A/N:HEY EVERYONE! i HEARD YOU GUYS WERE WORRIED ABOUT ME COMING BACK AND FINISHING THE STORY. I WILL NOT, REPEAT, WILL NOT LEAVE THIS STORY. I JUST MOVED TWO WEEKS AGO AND TODAY IS MY FIRST DAY WITH INTERNET. HOPE YOU ENJOY.

S/N: THERE IS A LEMON IN THIS CHAPTER SO IF YOU DO NOT LIKE LEMONS PLEASE PRIVATE MESSAGE ME AND I WILL MESSAGE YOU THE CHAPTER WITHOUT IT. THIS IS MY FIRST ATTEMPT AT IT SO LET ME KNOW IF IT WAS STUPID. :o)

THURSDAY MORNING
Winnie POV

I woke up still in the dark. It was before sunrise and I was tangled into Chib's arms. The back of his lips so close to my neck I could feel his hot breath. He felt me moving around and kissed the back of my neck.

"Goo' morning' luv." Chibs whispered in my ear. I moaned causing him to place a trail of kisses from my neck up to my ear. My back arched back and he grabbed me around my stomach pressing us together even tighter. His hands started to wander all over me. I could feel my body temperature heating up. Chibs turned me onto my back and sat above me. There was enough light to see his face and to look into his eyes. He stared down at me with such fierceness my breath caught in my throat. Panic shot through me and I started to lift myself on my elbows. Chibs face softened when he saw my panic. He pulled me up to him.

"Chibs. I-I-I please." I mumbled as he came closer. Unsure of my words or feelings. His lips gently found mine. His kiss was tend and soft. My hands found their way around his neck. I slowly pulled him down. The closeness of him on top of me was making my body shudder in happiness. He kept kissing me and slowly slid his hand up and down my side. His kisses started to become more eager and rushed.

"MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOM!" Linny called from the room across from us. We pulled apart and I smirked up at Chibs.

"Everyone is out taa' ge' me!" He declared rolling over. I laughed at him and threw a pillow at his head before walking into the girls rooms.

"What's up girls?" I asked seeing the sun shining brightly and the clock saying 7:30.

"We are hungry and ready for the beach!" Rosie complained. I went to answer her when Chibs popped his head in.

"I think I nee' a helper to make some pancakes. I don' think I know how taa…" He started saying towards Rosie. She started jumping up and down.

"Oh. Oh. I know how to! Me! Me!" She screamed which made Linny laugh. Both girls raced Chibs to the kitchen while I snuck back to the room a nd picked up my phone to text Tara.

"Tar, what in the hell. The beach today? What am I going to wear?" I asked.I heard the beep a minute later.

"Gem left a suit 4 u in bag. No worries."

"When have I ever worn 1?" I texted back. I walked to the bags by the door and noticed a boutique emblem one of the bags. Peaking inside I saw a bunch of swim suits. I looked up at Chibs in the kitchen. He smirked at me and then Linny threw flour at him which caused a fit of giggles and a mess. Sighing I walked back into the room. I saw my phone blinking.

"Give it a try. N have fun!" Tara had texted me. I threw the phone down and dumped the bag. Sorting threw I found 2 matching Disney princess bikinis, a pair of swim trunks, and a black one piece. I shimmied out of my pajamas and pulled on the one piece. Turning to the mirror I saw it covered everything but my legs. I looked back at the bed and picked up the swim trunks, they were a small. I saw another pair of swim trunks that matched. They were a large. Oh for the love of… Pulling on the trunks all the scares were covered except the few scattered on my arms. Matching. I am going to kill Gemma. I texted Tara back.

"Tell her it works n thnks. Dinner n packing at your house tnight?" I asked her.

"U bet! See u 8pm. LU" Tara texed back.

"LU." I texed her. It was our way of saying love you to each other. I heard the girls calling me for breakfast. Time to face this day!

TARA POV

I was zoning out at work when my phone went off. I laughed at Winnie's beach predicament. I hope being around all of us would bring some more confidence to her. No such luck. Last night Jax never came home and Gemma hadn't seen him or heard from him. I wish he would call or stop by to calm my nerves. I wanted to talk to him about Winnie and he knew I did. But he just never came home. My mind kept wandering to the change that was about to take shape. I was pissed Jax never said anything but understandable to why. They actually cared about my feelings. Gemma told me last night it was all up to me. I wanted Winnie to know. Not only to keep her here but so she would ave a whole new family. One that would take care of her. And even though it's selfish I would have her around and she is my only family. Things are starting to fall into place with the semi-calm in the family. After the last year I want everything to stay as it is ort even get better. Me and Gemma have become so close this past year. Not fake close but real close. The thoughts just swirled as I sat in my office going through paperwork.

"Knock knock" I heard Jax say and nearly jumped.

"Where the hell have you been Jax? I waited almost all night for you!" I hissed.

"I know, I know. I needed to go to the hotel to add 2 people to our mini vacation." He kissed the top of my head.

"Who?" I asked knowing the answer.

"Chibs and Ma." He said popping his candy into my candy dish.

"Don't you eat all those almond M&Ms Jax!" I playfully smacked his hand as he grabbed a handful. He started popping them in his mouth. I loved when his eyes smiled at me. He had on his mischievous face. He was going to ignore the Winnie talk until later and I was okay with the reason why.

