A/N: I do NOT own Hannah Monatana. I do own some amazing lip balm...i'm addicted!

A/N: Okay, so I guess this chapter is like a songfic. But the song just fit so perfectly with the first part of this chapter. You will see how. I can't believe I didn't think of this song sooner, but I was having a Tokio Hotel day today. Yes, I have days. Like yesterday was a Michael Jackson day and the day before was a Jonas Brothers day. It just depends on what I feel like listening to. Oh, and you will never guess what happened while Miley was cutting her hair! Now, to answer my questions. 1. Um, I don't think I'm going to review my own story, but thank you guys for the reviews! 2. Yes, I own 'Bad' I love it! 3. I graduate in 2010, which makes me a senior! Woo, I can't wait to graduate! Okay, enough of my rambling. Happy Reading.

She shuts the door

She longs for more and more and more

She shuts the door

She longs for more and more and more

Just once more

Everyone is watching

Her arms are so sore

But she doesn't care anymore

And falling from the edge

The scars will stay forever

Side to side with death

This last time even better

--Tokio Hotel-On the Edge

Miley's POV

I went back to my bed and tried getting some sleep after I had cut all of my hair off. It was hard, I couldn't stop thinking about my dad. I couldn't take the pain. I went back to my bathroom and locked my door. It hurt just to think of him anymore. Jackson went around like he didn't even care.

I searched for the razor I had cut my hair with. I couldn't find it. I grabbed a new razor and quickly broke it apart. I held it over my wrist, a tear fell from my cheek as I sat in the bathroom floor. Just once more. I promised myself. My arms had been sore, but I didn't care anymore. I knew the scars would stay forever. I didn't care.

I didn't even close my eyes anymore, I liked to see the dark red run from my arm. I liked to feel the pain in my arm, not my chest. I watched as the blood fell from my wrist and dropped into a little pool on the floor. The tears had stopped. I couldn't cry anymore, I thought of how stupid I was being. Yes, I knew I was stupid, but it was the only thing I could do. I actually started laughing. It was the first time I had laughed for real since before my dad...well, you know.

This last time was even better. I thought as I grabbed a wash cloth and cleaned my arm. I then put my wrist bands back on. I had been wearing them a lot. I proceeded to clean up the pool of blood on my floor. Nobody was ever going to know about this last time. I made my way back into my room to finally get some sleep.

Jackson's POV

I was woken up by the light shining through my curtain. Something felt odd. Once I opened my eyes I found out why. Lilly was laying in my arms. All the memories from the night before suddenly flooded my head. The close proximity, her smell, the taste of her lips, the feeling of her skin against mine. It was all so good, I couldn't bear to move and wake her. So I just stayed there and enjoyed the smell of her hair, and the feeling of her skin, and staring at her beauty.

I had been awake for about an hour or so and Lilly was still asleep. I heard a knock on my door. I quickly jumped up and threw on my shorts. I ran to the door.

"Hello?" I asked in a fake sleepy voice and rubbing my eyes. I opened them and was instantly in shock. Miley had cut almost all of her hair off! "What the hell did you do to your hair?" I asked, no longer trying to pretend to be sleepy.

"I shaved it all off. What does it look like dummy?" She asked, obviously not a morning person.

"Why?" I asked, there was no reason for her to do something so dramatic.

"It doesn't matter, do you know where Lilly is?" She asked, obviously worried about her best friend. "I thought she had went to the couch when she couldn't get any sleep. But I looked and she wasn't there."

"Um, yeah...about that." I said, not sure how to tell her about what had happened last night.

"What? Did she go home?" She asked, that was obviously what she had thought had happened.

"Yeah." I lied to her. "You should get dressed." I told her, trying to get her to leave.

"Okay, you should to. You still have to take Mamaw and Aunt Dolly to the airport." She said walking away. I quickly shut my door and woke up Lilly.

"Morning Sleeping Beauty." I greeted her when she opened her eyes. She just smiled at me for a minute.

"Crap!" She said jumping up and grabbing her clothes. "I have to go back to Miley's room before she notices I'm gone." She said franticly putting on clothes.

"No worries, She is getting ready and thinks you already went home." I told her. "Now all you have to do is sneak downstairs and get home while I take my Mamaw and Aunt Dolly to the airport." I explained to her.

"Okay, will you call me later?" She asked, I could see the worry in her eyes that I would never talk to her again.

"Of course. I can't wait." I told her placing a small kiss on her forehead. Then she said her goodbye and went out the door.

A/N: Okay, I know it's a little short, but it has a lot in it I think. Don't worry, I will try and update as soon as I can. I have other stories that I have to update also, so who knows how long it will be. But I love the reviews, please keep them coming! QUESTIONS!!

What is your favorite movie of all time?

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~Domi~