Hey! It's been a while hasn't it? I'm sorry for how longs its been...
But hey, guess what! We're finally getting to the drama! I decided to add some drama because i wanted to wrap this story up. But i have some stuff i need to tell you.
First of all, the next few chapters are not just going to be set as letters, they are actually going to be little scenes. Also there will be mentions of self harm (I wanted to mention that jut in case it triggers anyone) and language.
Also check out my other story Mr and Mrs Akabane! I'm updating it soon!
Dear Karma,
It's been a while since I've written to you. Its hard for me to pick up the pen and place it on paper, I guess I don't have the will...
Lately I've been hanging out with Kayano more than you, you don't seem to care anyway... You spend more time with Rio now. Sure you do talk to me but it doesn't feel the same anymore. Ever since the exams you've been more distanced and distracted, it kinda hurts. But honestly I just feel empty when I think about you. I tried my best to talk to you during the term break and I even had the courage to ask you to meet up!
We said that we would plan the meet up in the morning seeing as it was quite late, you agreed and said that you would message tomorrow and said you were excited.
My mother was at work the whole day so I was alone, I chatted with Kayano for a bit online and it was fun! We made jokes and laughed, until she had to leave. After that I waited for you to text me, you didn't reply at all.
I was really worried and messaged you so much! I tried on so many apps, I texted you, I called you, I was so worried... I thought you had done something crazy and got yourself injured in a fight. I didn't hear from you at all that day...
I spent half the night texting you and Kayano until you answered, I even asked the group chat about where you were...
Some seemed worried for you, except Teresaka and his friends, they didn't care. I didn't sleep well that night, actually I haven't slept well ever since.
You messaged me the day we were meant to meet... actually you messaged me the night we were meant to meet, 12 hours after we were meant to meet.
20:46PM
Nagisa: Thanks.
Karma: Hey sorry plz don't say that...
Nagisa: Say what..
Karma: That I hurt your feelings...
Nagisa: So what was it this time?
Karma: I'm round Rio's...
Nagisa: Oh...
READ 21:17PM
Nagisa: Am I that worthless? I don't even get a reply?
21:53PM
Karma: I'm really sorry I should of replied quicker..
Nagisa: Doesn't matter. you have better things to worry about. I was just worried about you.
Karma: No I don't. I'm so sorry I really shouldn't of done that, I've realised that now, I'm so sorry Nagisa
READ 21:48PM
Karma:...Nagisa? plz talk to me...
READ 21:53PM
I didn't reply for a while... I just sat there feeling numb. That's when my eyesight grew blurry, i was home alone so i didn't have to worry about my mother. My eyesight grew blurry and my heart twisted, a strangled sound came out of my mouth, my throat tightening up painfully. That's when the tears started to fall.
Can't you see how hard I've tried? How much effort i put in? How come you hate me?
I...I've made my decision.
You've driven me too far...
You're nothing to me...
I might as well end it, I'll wait for it. I will end it all...
Your friend, Nagisa Shiota
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