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I am in utter shock, plain, utter shock. I would love to say for that fact that thanks to arrival of my long time friend Sage Punk, I literally cried at her review for the last chapter ( I mean seriously, was I really that good) you made my freaking week that is all I could say, I mean seriously, waking up to a review like that was beyond words,

On a more important note ( not that that wasn't important enough : )) but I am not sure if I will give you an update on MINY, I am in a total writers block with it, I may finish it if I get some idea's for it. I mean I just wrote a lemon(apple?) ha!, for it and was surprised to only see a couple reviews for it. I mean dark Edward should pull in a little more people than that.

I know it is a little early to say this but; I may have a sequel for this, The Rebellion Years?, hmm maybe that sounds extremely cheesy, I will finish this and monster in new york, I just prefer to write this one as I have decided to blow your mind with another form of my thoughts.

I know I am rambling on, but this happens to go to another dear friend of mine: Explaintheunexpected : for giving me an idea on how to dramatized it up, you defiantly are getting major kudos for this turn of events.

Music choice at the top this time., feel free to look up and listen to these songs to get in the mood.

Waking up by 10 years

I felt my body push up against his, moving away. I felt my heart starting to beat faster; before I knew it I was running towards the alleyway, the sound that my feet made almost made me cringe they seemed so loud. The angel was gone from my own eyes.

Chapter 14

Coming Back to Reality

Edward's Pov;

My dream seemed like an unfit reality, my fingers lined the sheets of my own bed, the dream that I had seemed so vivid almost real with any self cause, I fluttered my eyes open, hoping that Carlisle would be down stairs.

I froze the moment that my eyes assessed the situation, this was not my room. No, this was His room. The dream had been real.

"Suck it, Slowly" his voice entered my head, and I felt my body twitch, the shock that ran through me was desperately hard to ignore. His black eyes fluttered in my brain, the ever constant glare of them was driving me mad.

I leaned up, noticing teeth marks, running down my stomach. I realized that I had been touched by another man. I knew that was what he was, and that I was falling in love with him. But I never really thought about the physical side of this. I laid back, feeling the cotton sheets collide around me as I let what happen dance around my head.

"Ah, you like it when I dirty talk don't you?"

Yes, ladies in gentlemen, that thought did receive a boner, I sighed slowly, the shock and idea's running through my head seemed to multi this feature, I realized with another painful shock, that I was in prospect of wanting more of it.

You seriously, want this?

The innocent thoughts ran through my mind, as I lay on the bed, staring at the ceiling of Carlisle's four poster bed.

Yes, and we want him to fuck us, wasn't that hot enough the way he controlled your body like that, wasn't it?

I stiffened another moan, as the monster in me was laughing. I was growing hard over my companion, who, happened to yet again be a man.

I felt my hand graze my thigh, before reality set another low blow towards my eyes, I realized that I was giving into the thought of this devilishly dirty Carlisle.

I suddenly felt the venom floating in my mouth, my hand's began to move into fists with the idea that I was doing such a wrongful deed.

Why, wrong?, do you want him here touching you instead, or perhaps you want his mouth; ghosting over your arousal.

"oh god" I managed to let out a steely breath, the monster in me was shaking with silent laughter. I saw Carlisle's exquisite smile run through my head, I felt my cheeks burn with another tinge of paleness.

I was still hard.

Touch yourself, you know that you want too.

The monster in me commanded with un loyal lust, I moaned as my hand ran down my stomach, the imagination of his hand doing this caused another moan to rise from my lips.

This unusual desire that was running through me, made me unable to stop thinking of him. I had touched myself only once before, when I had been fifteen, the neighborhood's sweet Jessica Michaels had been my next door neighbor.

I imagined her fucking me, that day. I didn't think about anything else at that moment, but now here I lay on the bed, with my hand laying on my own thigh, thinking about Him.

A vampire, my master, my maker.

Carlisle …

I wrapped my hand around myself, a growl arose from my chest, as I ran it down to the base of my hardening length, ever so slowly.

"Use you teeth"

This time the mixture of venom that pooled in the base of my throat, was left with another taste, this taste sweet, and made only of sugar. The taste of Carlisle's cum.

I moaned as my hand worked a little faster, thinking of taking him back in my mouth, caused the monster to purr in utter defeat.

I moved my hand faster, before the shocking words ran out of my lips and into the sweet smelling freesia air.

"Mmm, Carlisle…"

The monster in me was making me say this, but my dick grew even harder in my hand, as I moved faster down and up me, my eyes nearly going into the back of my head. My other hand was pressed against my mouth, letting me bite down, letting me hide the screams, so that he didn't hear me.

