Hey all sorry its been SO long! I have just been stocked up to the brim with school and work and netball. Grade 11 smells (*pout)

STORY TIME!!

BPOV

"Bella, when did you and the mutt... Jacob get together?" Edward asked, hissing Jacob's name out unwillingly and with distaste. I glared at him while shoveling ice cream in my mouth, not bothering to honour him with an answer.

"And when did you get your powers? What are you? What has happened since we've been gone?" Alice shot out, adding in her queries which I'm sure Edward would have been thinking about if he weren't so occupied with the Jacob situation.

"Well," I started, swallowing the food that was in my mouth. I decided to just tell them everything I knew in as little time as possible so I could gleefully kick them out and go down to Jacob's. I wish Charlie would make an appearance. I haven't seen him in forever, and it would be so cool to see his reaction to the Cullen's now that he knows they're vampires.

"You see-" I was about to start explaining when Alice froze and got that look in her eyes that told you she was a million miles away. A vision.

"Don't start yet! The others are coming! Rosalie told them what I said I saw and also that she told Edward, so now they're all on their way down to see what's happening," Alice said in a rush. I wanted nothing more than to run and hide. I didn't want all the Cullen's here! It was bad enough having two! What would I do if I saw Emmett? Cry and fall into his arms? I've got to stay strong. They left me, all of them left. It's all of their fault. They didn't have to. They didn't want me any more. So I'm not going to bother them with my presence.

"I'm not staying here with everyone Alice. It's bad enough that you and Edward have intruded. I don't want everyone back. Just leave me the hell alone!" I shouted at her, slamming the ice cream and spoon on the table in front of me, leaving dents and splinters in the wood. I did not want to be put through this. They thought this was bad for them? They did the leaving! I'm the one who didn't have a say in it! And now they just want to waltz right back into my life? I think not.

"Bella, please. It would mean so much to everyone if you let them come by. They want to see you again," Alice pleaded, looking at me with her puppy dog eyes. It just made me feel angry that she thought that would work.

"Alice for the love of God! Are you serious? You think that it's my fault that you were all gone in the first place? That I'm a bad person for not letting them come within a ten foot radius of me? Are you forgetting who left in the first place? Who didn't have a say in anything that was happening? Are you out of your freaking mind?" I snapped at her. Both Alice and Edward flinched back from the venom in my voice. I still don't get why they even bother. Why can't they just go home? Maybe I should call the pack...

While I was thinking about what to do, I hadn't noticed Edward move, or any movement at all. So it came as a surprise when two cold hands suddenly held my face in between them and a face was about three inches from mine. Total invasion of space if you ask me.

"Bella..." Edward's breath fanned out across my face. I was momentarily stunned. It wasn't in a good way. It was more of a 'holy-crow-you're-all-up-in-my-face-suddenly' kind of stunned. I came to pretty damn quickly, though.

"Edward, if you have any common sense in that brain of yours, you will get out of my house, and take Alice with you. I really don't want to see your face ever again," I stated matter-of-factly, getting over the initial dazzlement. Freaking vampires.

"You don't mean that," he whispered, his voice cracking. I might have believed him if I didn't know him; if I didn't know what he really felt.

"I really, think I do," I stated between clenched teeth. My voice was hard and firm, adding more pain to his facial features.

He was just about to speak again when I stood up and punched him in the gut, sending him flying backwards. Without a backwards glance I marched over to the front door. This was the end. If they decided to play dirty, then so will I.

I wrenched the door open to a very shocked looking vampire family, and a very fidgety Charlie. I didn't stop as I marched out, pulled Charlie into my arms bridal style, and pushed off the ground, into the air. I had to get to La Push. Matters needed to be discussed.

There was a vampire family that needed to be sent back to the other side of the world.

EPOV (Back when Bella ripped the door open to find Edward standing there)

"Bella..." I breathed, not believing the site before my eyes.

