CHAPTER 14
SO SORRY! This was supposed to be up at the beginning of April, right before my b-day, it was gonna be a present from me to u, but a lot of things have happened to me since then, so I couldn't do it until now, and even now I'm not in the greatest state… anyways I'm sorry again and I'll try to write more and as fast as I can…. But I still make no promises… Oh and I'm changing the way I write a bit, kinda like switching times, like I fast forwarded the story and now Mirari's telling you what has happened… or at least it seems like that to me, also I'll try to avoid writing in any other POVs since I suck at them… hope that's clear… Anyways on we go… Nothing's mine!! MPOV
"Don't do it!!" yelled a voice inside my head
Ohhh... but I wanna...
"You don't" the voice argued "Snap out of it Mirari!!" the voice yelled. God was it a pain having a conscience "You know you don't want to do this!"
But it was wrong, I did want to do it, I needed to do it. It was the only way to fill this void in my soul, to quench this insatiable thirst that threatened to destroy it, and rip me apart.
I leaned towards Issac's neck, rested my head on his shoulder and breathed in all of his scent Ahhh, such a good prey I thought as I breathed all of him, the invigorating scent, the best and most exquisite perfume, inviting me in... to swallow it... to let it wrap itself around me... to let it guide me into the purest form of pleasure...
I kissed his neck hungrily, I wanted to devour him, to drown in his life, I continued to kiss and nibble at his neck earning a couple of moans from him, but I could care less about what HE felt, I was tasting him, and God was he tasty! I bit him tenderly, fangs still hidden, he whimpered in delight, causing me to look up to see his face, he was lost in pleasure, blushing a little, his warm eyes closed, his full lips slightly parted and inviting, ohh the things that went trough my mind eyeing those perfect and alluring lips... he opened his eyes and blushed slightly more when he saw me staring, or rather gawking, he gently took my face in his powerful hands and surprised me with a kiss, the kiss was rough, hungry, burning with his passion... it asked for me, for my body, for my very soul to surrender, barely now I understand how he had such power over me, how he could confuse me so much, and make me forget about everything but the feeling of his warm embrace. He stopped for a second, a very long, agonizing and torturous second but claimed my mouth on his once more, but it was different this time, it wasn't lust what the kiss sent, but need and adoration, his lips moved slowly and traced mine tenderly, sending every ounce of love from his heart to my cold one.
I quickly shoved him away and jumped from the counter "I'm sorry!" I said as I took my car keys and hurried to my car I can't do anything to him, he truly cares! I ran trough the door, Issac a step behind me
I can't believe I almost lost myself back there
"Wait!" Issac said, but I couldn't, I wouldn't be able to control myself if I stayed any longer, and now I see I was actually very strong to be able to control my thirst at that time and been able to get away from him.
"I'm sorry, I really have to go" I said as I quickly got in the car and brought the engine to life driving away and leaving Issac behind, standing confused on my driveway.
I drove towards the forest near the east part of town and ran deep into it, to my surprise I was faster and I could see clearer than before, how it disgusted me, growing closer to the very species I loathed so.
Each time I laid my eyes on a creature my bloodlust, my need for another life, would increase making my mouth water and mind wonder... I saw a huge antelope, and cautiously started moving towards it so it didn't see me, it went about completely unaware of my intentions, just as I was about to throw myself at the beast I felt something weird, a new sensation, almost... a tingle, (somehow that has always reminded me of Spider-man, though I like Batman better, being a bit of a tomboy and halfvampire, action figures were awesome) an electric current traveling trough my body calling me somewhere, I spun my head around towards the source, the antelope all forgotten.
I followed by nose, I remember thinking how much I sounded like a dog, and they say vampires are like cats, towards whatever it was that was making me want to melt with anticipation and desire, my mouth watering with each step, until, there, at the end of a cliff, why does whatever you're looking for always have to be at the end and at the top of a cliff, seriously have you thought about it… getting it means to almost kill ourselves, so not cool, maybe it's like a test, to test how bad you want something or maybe it's so dangerous to get it because you just shouldn't have it?… well I wanted it bad enough for I threw myself at the mountain lion atop the cliff, what was it doing there anyways, what did he think he was, the Lion King? It was certainly scary, I know that now though as I look back, at the moment I was driven my pure instinct and raw hunger, far too lost to realize anything, the beast, as soon as it sensed me, turned around and landed a blow on me, sending me flying straight into a tree, poor tree broke in two, and the blow? it hurt but not so much as to give up, I was thirsty, most importantly I was thirsty for him, I ran to him, throwing myself on top of the beast as it fell on the soft ground with a loud thump, it kept fighting me, but never, not even for a second did I doubt my abilities to win against this creature almost twice my size. I smiled as we battled, as uncanny as it sounds, it was fun!.
