Yesterdays accident

What happened yesterday was by accident and wasn't something I planned. It was a stupid thing to do and I don't know why I feel happy about it. But you look so sad, so depressed and I wanted to cheer you up. I feel that this will end our friendship and I don't want that to happen. But I don't know how to go on being friends with you when I said what I said and did what I did. I told you I loved you and I kissed you.