Disclaimer : I do not own Fifty Shades Trilogy. However, this story line is mine.

WARNING : THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS ADULT CONTEXT

I was walking straight to the biology lab when I heard someone calling my name.

"ANASTASIA STEELE!"

I turned around to see Jose and Kate coming towards me. Behind them was Elliot. He was the one who had said my name.

With putting up a forceful smile on my face, I headed towards them. "Hey Guys! What's up?"
"Hey yourself!" Kate snapped. "I have been calling you out since the English class and you just won't stop as you are so busy with your thoughts."

"Oh I am so sorry Kate. I really didn't hear you." I felt really guilty. Why was I shutting out the world for this stupid Christian-Grey-insecurity? As is sulking would help me!

"So how was your weekend?" It was then I think that I spotted Jose. Like finally realized he was there. How rude of me to avoid him!
"Uh, hi Jose. How do you do?" Jeez! Could it get any more awkward?

"Well, yeah hey Anastasia, uh, I mean Ana! I'm great. Thanks for asking though." He smiled sheepishly. In Yes, it could definitely get more awkward!

Kate seemed to notice our oh-so-awkward conversation. "Ana, it's almost time for the class." Then she turned to Jose and Elliot. "I guess, we'll see you both cafeteria. Bye!" She hugged Elliot and gave him a quick peck on his lips. WHAT THE FUCK! She turned away to leave but Elliot yanked her wrist so she crashed into him and kissed her. Very intimately. Jeez! Get a room.
I was shocked. My jaw practically almost hit the ground. I realized I was staring at them kissing. I flushed and quickly glanced away. My eyes landed on Jose who was also not very comfortable standing there. He was trying to look in every direction but Kate and Elliot.

"Uh, when did that happen?" I asked him, giving a quick glance towards them.
Jose seemed shocked. Why? Was it because I was talking to him? "It's been a few days. I'm surprised you didn't know. They have created quite a buzz!"

"Oh? Kate didn't tell me anything."I looked at Kate who was still a little busy. I could hear Kate's muffled giggling. I briefly wondered if other passing by were watching them too. Seemed like these guys didn't care, they were lost in themselves for a moment.

"That's news! Anastasia Rose Steele missed out a gossip and too about her best friend! Where are you these days?"

That made me giggle. "I have just been a little distracted lately." At that point, Elliot dropped his arms from Kate's waist and whispered something in her ear which made her blush furiously. So very un-Kate.

She took my hand and turned to walk away a little too hastily. She seemed quite dazed. We reached the hall of Biology Lab. By then, Kate seemed to have recovered her equilibrium. I decided it was time to ask her. "Why didn't you tell me?"

"Oh come-on Ana, You've already got so much on your mind. I thought maybe when you'll come to talk to me about it, I'll tell you then." I blinked at her response. That's not what I expected!

She looked over me and understood my wordless communication. "I know you. I could tell that you've again got some Grey problem but I didn't want to fish it out of you. I was just waiting when you're gonna tell me."

She left me speechless. Oh Kate I wish I could tell you. But wouldn't that be wrong? I mean who am I to reveal Leila's feeling to any one, be it my best friend! Leila had trusted me. And what would I tell Kate about Christian, anyway? I wasn't sure of anything right now.

We reached the lab and we headed towards out seats. Kate is partnered with Mia where as my partner… duh! As I headed for my seat I could see my lab partner waiting for me. Wait, what? Christian Grey sitting and waiting for me? He is never on time in Biology! He hates biology!

I walked over to our desk and settles beside him. "Hey" My voice was a little down than usual, but I hope he didn't notice it.

"Ana Where have you been? I called you so many times." His voice was mixture of concern and anger. I didn't know what to say so I just kept quiet.

"Are you okay? Have you been crying?" Damn it! How could he tell? Unwelcomed tears sprang in my eyes. I blinked them back. He was about to say something but the teacher came in and began the lecture.

The lecture droned on for the hour. I carefully made notes concentrating only on the teacher and not to this hot and sexy boyfriend of mine sitting next to me who is still not over his ex-girlfriend yet he says he loves me.
How do you know he isn't over her? What prove you have to confirm it? My sub consciousness sneered in.

I remembered the evening when I told him about Leila's confession. I found myself again on the urge to cry.

Maybe he really had to go somewhere. Have you thought of that! I wanted to think that, but it didn't make any sense. I realized I was over-thinking it so I decided to give him benefit of doubt.

After the lecture the teacher asked us about a trip to a university. It was an educational trip and mostly concentrated about the career options and foreign education. I was immediately interested in it so I gave my name in list of students wanting to go. Of course, Christian gave his name too when he saw me interested in it.

We walked together in silence to the cafeteria. Kate caught us up in midway and filled the awkward silence with her gossips. She told us about how and when she and Elliot started dating. It was nice to hear she finally found someone of her match. Elliot was sweet, kind, caring and uncomplicated unlike Christian. I was really happy for Kate.

"So Ana, what did you talk about with Jose today?" I felt Christian stiffen beside me just as I did. Damn it Kate! What game is she trying to play here? Does she think Christian would be jealous? I peeked a quick glance in his direction. He was walking normally, trying to look non-chalant but I could tell he was waiting for my reply too.

"I didn't talk to him at all Kate. Just asked him about you and Elliot. I guess you were too busy to notice it." I snapped and for once Kate remained silent. I looked at her and saw her blushing. Boy! She's got it bad huh?