I couldn't believe it. Bella was here; in front of me. After Rosalie called me, I felt like my world had crumbled. I felt as though my reason for living had been ripped out from under me. I knew it couldn't have been true. We left Bella alone; she couldn't be in any danger from vampires! I had to see for myself whether our leaving was for a purpose or not. I started running back, believing that Rosalie was telling lies. I called Alice, begging her to tell me the truth. As soon as I heard Bella's voice on the other side, I halted in my tracks, stunned at the beauty of it. Though her words were not those of the kind nature, I didn't care. I knew from that point on that I would not leave Bella again. After she hung up, I realized where I was standing; right outside her house. I walked up to the door quickly, but before I had a chance to knock, she opened the door. She was even more glorious then what I imagined her to be; her beautiful brown hair, her beautiful eyes... yet there were some changes. She was tan; a feet I never thought possible for her. She was taller, and also not as slender and fragile as she once was, having gained muscle. Not that I was complaining; she was still a Goddess; even more so now.

So now here I am, waiting for Bella to say something; anything, to give me permission to give her the biggest, most passionate sorry kiss of all time, to give her my mother's wedding ring, to apologize over and over until we were together again. I would not rest. Even if she was dating Mike Newton; I'd throw him over the ocean so that she would be with me.

After a few minutes of utter silence, Bella finally moved. Sighing, she looked up to the sky, holding her hands out in a 'why me' kind of way.

"What the hell?" she wailed. Sighing again, she pulled her head back up to look at me. Well... more like glare.

"What do you want now?" she growled at me, gritting her teeth. Ok, I could understand her hostility... but it still hurt. And also scared me slightly...

"Bella, please, can we talk?" I pleaded, trying to convey the sorrow I felt through my eyes. I knew I made the wrong decision. I shouldn't have left. I was trying to silently tell her how sorry I was. She wasn't letting up that easily though, it seemed.

"Um," she paused for about half a second before finishing her sarcastic reply. "I thought about it, and decided no." Smiling a fake sweet smile, she turned to look at Alice, who I just noticed was there, before turning back to me.

"Seeing as you people have decided to crash my place and not leave, I think I'll do the leaving," she mockingly saluted us with a roll of her eyes and... shot up into the air.

My reflexes kicked in and I was able to catch her before she got too far away, but I wasn't paying attention to my actions. Since when could Bella fly?

I pulled her back into me, slamming her pretty hard. I was afraid she had been hurt by the impact, but I couldn't really bring myself to ask, seeing as I was so caught up in the feeling of her being in my arms.

I stared down at her; I'm sure my eyes conveyed the emotions that were running through me. I was determined to make her stay and hear me out. I was so shocked at this new impossible that I just saw. And I was amazed that she hadn't pulled herself away from me yet.

"Bella, don't... fly away, please. I never should have left; look what happened to you! I - " I was cut off by my ranting by Bella. I blamed myself for her not being normal. I should never have interfered with her life! Maybe if I just had left her alone...

"Uh, Edward? I don't care for your excuses, and you aren't that special. You think your leaving did this to me? That me being with you somehow made this happen? Get off your high horse. This would have happened to me eventually. I am really not in the mood to talk to you, ok? Not now, not ever. Now let go," her snarl was so vicious I almost flinched. I would have if it had not been for the fact that I felt like I was suddenly floating. As I stared into her eyes, I felt like there was nothing I wanted to do more than let her go; make her happy. I immediately dropped my hands, stepping away, hoping that she would praise me, or tell me to do something else to make her happy. But all of a sudden I felt heavy again. I looked into Bella's eyes, trying to figure out what that was. Her eyes were showing all her emotions as they flitted passed, one by one. Confusion, realization and understanding, and then her face was covered by a proud little smirk.

She turned her back and started walking away. I panicked and called after her, hoping that she would turn even though it was highly unlikely.