"Come here." He said from the other side of my desk. Instead of walking around I slide my papers to the side and climbed over my desk and placed myself right into his lap. He pulled my face to his. He smelled like smoke and chocolate. I started devouring his fierce kisses. He lifted us both up and he pushed me into the door. Using one hand he pinned both of mine above my head and started kissing my neck. His other hand soon finding my skirt, lifting it up.

He moaned in my ear when his hands found contact with my moist panties. He slide them to the side and started to stroke my moist mound. I was hot and so ready for him. Knowing by my mounds he removed his hands and pulled at his pants. I wrapped my legs around him. I could hardly control my squeal of ecstasy when he entered me. His entrance was fast and now he was making deep and slow thrusts. My ass was banging against the door and my heart was pumping. I loved the rush. The rush that someone could be hearing or that they could knock. Jax took notice of how loud the bangs were getting. He pulled away and I walked over to my desk. I bent over it and gave him a how hither look.

He came over and sunk himself back inside. Instead of slow he was fast and rough. The passion was building and I could feel him throbbing. Our release came fast and needed. We pulled ourselves together and took the places we were in before. He leaned over the desk taking the last of my M&Ms. I frowned at him and he laughed.

"See you around 6 babe. And yeah, I will be there for the "packing party" you are having." He said making hand quotations. I crumpled a piece of paper and threw it at him as he closed the door. I heard him laughing even after he started walking away. I knew we were avoiding the subject but I didn't know what I wanted to do with all this yet. Jax knows that and is just letting it roll off his shoulders until I decide. I pulled at my skirt. I wasn't a normal skirt wearer but Winnie had convinced me and occasional skirt would make me feel sexy. AND HOW! I got up, my legs still weak to go finish my rounds and get out of here to pick up the boys.

JAX POV WEDNESDAY NIGHT (prior to him getting it on with Tara at the hospital.)

"I told her. She didn't take it well or good. It was an inbetween. She was shocked though." My ma told me.

"So what next?" I asked.

"Let Tara decide. I'm just glad we have Winnie in our lives." She sighed.

"Yeah. I know. Me too. I have to go pick up 2 more tickets and add on two people for the trip." I told her.

"I already did it for you hun." She said.

"Well, If asked then you don't know where I am." I told her.

"And where exactly is don't know?" She asked me curious.

"Don't worry about it. Love you." I told her and hung up the phone. I looked at Bobby who was ready to go. We rode off with Tig and Juice following. We pulled up to the warehouse where Nero was waiting for us.

"So Jax you ready." Nero nodded at me as I pulled off my helmut.

"Yeah lets do this." I said reaching for my gun. I kicked open the door and saw 3 men tied up.

"Here are some of the cartel boys responsible for the shooting at your guys house." He said throwing his cigarette butt at the one on the far left. It caused the guy to shake violently to get it off his lap. The smell of burning cloth started to fill the air. Bobby walked up to the guy, who was still struggling with the butt. He slammed his foot down on the guys leg. I saw Juice flinch at the sound of the bones breaking. Bobby pulled out his gun and shot the guy right in the face, without hesitation.

"You shit heads through shots around kids. Let's bust your brains out and send them back to your little friends. God knows they need extra for messing with us." Bobby yelled. He threw to more shots out into the other two. Tig shrugged over at me and I looked over at Juice.

"Clean this shit up and send it over to the rest of them." I told him. Chucky walked in ready for clean up. I nodded at him and walked over to Nero.

"We are almost out man." I said slapping him on the back.

"Yeah, that's what you always say kid. But there is always one more 'after this' you always have to deal with. You have one month to get done with the almost done situations. After that if it ain't done this partnership is done." He said and walked away. I stood there looking at the guys who were all listening.

"We really almost done Jax?" Tig asked.

"Yeah man, almost." I told him hoping back on my bike.

I knew better than to go home. I needed to go somewhere. I drove around thinking about Tara. I ended up at Happy's house.

"Hey man. Can I crash?" I asked him when he opened the door.

"Sure. Looks like you need to talk." he said catching on.

"Not really just a lot on my mind I need to figure out." I told him sitting on his futon and lighting up a smoke.

"Winnie has everyone upside down and I've been watching." He nodded at me.

"Man, it's not what you think." I shook my head.

" So Winter isn't related to you?" Happy said trying to hide an escaping smile.

"how the hell.." I started to say.

"Come on Jax. You guys look a like, your kids have the same heart issues, and I've seen pictures of John…." He started to say.

"Who else thinks this?" I asked nervous,

"Everyone man, everyone. But you don't need to explain it to me." He shook his head laughing.

"Yeah, everyone will know at some point. Is it really that obvious?" I asked.

"Yeah." He laughed.

"Hey Hap?" I asked.

"Yeah?"

"You think it would be lame for me to ask Tara to renew our vows at Disneyland?" I asked turning red.

"Nah, That would be unexpected. You got to keep her on her toes to keep her!" He laughed.

We said our goodnights and I thought about the morning and the new ring that I was going to buy Tara.

SORRY THIS ISN'T AS LONG AS i WANTED IT TO BE. i HAVE A SINUS EADACHE AND IT'S KICKING MY BUTT SO i NEED TO REST! PLEASE COMMENT IF YOU WOULD LIKE ANOTHER CHAPTER THIS WEEK. COMMENTS WOULD UP MY MOTIVATION TO UPDATE MORE! ANOTHER THING. DO YOU GUYS WANT ME TO CONTINUE WITH WINNIE BEING WITH CHIBS OR SHOULD I SWITCH HER OVER TO SOMEONE ELSE?