I let go of him, just so I could keep toying with it, each time the colossal creature stroke me I would smile, knowing, as the predator I was, I would, undoubtedly, win, I now see I was too cruel with him, the poor animal didn't have to go trough that, more importantly I didn't have to be so… vicious, so sadistic, so… inhuman. I soon grew tired of the game and decided to make it a bit more… fun, not that the beast would agree, not even me at this point, what I did next was deplorable, vile and just plain repulsive as well as the cause of many nightmares, that even to this day, haunt my disturbed mind.
I lured him deeper into the forest, and farther away from the cliff, smart move considering I wasn't in my right mind, and would've died had I fallen, once I had him where I wanted, deep within the forest and surrounded with trees, and absolutely no way of possible escape I proceeded to my plan, I circled the animal, looking for any flaws it might have had, I couldn't find any, the beast was majestically beautiful, from its crouched strong legs to its ferocious snarling teeth, I found an opening on the animal's defense and ran to it, claws ready, and dug my claws deep, tearing the skin and bathing my hands in its crimson liquid, I looked at my hands, covered in red and licked one of them, revealing my pale complexion, Ahh the pleasure, an electric current traveled trough me shocking my entire self, that even now makes me shudder with delight at the mere memory, my first taste of blood was the most thrilling moment of my short life so far. But no, a taste was nowhere near enough, I wanted all of him. I kept circling it and threw myself at him, clawing at one of his legs, the creature let out a roar of pain, making me smile wickedly, instinctively it attacked me, I stood there and let it rip at my chest, wincing a little at the pain, my blood painting the trees garnet. I raised my hands and dug them deep on the beast's stomach, making it lose the grip it had on me, and I tore at the flesh… I ripped the skin off with my bare hands, the animal roared in agony, and I brought the piece of meat to my lips draining it of blood, once dry I gnawed the meat, but no, drinking it brought me an immeasurable more amount of pleasure than actually eating it, so I tossed the now worthless piece of flesh aside and ran back to the bleeding and agonizing animal, and quickly tore at its leg, the animal roared and growled in anguish, the more it roared and snarled, the more the creature… the devil inside me lusted and thirsted for blood, I ran back and forth, corrupting the poor animal as I continuously tore at its tender flesh, soon it couldn't even stand, too weak, its body mutilated, barely a living being, I approached it slowly, not because I was scared it would attack, but to take in the glorious image, the once majestic, imposing and strong mountain lion had been reduced to shreds of skin, to bloodied ragged scraps of a being… a true masterpiece I had created, with its broken and fallen limbs and blood covering the entire area, forming an exhilarating scent, I licked my lips and kneeled before the insect before me, bringing my face close to his, it wasn't snarling or growling, or anything anymore, it simply, like any weak, inferior being laid there just waiting for his inevitable fate, his unavoidable death. A truly pathetic creature, completely defeated and crushed, no longer fighting back, all hope lost… disgusting.
I sank my fangs deep into it, tasting it as it slowly began to die, I gnawed at its tender remainders of flesh, my fangs probing it deep, as my mouth filled with its burning scarlet juice of life, sending me into a total bliss, there was so much blood and I greedily gulped it down, still it found its way down to my shirt, soaking it with the heavenly fluid as slowly its eyes began to close and lose all their light.
Once full I turned to the animal and with my lips slick with blood I lapped at its tender face just like a rabid lusting dog and slowly its life drains away, its final whimpers turned silent as it drowns in a crimson death.
I sighed when done and took a step away from the animal, again to take in the view, but as I stood there, with my thirst quenched, and my demon happy, my senses cleared, and returned to almost normal, more heightened than before… farther from human, closer yet to vampire… but the picture wasn't as enthralling as before, as I stared my face changed into one of disgust and horror, and I remember as I looked down at my drenched clothes my mind began to race and disturbing images, flashbacks to be exact, filled my mind, clutching my head to keep the images out I sank to my knees gasping and panting, I struggled to get away, scrambling and crawling away, I slipped on a puddle of blood, coming face to face with the beast, my eyes wide with fear, I got shakily to my feet once more, and ran frantic trough the forest. I stopped, breathless, and gasping for air against a tree, my gasps turning into desperate and wild cries as I fell to the floor, my body rocking with the hard sobs coming deep within my chest.
I was disgusted, to say the least, at what I had become, a monster, a vile, repulsive, filthy, bloodsucking leech
Umm… yea… hope you liked. This was very, well not very very but kinda, hard to write, luckily I found inspiration, on a song's lyrics, the song's called "Thirst for blood, hunger for flesh" I don't know who sings it nor have I heard it, I just came across the lyrics and they helped… a lot… so thanks to whoever wrote it.