)

What shall I say (Vad ska jag säga?)

What are you going to think about the one I am?(Vad kommer du tycka om den jag är?)

Who am I going to play?(Vem ska jag spela?)

Who am I pretending to be? (Vem ska jag låtsas att jag är?)

What shall I say (Vad ska jag säga?)

What are you going to think about the one I am?(Vad kommer du tycka om den jag är?)

When the whole world are on the otherside (När hela världen står utanför)

Who am I going to play (Vem ska jag spela då?)

Would you understand? (would you understand) (Kommer du förstå? (kommer du förstå?))

When the whole world is on the other side (När hela världen står utanför)

Who am I to you then (Vem är jag för dej då?)

Would you understand (Kommer du förstå?)

What I say (Vad jag säger då?)

Today was the day that Spencer was going to leave the hospital and be able to go home. This was something that everyone was looking forward to.

But mostly Spencer she was really missing her own room and bed but that wasn't something that she was going to admit anytime soon. If there were one thing that she was afraid of right now besides the fact that she didn't know if the police had gotten Jen in to custody or even had had her in for interrogation, she was afraid of what that girl might do if she found out that Spencer had been relished from the hospital. That stunt that that girl had pulled in the hospital room had taken a bad turn for Spencer. She had gone back in her recovery a bit otherwise she would have been home already but Spencer hadn't told anyone about that. Not even after Madison and Ashley had told her about their run in with Jen on the street and they had told her everything. Not everything they had kind of tried to not tell her about the physical interaction between Ashley and Jen. Spencer had know that it had happened and that Ashley just had walked up to Jen and punched her in the face after she had found out that it was Jen, or that was what Jen had told her. When Spencer had seen Ashleys' hand she had asked even though she knew what had happened, she wanted her friends version of the run in. And they had told her.

Ashley was afraid of one thing now that Spencer was being relished from the hospital, all the paparazzis that was going to follow her around, all thou they didn't know what Spencer looked like but they knew what her friends and family looked like so it wouldn't take that long to figure out for them who Spencer was and when that happens she won't be able to go anywhere. And all the speculations that already were out there would just get worse and that was something that Ashley didn't want to happen to Spencer. Spencer had already been through so much and Ashley didn't want to put any more stress to her than she already was under.

Spencer was leaving the hospital they had all agreed on that Ashley wouldn't be there in that way it might not be as many paparazzis in their way and following them home. Later that same day Ashley would stop by the Carlin resident so that they all could talk and eat and have a good time. Ashley had an idea about what she wanted to do.

And as the Carlins were leaving the hospital they were walking pretty slowly, Arthur had parked the car just outside the back entry so that they wouldn't be going out the main entry and of course so that Spencer wouldn't need to walk to the car or at least not that long walk. And as the Carlin family left the hospital there were some photographers that toke some photos but they didn't get that good shots of Spencer at the moment but there was just a question of time before that would happen.

Later that same night

All of the Carlins were finally at the house and Arthur and Glenn were working on the barbeque that they were going to have Spencer were inside half laying on the sofa and watching some TV show but she wasn't paying any attention to it. Paula on the other hand was in the kitchen preparing some salad and other things for the barbeque.

Ashley had told them that she was coming by to have dinner with them, and she had told them that she might bring Kyla with her. That would mean that they were going to have a minor reunion. There were some plans that there might be a bigger one when Spencer was feeling up to that, if she ever would feel anything like that.

Ashley was standing outside the Carlins front door and she had Kyla with her. Kyla hadn't been to the hospital to visit Spencer that was something that she couldn't do, but she knew how Spencer had been feeling and what had happened. During the ride to the Carlin family they had been lucky not to be followed by any paparazzis that would have really been big trouble in many ways one of the biggest would be that they would knew where Spencer was living.

They just walked in through the door that was something that Ashley always did when she knew that they were expecting her and she didn't' want to bother them at the moment.

"Hey is there anyone in here?" Ashley yelled when she entered through the door. And on cue Paula walked out from the kitchen.

"Hello Ashley. Oh, hi Kyla I didn't see you at first." Paula said.

"What can I say; I'm kind of hard to see when my dear sister is with me." Kyla said and they knew that she just meant it as a joke. Ashley just rolled her eyes.

"Okay, Arthur is in the yard with Glen and they are trying to get along so that they can begin to barbeque and Spencer is on the sofa. So it's just up to the two of you what you want to do?"

"Great, is Madison coming?" Ashley asked.

"I think so but she was running a bit late." Paula answered her.

"Good, good, I need to talk to her." Ashley said.

"So Kyla how have you been?"

"I can't complain. I mean it could be better but it could be worse. And how are you feeling? It must be great to have Spencer back home."

"I'm okay and it feels great that she has been able to leave the hospital but she has to take it easy for awhile. How come that you never were at the hospital?"

"I didn't want to intrude and get even more attention to the whole situation. I think that it was enough to have one of the Davies sisters running around there." Kyla said.

