"I am just afraid that I will take advantage of her again. I'm afraid that if I do, she going to hate me and never want me in her life again. I don't think that I can handle my life without Sonny in it, she is like the only person that really knows me." Chad told his therapist.
Chad had been seeing a therapist now for the last six weeks. Even though it was rough, Chad was finally able to stop the cutting and put his feelings in different things.
"Well, how long have you and Sonny had feelings for one another?"
"I guess it really started back when we first met one another. We've known each other for all most three years and we just know have told each other how we truly felt. It just was shown in the wrong way in my point."
"So, you're saying that you and Sonny know each other pretty well?" "Yeah. She's my best friend. I don't want to hurt her again. I'm just so afraid of being alone with her again. And I think that she is starting to notice that."
"Chad, have you and Sonny ever gone out on a date?" "No. I mean we have been out together but it was all ways out where loads of other people are."
"I want you to take Sonny some place where the two of you are all alone. No one else around. And I think that you will finally see what happened before won't happen again. Chad, if you love Sonny as much as I think you do, you are going to be fine. Can you do that?"
"Yeah. Thanks, Dr. Roberts." Chad said, walking out of the office.
Chad walked the short distances to his car, thinking about what he was supposed to do. It had been all most five months since the insistence had happened and him and Sonny still haven't been in the same room together alone. He guess that if he did love Sonny he would make sure that it wouldn't happen again, he just didn't have the confidence in himself to do it.
Finally taking a deep breath, Chad started the car and drove back to Condor Studios. Sonny had talked Chad into talking to Mr. Condor about letting him out during the day for his therapy. They didn't tell him about the rape, but just about Chad cutting and he agreed to it. Tell Chad to take all the time he needed to get help.
Finally getting back to Condor Studio's, he made his way down to Sonny and Tawni's dressing room.
"Hey Sonshine!" Chad greeting, popping his head in the doorway to find Sonny sitting on the couch, deep in thought.
"Hey Chad. Did you just get back?" Sonny said, as Chad took a seat next to her on the couch.
"Yeah." "Chad, I've been thinking. We never spend any alone time together. I feel like you're scared being alone with me." Sonny said, causing Chad to let out a chuckle.
"That's funny. Because that is the same thing that me and Dr. Roberts was talking about too. The truth is that I am afraid of being all alone with you. I'm afraid that I'll take advantage of you again." Chad said, looking down not able to look at Sonny in the eye.
"Chad. I thought we went over this all ready." Sonny said, lifting up Chad's chin so he could look her in the eye. "If I thought there was a millionth of a chance for that to happen again, I wouldn't be even talking to you." Sonny said, giving Chad a peck on the lips.
"I know. And that's what my therapist said, and you'll never guess what she wants me to do. She wants me to take you out on a date, just the two of us alone. So, what do you say?" Chad said.
Sonny didn't even say a word, all she did was tackled Chad on the couch capturing his lips with hers. After a few minutes, when breathing was becoming needed Sonny pulled away. "What does that tell ya?"
Chad just laughed. "I would take that as a yes." Chad said, sitting back up.
"Good!" Sonny said, smiling.
"Now, I got to go. I have some planning to do for our big date tonight. I'll be here at seven to pick you up." Chad said, pecking, Sonny on the cheek and walked out the door.
As Chad made it back to his dressing room, he smiled when he heard Sonny squeal loudly.
A/N: Yes, I know it's been 2 weeks since I last updated. It feels like a life time. But Molly said she wasn't going to talk to me again if I didn't update, so I took it was a good idea to update again. Seems like it was about time too. Tell me what you think of the new chapter! Danielle.