We entered the cafeteria where Elliot and Mia were already waiting for us to join. Kate skipped towards the table and sat straight away into Elliot's welcoming lap. Oh God! What's wrong with them? I quickly looked away.

"So Ana," Christian began as we made our way to the food, "As we are going on that university, would you like to be my date on this stupid educational trip that you are damn interested in?"

My head jerked up to him. I could see glint of humor in his eyes but his rest of the face was into.. What? Hope?

"You need to ask about it from your girlfriend?" That didn't make any sense! Unless… maybe I wasn't his girlfriend anymore! Was that it?

"Uh yeah, because you've lately been down about something and you wouldn't tell me. It's alright though, I'm not gonna pressure you to tell me. You have your own privacy which I respect. But that wouldn't stop me from trying to cheer up my girl." He smiled his shy smile. I think my heart skipped a beat or two. Oh Christian! How can I be so stupid. What do I need? A neon sign flashing that you care for me. Ughh I can't believe my idiotic insecurities!

I finally smiled and told him, "Yes! Definitely." He hugged me hard in the middle of cafeteria. I just hope not many people notice it. Gah! Who was I kidding! Everyone looked in our way. No doubt we are gonna be the new buzz. I felt my cheeks boiling. He realized it too I think, and he knows am not very comfortable being in spotlight, so he let me go.

The next two days passed away normally, thank god, with no further complications or interruption of idiotic insecurities. Everywhere we went, all eyes zeroed at us. But I think it wasn't because of me and Christian, it was mostly because of the couple walking next to us Kate and Elliot. Kate suggested that all four of us should go out somewhere as in double-date sort of thing. I told her I needed to talk Christian about it. He wasn't very outgoing.

Later that evening, I went to meet an old friend, Ethan who was three blocks away from my home. He said he'd meet with one his most recent friend. I dressed into a short skirt with a tank top and a short leather jacket, because of the weather. My hair were swinging back freely into soft curls.

I spotted Ethan from a distance and stopped in midstep as I saw the boy next to him. He was none other than Christian. They both jogged over to me, Christian's mouth in a hard line as if he was trying to stifle a smile. Mmm! That mouth!

Ethan came my way and hugged me a little too hard. It felt so good to see him. "Hey Ana! It's been so long. God I missed you!"

"Oh I missed you too Ethan." He let go of me and turned to Christian. "Grey, this is Anastasia, my old cute sweet little friend." He smiled at me.

"Ana, this is Christian. Christian Grey. We go to the coaching institute together."

I looked at Christian who was smiling madly without any reason. That made my smile too. Ethan noticed. "Whoa! Ana you blushing? What's up with you both? Do you guys already know each other or something?" He looked back and forth between us.

"Ana I think you should introduce your old friend to me." I could hear his wicked humor in his voice as he smiled crookedly.

I couldn't hold my laugh anymore. So I laughed. Ethan gave me a confused glare. I walked over Christian and stood by his side. "Uh, Ethan meet Christian my…"

"Her Boyfriend." Christian interrupted as he held my hand tightly. Like he was claiming me. I liked it!

Ethan gasped as his eyes became too wide to fit in his socket. Suddenly his phone rang. "Hello." I spoke into it for a moment and then looked at us. "Well I'm gonna deal with you two later but I have to go somewhere urgently. Since you already know each other that too very well, I don't think you'll mind me bailing on you."

With that he took off while me and Christian stared at each other for a while and then laughed out loud hilariously. "I have a place to show you." He murmured in my ear and before I could respond, he took my hand and led the way.

It was twilight time and soon it was dark as we reached the place. It was an alley. A big, deserted, way-too dark alley. I couldn't see anything at all. To be honest I would have been scared out of shit if I wouldn't have been holding on to Christian's hand.

Then it became crystal clear to me that why are we here. I turned towards his in utter blackness and before I could say anything, he slammed me into the wall I didn't even knew was there and began kissing me. Hard, rough and all passionately. I grasped his hair and pulled him even closer as my mouth responded to his kiss. His tongue begged entrance to my mouth.

His hands boldly, too boldly grasped my thighs and parted them wider. I gasped against his lips in surprise which allowed his tongue to enter my mouth. His fingers super-quickly, as if in great desperation, slipped into my jeans and panties finally finding way to clitoris. I moaned against his lips, my heads squeezing his biceps as I fought for the balance to stand. His other hand wrapped around my waist from back, to support me. His thumb circled my clitoris, his tongue mirroring the action in my mouth. I was panting with need. My arms wrapped around his neck as he continued his sweet agonizing torture. He slipped two of his finger inside my and began stroking me where no man has ever touched me.

I couldn't wait anymore, I let my hands overtake my mind. I quickly unbuttoned his jeans and slipped my hand through his boxers. There. I could feel him. His hard velvet-like skin in state of errection, wanting me so badly. A deep wild groan left his throat as he suddenly slipped his hand out and cupped my breast from beneath my shirt. My nipple hardening under his fingers. He moved infinitesimally closer and rubber his erection covered with denim against my clitoris. I melted away from this planet. I was nothing but all sensation as desire pooled deep beneath my belly. Down there. His tongue explored my mouth, claiming me, possess me, never leaving me. The sensation it was too much. I think I was forgetting something, something I needed but I didn't care. I was on fire.

Suddenly, my knees gave up and I became too dizzy. Last thing I heard while passing out in Christian's arm was his harsh swearing, "Fuck! ANA!"