"What do you mean Kyla? You wouldn't have intruded and I'm quite positive that Spencer would have liked to see you." Paula told the younger brunette.

"I think that it's true Ky." Ashley said to her sister.

"Okay, but I know how much trouble you had with the paps there when it was just Ash and then think about what had happened if they saw that I was there too."

"Let's not talk about that now and you can go and talk to Spencer now and then Ashley can help me in the kitchen."

"Sure Mrs. C." Kyla said. And with that they all went there ways, Kyla went to the living room so that she could talk to Spencer and Ashley and Paula went in to the kitchen and so that they could get the plates and some other things so that they could set the table.

"So how has everything been with you Kyla?" Spencer asked.

"It's been pretty good and how has things been with you."

"Well apart from this little misunderstanding with this girl that landed me at the hospital pretty good."

"Misunderstanding? Spencer from what I have heard that is far from the truth."

"Okay so that might be the case but I don't want to talk about that, let me hear something about you. I need some good gossip."

"Nothing big, I kind of have been trying to keep a low profile and not be out so much and concentrate on getting my degree, I been going to college."

"That is good so what is it that you are studying? Ashley didn't say anything about that. And is there some boy in your life?"

"First of I'm studying psychology and there is no one in my life, but there is this cute boy that I kind of have a crush on."

"Oh, tell me I need something good, as you know I don't have that much of a life."

"Okay, Spence but no one knows about this and I mean no one. So don't blab about this, I want to tell Ashley myself."

"I promise, scouts honor." Spencer said and held up two fingers to show that she meant it.

"I believe you. So I kind of met this guy at one of my classes. And after we kind of got to get some coffee and then we started to talk and got to know each other."

"That sounds nice so when are you going to ask him out?"

"I'm not doing that."

"Why, come on I know that you want to go out with him so take a chance."

"Okay I can say this much I will ask him for a coffee and then we will see."

"Fine, that is a start but I need to hear more about this later."

"I promise that I will tell you about it."

"Good and after that coffee you will ask him on a date."

"Spence, no." Kyla said and looked a bit sad and then she got an idea. "I know, I will ask him out on a date when you ask Ashley out on one."

"Kyla, no, no, no. That is a no-no. I don't want to lose our friendship and I don't want to rush things we are getting to know each other again."

"There you go Spencer, but I know that you want to go out with her."

"that might be true but as I said I don't want to rush anything and asking her that would put so much more pressure that we don't need on us."

"I know what you mean and there for I don't want to push this thing that might be something with this boy."

"Okay I understand but give me a name." Spencer whined."

"What do you mean; I didn't give you a name?"

"No Kyla, you didn't." Spencer said and pouted just a bit she didn't want to over use that.

"Fine, his name is Kevin."

"Good, good so that means that you and Kevin are going to have coffee soon."

"Yes."

"Great so just one more question. Aiden what happened to him, last time I really talked to any of you the two of you were happy, like really happy."

"Let's not talk about that part of my life but all I can say is that I this girl might run in to him if she gets to the place that she deserves."

"Oh, talking about Jen I see." Spencer said with disgust.

"Well, yes who else would I be talking about."

"But you do know that male and female prisoners don't sit in the same prisons."

"Okay I know that I was more thinking of the place that you say that will freeze over; you know where it's really hot."

"Oh, so are talking about hell."

"Yeah that but the first apart about jail can be a bit right all I know is that he got caught up in some things that weren't that smart to be involved with."

"That somehow sounds a bit like him. So that means that he is in jail or what?"

"As far as I know he is there and won't get out any time soon. Thank god."

"Kyla! Spencer! Everything is done so you can come and eat with us." Glenn yelled at them from the outside.

"So that must mean that we might talk a bit later about all of this." Spencer said, "But now I think that we can go and eat." And they all sat at a table outside at the table and talked to each other and tried to hold the conversation pretty light just so that it wouldn't come up with anything heavy for them to handle this was just about having a bit of fun and getting to know each other again, to know who they are today and not who they were seven years ago.

"Spencer I was just wondering if you have had any problems with photographers today?" Ashley asked, she had tried to be outside today and being in public so that they would focus on her and not Spencer.

"Today wasn't that bad there were some when we left the hospital but that was about it, they didn't fallow us or anything like that but I don't really know how it will be later."

"I understand what you are saying, I hope that it won't be that much of a bother and if it's let me know and I will see what I can do." Ashley said as she looked at Spencer and then on the others around the table just so that they knew that it also applied to them to.

"Thanks a lot for that, we will really appreciate that and you can count on that you will be contacted, in the future about all of this and you are always welcome here if you need to get away from them to." Arthur said to Ashley and when she looked at him she could see that he meant it.

A few hours later it was time for Ashley and Kyla to leave. It had been quiet a day for them all. This day couldn't have ended on a better note then that they both knew that they had begun to build up their old friendships with the Carlins, the whole family and the best thing for them both was that Spencer finally was home and that everything seemed to be fine or on the way at least.

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