Hey guys sorry for the late update, my internet is down and taken a while to get fixed. So anyways here's the latest chapter hope you enjoy it.

Chapter 14

It had been 2 weeks since JJ had miscarried, she had only spoke to Will a few times, she didn't want to be around him, not at that moment. She was still processing everything that happened, and how she didn't ,or couldn't tell anyone without her parents finding out.

Walking down the stairs, JJ opened the front door, seeing Emily and Penelope.

"Wow!"

JJ turned around letting them in, making her way back upstairs. Sitting down on her bed, she pulled the covers back over her.

"Will wasn't kidding…"

JJ looked up, taking a deep breath.

"What did he say?"

"That something happened and your totally ignoring him."

JJ nodded, pushing her lips together.

"Talk to us buttercup, cos with the looks of it, you haven't left your bed, or even washed your hair."

JJ nodded, and took a deep breath, looking up at her best friends. "I…I had a miscarriage a couple of weeks ago."

"JJ….."

Taking a shaky breath JJ looked up at Emily. "I guess, I feel like I need to blame someone so."

"Your taking it out on Will?"

"I don't….I don't want too. But….I can't…I don't know how to be around him."

"You won't if you don't try."

JJ sighed running her hands through her hair."

"I'm gonna get cleaned up then….ill go talk to him."

"You want us to come with you?"

"No….I better go alone." JJ said giving them a soft smile.

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"Miscarriage damn." Morgan said.

"Yeah…and now she wont even talk to me." Will said running his hands through his hair.

"She'll come around man, Emily and Pen are round there right now. "

"I hope your right man, I don't wanna lose her, not after all of this."

"None of us are gonna let that happen, and you cant either."

After getting cleaned up, JJ made her way round to Will's walking upstairs, he knocked on the door, walking in he saw Morgan and Will.

"Hey…."

"Hey…"

"Derek, can we…."

"Sure, I'll catch ya both later." Derek said standing up, on his way out he squeezed JJ's shoulder.

After Derek left, JJ placed her hands in her pocket looking over at Will.

"So…."

JJ looked at Will, biting down onto her lip, walking towards his, bed she sat down next to him.

"I'm sorry, I've been ignoring you."

"It's okay…I guess we both just needed too."

"I needed someone to blame, and."

"JJ. Really. It's okay, you needed space I get it."

Sighing JJ, gave him a little smile. "So you don't hate me?"

"I could never hate you, I love you more than anything, and I just wish you would of let me help you through everything."

JJ took hold of Will's hand, feeling tears forming in her eyes. "I wish I would of let you, we both…."

Will wrapped his arm around JJ's shoulder pulling her towards him.

"Promise me something."

JJ looked up at Will.

"The next time, something happens, that's something to do with our relationship, we cant push each other away, we have to stick together no matter what."

"I promise."

JJ looked up at Will. Smiling a little "I really missed you."

"I missed you too." Will said kissing her on the lips.

"So you up for a cuddle, movie and popcorn?"

"Definitely"

While Will went to grab them some popcorn and drinks, JJ kicked off her shoes, and picked a movie before climbing into Wills her head onto Will's chest, JJ felt at ease, knowing even though things were rocky between them. They had each other.

"You okay down there?" Will asked noticing how quite she was been.

"Yeah…was just thinking."

"What about?"

"Can week keep this, between just us and our friends."

"Of course, I think your dad would kill me."

JJ gave him a shy smile.

"I don't want this to sound, harsh or…but….in a way I'm kinda glad I did miscarry, cos I'm not ready to be a mom. No where near ready."

Will sighed, running his fingers through her hair, "Yeah, Ive been thinking about that too. And were no where near ready, so were always gonna play it safe from now on"

"Agreed, I've been thinking about getting the implant, since the pill doesn't really work."

"Okay….sounds good, the safer the better."

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Walking back into the house, JJ went into the kicthen.

"Wow, its actually been outside."

"Very funny mom." JJ said, sitting down onto the counter.

"So I take it, you and Will have made up?"

"What you mean?"

"Jennifer, there's only one reason why you'd be hiding out in your room for two weeks. You guys sorted out your, issues, with whatever you were fighting over?"

"Oh yeah!…Yeah…it was nothing, just been silly but, were fine now." JJ said smiling at her mother.

Having time to herself again, JJ had time to think, she knew her and Will, were gonna be okay, and they were both right, they were no where near ready to be parents, not for a very long time. They had talked after the movie, they were gonna wait until they had both finished college, and settled before they started thinking about starting a family.

And JJ, she was okay with that, she had everything she needed, and Will, was the most important person in her life, and always would be.

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So, I'm thinking there's gonna be one more chapter to this story. So hope you enjoyed this chapter, cos the story is almost done.