"Bella! Please!" She stopped walking but didn't turn around for another minute. Our eyes met, and I felt that unbreakable feeling I felt whenever I was with Bella. I was just about to do more groveling when a feral snarl came from the direction of the forest. Bella looked over to see who it was but I didn't take my eyes off of her. I already knew it was Jacob Black from the thoughts that were shooting out threats and cuss words so fast that I was surprised he could form whole words. I was watching Bella's reaction closely, seeing if she was surprised by his wolfish appearance. She just seemed to be... relieved.

The thought made my heart sink fast. Even faster when she started to talk.

"Jake, don't worry. They were just leaving," Bella looked back at me with a dark satisfaction in her eyes and a sarcastic smirk slightly darkening her features. In one last attempt I silently pleaded her not to leave. I wanted to talk; get all our secrets out the way. We could still be together. Dammit, the more time I spent staring at her the more I wanted to beat myself up for causing this mess.

"He better be," sneered Jacob. I tried to ignore all the rude comments he was throwing my way, though it was hard as he was also giving me a play-by-play of a... well, a moment that was more intimate then any Bella and I had shared.

The snake of a man slithered his way over to Bella and wrapped her up in his arms. She finally broke her gaze from him and looked back at me. I didn't even want to know all the emotions that were easily visible on my face right now. She rolled her eyes after a minute of studying the emotions on my face. Was it really so wrong for me to feel this way? Like... like a jealous ex boyfriend?

"Jacob," I greeted coldly, not letting any of my emotions slip except for the hate that I was feeling towards him and myself right now.

"Leach," he sneered back. "And Leechette," he snarled at Alice, acknowledging her without taking his eyes off of me. My glare only intensified when Bella rolled her eyes slightly and hid a smile. She wasn't supposed to laugh at his jokes. She was supposed to laugh at mine.

"Well dog, Bella and I need to have a few words," I coldly responded. Bella rolled her eyes again, but this time not in a light-hearted manner.

"Jake, he isn't going to leave until we talk," Bella stated, finally realising that I wasn't giving up without fighting with every strategy I had. I looked over at Jacob's face and saw that he wasn't exactly happy with the way this day had turned out.

"I don't want you talking to him, Bells," Jacob said softly, in the voice of a lover. I could hear the angry edge in it towards me, but I didn't care at the time. He's not supposed to use that tone with her. Only I should be talking to her in that kind of voice. And that should be my cheek her hand is touching, and my face she should be smiling up at in reassurance. This boy had taken over my rightful place.

"Don't worry Jake. I'm a big girl now! I can take care of myself," she said in a mockingly cheerleader way, though the affection in her eyes was undeniable. I had to act fast if I wanted her in my life ever again.

He stared at her for a second and then sighed in defeat, knowing just as well as I did how stubborn Bella could be. He hugged her, causing me to curl my fists in anger.

"Ok, do you want me to leave or wait for you?" he asked, eyeing me up and down, throwing some nasty comments my way in his mind. I rolled my eyes at him and glared back.

"How about you go home, and once this is over I shall go to your house, cool?" she asked. My heart started to sink. Did she really have no faith in me? Did she believe that I would be gone after this confrontation? It was obvious that she thought that as she had just planned to go to his house after this was 'over'. I hoped I could change that.

I must have missed something as I was thinking, as the next thing I know Bella, who was walking towards me, was yanked back into a set of russet arms and was being kissed with more fervor than I had ever kissed her with. It broke my heart into pieces, and ground them up in the process when she responded enthusiastically to the kiss.

You had your chance and you blew it. She's moved on. She doesn't love you anymore. She's with me now.

Mine.

I missed the rest of the conversation between them as I was too wrapped up in the single word that burned me more than fire. The word that made me feel like I didn't have a reason for living any more. Because of that word, it made me realise something that I didn't want to realise.

Bella wasn't mine. She was Jacob's.

I was going to change that if it was the last thing I did.

IM SORRY ITS BEEN SO LONG! I HOPE THIS IS OK!! AND I HOPE YOU STILL ALL LOVE ME =S

Luv Mash =)