Chapter 14

Several days had passed with SG1 enjoying their time at the Colonel's cabin. It was the day before they had to leave and Daniel, Teal'c and Carter were thoroughly enjoying their long hikes and today was no different. The Colonel had still not caught a fish but it didn't stop him from trying and simply enjoying the peace and quiet. Today Carter decided to stay back and 'fish' with the Colonel. She figured it was a good time for them to discuss what their future plans were while the other guys were out for the day.

Daniel and Teal'c left right after breakfast and had brought lunch with them so the Colonel and Carter knew they had until mid afternoon. The guys had found some caves which they wanted to explore so the Colonel gave Teal'c his old style shotgun to carry in case they met up with someone or something living in them and they needed to protect themselves. Teal'c couldn't believe the Colonel still had such a primitive weapon but it was all the Colonel kept at the cabin.

The cabin had been broken into several times over the years so he didn't leave anything of value there. Nothing was ever stolen so he figured it was probably just someone needing a place to crash but he didn't want to take the chance. Once he knew a bear had gotten in because things were busted up without reason and markings that appeared to be claw marks were left on the door. So if everything such as the shotgun was hidden in a hidden panel of the wall in the closet.

The Colonel set up Carter with a fishing pole and some worms before sitting in his own chair on the dock. They enjoyed the quiet for about an hour when Carter decided it was time to discuss their situation. The Colonel didn't know what to say and again told Carter he would do whatever she wanted. If they were worried about any career it was hers he figured. Finally Carter got up and went into the house. The Colonel didn't know if she was upset or was just done with trying to catch fish in a fishless pond.

In about a half hour he decided to go in and check on her and found her on the bed crying. He stood in the doorway simply watching her while chewing on his lips, hands in his pockets. A minute later he walked over to her and sat on the bed. He said no words for a few moments when Carter looked up at him. She moved into his arms and he held her against his chest shaking his head and staring out the window, "Carter, I don't know what to say. You know I love you, I don't think you can deny that. I know you have feelings for me. I just don't know how we should move forward. If I wasn't able to go back full time, I would have retired in a flash and things would be very different but they offered me General. If I accept it and can get at least 2 years in before retirement, do you know how much that changes my pay rate and ultimate retirement later?" Carter was snuggling tight. "I know Jack. And I don't blame you."

Jack flinched his eyes from his mind moving so fast, "But if you want me to retire Monday morning, I would do it. I've retired before, I can do it again", he kiss the top of her head. She looked up into his eyes, "I know you would but I don't want that either." She moved in for a kiss but moved away, "Carter, if we can do it, two years is all I need I promise. It would still be considered an early retirement but I'll be 57 years old by then, I'm an old man ready to hand it off to the next generation. Who knows where the SGC will even be then, maybe it won't be an issue for us then, who knows. And besides, it still gives us time to start our own family. I know I can be a great dad this time around and I can stay home with him or her while you are off to work." He leaned down to kiss her lips and she met him with a passionate kiss in return before he laid back on the bed and she climbed up over him not letting their mouths leave each other, tongues dueling.

He let her take control for the time being, allowing her to remove his shirt while he did the same to her, their lips never leaving each other. She unbuckled his belt and began unbuttoning his pants when he moved to get up. He was going to flip her onto her back but she pushed him back down, "no way flyboy.. let me command this mission." They made eye contact and he laid back on the bed. Her mouth moved down to his chest and rib cage which she knew tickled him, fingers running through his chest hair and down the line of hair leading to his pants. She could see his manhood swelling so she rubbed and cupped him through the material. His lips where opened and she could tell his breathing changed, she loved making him want more. His own passionate lovemaking had given her the courage to do more than she had with any other man. Slow and steady, passionate, lovemaking, not just sex.

Finally she pulled the front of his pants down to release his manhood. She took it into her mouth like an ice cream cone. His head kept pushing back into the pillow, she knew he was in utter delight. Her hands then took control of his manhood while her mouth moved to his sac parting his balls with her mouth and tongue before moving back to his manhood.

He was completely enjoying himself but was not used to being the one pleasured. He always wanted to be the one to pleasure his woman. "Sam" his hands were caressing her breasts. "Sam…." She began moving her lips up his abdomen and massaging his sac and manhood with her hand. She was looking up to meet his eyes, and without her lips leaving their mission, she answered. "Yes Jack?"

He really didn't want it to stop, "Sam, don't you want me to…" She met his lips with hers. "Shhh….I told you I was piloting this bird. You just sit back and enjoy the ride." He accepted as she worked her way back down his body with her tongue to what she really wanted. When she took his manhood in her mouth again she was not as gentle as she had been and with the combination of her hands and mouth got him ready to explode. She could tell he was beginning to tense, "Sam!, Sam…!" His head was pushing into the pillow and his eyes were closed. She finished him with her hand as she watched the eruption time after time. His breathing was quite winded and when he opened his eyes her gorgeous baby blues were looking right at him and she carried a big smile as she moved up to move into his embrace.

He pulled her in to cuddle closely and his mouth found her neck, kissing her softly. "You didn't have to do that ya know." He whispered into her neck between kisses. She loved it when he kissed her neck so softly but she turned her body to face him while he put his manhood back in his briefs. She traced his face with the back of her hand staring into his big brown eyes and smiled. "I know, but you have shown me so much more than I could ever expect from a man in bed, it was time I returned the pleasure."

Jack took a deep breath and chewed the inside of his lip again, "Sam, can we do this, can we keep it a secret? Honestly?" Sam smiled at him, "well at least with you not going on missions with us we won't have a situation where we are sleeping near each other." He raised his eyebrow, "true."

They laid together for about a half hour before they decided they should get up to have lunch and get back outside in case the others returned.