"My mouth on your cock, or my hand?"

Yes that was what he had asked me, I moaned a little louder, my teeth grazing the side of my fist, and I was lost in the feeling of what my hand was doing to think of anything else but his sweet melodic voice surrounding me.

"Ughh… Carlisle" I moaned, feeling myself extremely close to the breaking point.

I moved my hand faster, than I had ever seemed to a human's masterbatution 's speed of this. I was so close, I could feel my dick pulsating under the slick skin of my cold fingers running up and down.

Suddenly the thought of Carlisle's hand on my dick, drifted into my mind, like a bird flying into the window, I couldn't believe that I was doing this, and in his bed.

What would he say?

I moaned loudly, when another thought of his lips trailing down my thigh, and into the curls around my dick, I gave a guttural growl.

I screamed slowly, into my fist, as the venom rushed from me, and all over my stomach, and onto the bed sheets.

I sat there in utter shock, the monster in me purred with utter triumphant.

I desperately needed a shower….

I ran the towel through my messy hair, trying to dry before my hair curled, I hated when my hair curled, it made me look a spitting image of my father.

I moved the towel away from me, surprised at the person that I saw in the mirror, my eyes were a dark green, with a hint of gold around the iris's.

But the bruises that lay on my neck, almost made me jump, did Carlisle really seem that rough last night, I still wasn't quite sure if what really happened last night, but then I thought about waking up in his bed, well that about summed everything up for me.

I leaned up buttoning my shirt, well, actually it was one of Carlisle's tee-shirts, white with a cut velvet collar, but it perfect on me so I wasn't the one going to complain.

I dressed quickly, heading downstairs, waiting to meet that luscious smile of Carlisle's, maybe even a surprised blush or something like that.

That hit me like a wrecking bomb.

I was acting like a girl, a mediocre school girl, I was acting like a princess in one of the fairytales that mom used to read to my sister.

I groaned slowly, as I moved into the living room, expecting to see Carlisle there reading the morning post, same as he always did.

But no one was there

Carlisle.

I said in my mind, but I heard nothing, not even a small thought or whisper that he was anywhere in the house.

Maybe he was outside. I thought and with a whistle full smile I headed towards the back door of the kitchen, only to frown when he wasn't sitting on the back porch.

Suddenly out of the corner of my eye I saw an opened envelope on the floor, I picked it up with a sweet emotion, until my eyes read what was on the paper.

"Sorry to have disturbed you on your vacation but since the rise of the flu epidemic, we need you to come back to the hospital …" I read in my mind, suddenly the dawning truth seemed to rear it's shiny head.

He had left me.

I felt the monster in me growl with reality, that was why he must have been acting weird last night, before that incident, that's why I couldn't hear his thoughts.

He was blocking them from me.

I felt another tinge of anger, as my fingers ripped at the envelope, letting the paper fall onto the floor at my feet, the anger rising through me.

Then the sadness hit me like a wrecking ball.

He must not have trusted me,

I froze leaning against the counter, staring at my right hand in anger, I wondered if he knew that he was going to leave me, that he was going to go back to work without even a simple note, did he think that I would hate him.

Your angry at him now.

My mind jolted through the silence of the kitchen, I paused folding my arms, with some dissilience and control that I still managed to own.

Truth was I wasn't angry at the fact that he went back to work, every time that he had mentioned the hospital I saw the sudden spark of love float in his eyes.

I wasn't angry at him for going back to the hospital. There was only reason why I was angered, saddened and even distraught about.

He didn't tell me.

Suddenly, I heard a knock come furiously ushering from the front door, I wondered with a sudden joy of that being Carlisle, and I had to admit that I all but flew through the wall towards the mahogany glass door.

I smile slowly, reaching my hand towards the door knob, I opened it with such an urge that I thought I might break the door knob.

But there staring back at me, was not Carlisle, no this man was anything but the vampire that Carlisle, had been.

I looked into chocolate coal brown eyes.

"Hello Edward," the voice of my father rang through the hall.

A/n

Say that you won't kill me, did you like the morning wake up call, ha thanks to unexpected for that idea, I mean come on did you honestly think that little threat from a earlier chapter wouldn't come back to hunt you?

I am curious as to what you thought of the little LEMON ( Squirt?). At the beginning of the chapter, btw I gave Edward's down brown eyes, because his mother had the green eyes ( oh thoughts of Harry potter just rushed through my mind loll)

Please review with your thoughts, I am so desperate to know, your reviews are like feul to the fire, I mean just think of innocent Edward, doing that in your bed and let the creative reviews keep a flowing.

With love, hope, and reviews.

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Adieu : )