Ame wa Furu, Ai ga Hajimaru
(XIV. Bloody Rain)
By: Riku
Pairing: Yamamoto x Reader
Disclaimer: I don't own Reborn! and you~ only the plot~
Warning: OOC~, horrible grammar error (I've warned you)
A/N: Chapter 14~! I'm on a roll :D
The cold wind in the night made you hug yourself, searching for warmness that left inside your body. You stared at the full moon sadly while sitting on the rooftop of your old house, thinking back to your clan annihilation. The regrets filled your heart, as you know that you have done something terribly wrong, and then you gritted your teeth while closing your eyes as tight as you can, wishing all of this would just fade away.
"You..." You surprised by the faint voice that suddenly appeared, but the owner of the voice was nowhere.
"You are…."
The voice begin to sounded again, giving you a chill on your body, never before fear had taken you so deep inside and made you tremble so helplessly. You were overwhelmed by the fear so intensely that your tears began to pouring out.
"You… are…UNFORGIVABLE!" A lot of skeletons appeared and each of them were holding a sharp tools and weapons, ready to stab you anytime.
You couldn't move an inch and the skeletons were getting closer to you, ready to leave holes on your body, "D…dieeee…DIEEEE…"
Just when the skeletons lifted their arms and stabbed you, you screamed out loud.
"Easy, easy…" A blond-haired man grabbed your trembling body, slowly patting your back to calm you down.
The scenery was different from what you saw earlier, it was…not your old house. You tried to remember the place at first, readying your sword as your protection too.
"Hey, you are not going to cut me aren't you?" said the blond-haired man.
You recognized his voice and the place, "S..pan…ner…"
"Want some candy?" He took a candy from his pocket and handed it to you, which you accepted.
"So… Nightmare?"
You nodded, looking for the refrigerator that was buried inside the scattered paper and taking a bottle of water. After you finished the bottle of water, you tear the plastic wrap and start sucking the candy.
"Want me to create something for you? Something for your nightmare…" Spanner asked, going back to his working area (floor with many machine devices in front of him).
"I'll be going…" You said, ignoring Spanner's offer and left the room.
However, Spanner managed to ask, "Where to?"
"Not your business…" then you disappeared to darkness.
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"Aren't you harsh to that Yamamoto, Tsuna?" Gokudera asked while preparing tea for both of them, showing a little concern to his stressed comrade.
"I can't let him handle this… no more casualties…" Tsuna said seriously.
"Are you talking about me?"
Both Gokudera and Tsuna jumped from their chair and threw their tea due to their surprise, their conversation object appeared suddenly behind them and smiling so bright. Yamamoto laughed, amused by his two comrades and started to pour the tea again, now for three of them.
"I want to talk about her."
The atmosphere inside the room suddenly changed, and it made the Decimo and Gokudera trembled in fear. Yamamoto surely was very mad now and the smile only made it worst.
"About her and your decision… I understand… So, I would like to take other mission, hehe."
Tsuna stared at his rain guardian, trying to absorb the meaning behind his words. Then he let out a gentle smile and grabbed his friend's hand, encouraging him to take other mission.
"I understand, I'll give you the information of another mission soon. Apparently, we have one mission that fits you a lot, but it is in Italy." Tsuna let go of Yamamoto hands gently and went ahead to his working table, searching for a certain document in the pile of papers.
Yamamoto smiled cheerfully, "Yeah, I'll take it."
"Here, the detail is inside. Be careful okay?" Tsuna gave the document to Yamamoto.
Gokudera couldn't say anything, he knew that Yamamoto really want to handle to current mission. However, that baseball freak understands Tsuna's choice, so he thought that it would be better if he is gone for a while. But still, Yamamoto's face looks sad and angry. Probably angry to himself for not be able to save you.
"…dera… Gokudera… Hey, Gokudera!" Yamamoto called and surprised Gokudera.
"W-what?! Do you have to scream?!"
"Err…no, but you are not like yourself to be lost in thought like that. Hahaha." Yamamoto cheerfully said.
The rain guardian then made his way to the exit, "Well, I'll be going tomorrow morning. Bye, hahaha."
Then Yamamoto went out from the HQ, checking the details on the document and decided to take a walk before he rest for tonight. It felt like running away from you, he felt it in his heart to the point that he maybe could die from heart attack due to the excruciating pain.
Suddenly there was a voice inside Yamamoto's head, reminding him to his first murder in the past. The voice told him to kill you, as you were just another enemy to him. But he trembled, never before fear taken him so deep like this. Never before, he confused to kill his enemy.
"Damn… why did this have to happen…" Yamamoto sighed, and then decided to go to where his memories were…
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The rain guardian arrived at his home, his old home where he and his father lived before. The place where he learnt the urge to kill for the first time after witnessing his father's death and the day when he killed someone for the first time for murdering his father.
He stepped inside the house, it was still the same even after Yamamoto left it, luckily he hired the cleaning service every day to clean the house. He thought that his dad would like it if the house stayed clean. Yamamoto then sat on the bench in front of the sushi counter, facing straight as if his dad was still alive.
"What should I do dad…" He murmured, "It's the first time I don't really know what to do… But you were gone dad…"
Suddenly the black-haired man heard a loud sound; looks like that it came from his old room. At first he thought that it was a rat or something, but… it sounded like an opened window. He decided to check it to his room, then he went up silently, almost no sound in his every step. Just when he ready to barge in, he heard a voice.
[Song credited to Fujita Maiko – Nee]
Hey, who are you thinking about right now?
I'm thinking of you
"A girl's voice?" Yamamoto spoke in his mind, couldn't think of anyone who will speak to herself in the stranger's room. Then he heard it again… I open the window and felt it, ah, the night's scent
Whose face appears in your heart right now?
Soaked in the cold rain,
only you reached out a helping hand to me.
"A song..? But who…?" Yamamoto confused, is it possible that his room has become someone's training place? Why is it always you?
The person that supports me...
With each passing time, I fall in love with you again.
"This voice… it's like her voice… and this song, I've heard it somewhere…" Hey, no matter what I do, I wanted to see you
Being in love is painful, isn't it?
The reason that makes me feel happy and also painful,
is always only you.
"Ah… this song… it's her favorite song… is it really…her..?"
The black-haired man became nervous, heart started to pound fast. With every single hope that he had inside, he quickly opened the door to his old bedroom.
"(Y/n)…" He said, staring at you who sat on his window, singing your favorite song.
You surprised at the sudden encounter, and ready to unsheathe your sword. But Yamamoto was faster and he was already behind you, taking your sword away and hold your body from behind.
"Let me go." You said coldly, trying to struggle.
"Not this time…" Yamamoto said before throwing you to his bed, then locked the window so you wouldn't escape.
"First… what are you doing here, in my house…?" Yamamoto smirked while tying your hand with his tie.
"I can still kick you… release me…" You glared at the man in front of you.
He only stared at you silently, only observing you and waited for you to answer his question. He seemed frustrated and mad at the same time.
You realized that it would be the best for you to answer it, "Little visit…"
"You always came here…?"
"Yes… since I knew you never came to this house after that incident…"
Yamamoto's eyes twitched, fully understand your meaning. He moved out after the incident of his father's murder, living in a medium sized apartment now.
"If you don't have any intention to release me, then please kill me…" You said.
Right after you said it; Yamamoto lifted you and went to the bathroom, then laying you down at the bathtub. After that, he tied your legs and started to turn on the shower so the water will be poured into the bathtub.
"You were hoping me to kill you…?" Yamamoto said coldly.
You didn't answer and only stared at him, but deep inside you were afraid of him, feeling pity on this poor soul in front of you to be able to let out such cold personality. But you knew that you couldn't go back.
"Like I will be able to do that…" Yamamoto said, then caressed your cheek and slowly untying the knot on you hand and leg. "I would rather have you to kill me… but… I also have something to do…"
"I have to live… so my father wouldn't be mad at me…" the rain guardian said painfully in tremble.
Yamamoto suddenly came inside the bathtub, feeling a little bit warmer as his feet touched the warm water. He turned off the shower and then helping you to stand up, but before you could stand up properly and escape from him, he pinned you to the bathtub with his body.
"(Y/n)… I really need you right now…" Yamamoto said, then decreasing the gap between your face and his. You quickly used your hand to hold Yamamoto's body so it wouldn't be closer to you, but he gripped your hand roughly and made his way.
His lips touched yours gently despite on his rough grip on your hand, but you couldn't give in to him even if you missed him a lot.
Yamamoto kept kissing you gently even if you were struggling between the bathtub and his body before he finally forcing his lips deeper into yours. But you still couldn't accept him even though you really want to, so you bit his lips.
-TBC-
A/N: I used Fujita Maiko's song in this story and the title is Nee, I also use the English translation for the lyric so it would boost the atmosphere. Whaddya think? Review! :3
Next up? It is the story that will begin with L as the first word, then E as the second word, and N as the last word. But hey the LE_ _ _N story part will get its own chapter?! I must be crazy right now to make it like that… *squeal*