Recap of previous chapter! It was the middle of night and Johnny tried to murder violet because of his inexplicable 'sickening obsession' with her, and how his feelings for her interferred with his life! but Violet avoided death for a while, long enough to write then crumble up a letter to Nny explaining how he actually loved her, and to kill the dough boys. but then Nny returned home after killing some people out of anger and shot violet, as he intended to do earlier. sucky recap over.

and yeah I think unfortauntely nny gets more and more OOC as I write this, but at least he still enjoys violently killing people!

CHAPTER 14

"Huh?" I mumbled while rubbing my eyes. The ground I fell on was soft but filthy. I stood up and saw a bunch of trash covering the cloud I was standing on.

'A cloud?' I thought wondering what in the world was going on. 'the last thing I remember was sleeping when Nny came in and . . . oh, god I'm dead!' I finally realized as I began to look around and get a better picture of where I was. There was a large sign that formally announced I was in heaven, but the cloud had already helped give it away. There were also these kind-of cute and creepy flying bunny things floating around in the sky. I followed a little path lined by flowers and garbage up to the administration desk where some man with glasses was standing.

"Uh Hi… I'm Violet and I uh, just died, I guess." I mumbled to him.

"What? Oh yes, I see you right here." He stated while looking at his big registry book. I felt something wet on my forehead and I wiped hand, staining it with blood.

"Oh God, I'm still bleeding! Shouldn't I have been fixed?" I asked the guy there in panic.

"Try this." I was handed a band aid which I stared at in confusion.

"But I was just shot in the head! Thanks but I don't think this band aid will"-

"Just put it on! They're special, it'll instantly heal you."

"Oh! Thanks then." I mumbled shyly as I put the band aid over my cut, hoping it would instantly repair as he said.

"You can just wait here, someone will be here shortly to guide you to hell."

"OK!" I told him. After a short moment of standing there, I began feeling uncomfortable and started talking to him.

"who are you, just wondering? Shouldn't there be an angel or something greeting me?"

"I am an angel."

"So you don't get wings? Or a halo? And why am I the only one here? People are constantly dying, there should be a big line of people here right now. Are there multiple heavens? Do different people go to different places when they die that way they don't have to wait long? Are there regions of heaven like regions of a country? How big is heaven, is it endless? Do aliens"-

"PLEASE, wait somewhere else." The man requested of me, making me realize how annoying I was being. "Besides, someone else is here now."

"Violet!" An extremely familiar voice called out. I immediately ran behind the administration booth and cowered behind the angel.

"He's the guy that killed me, he doesn't belong here!" I squealed as Nny came over. He looked a little hurt at my fear, but he shouldn't have been surprised. He MURDERED me. And he also killed himself, in the same exact way.

"Violet . . . I read the note you made." He stated quietly while lifting up a crumpled sheet of paper.

"I made that before you FUCKING KILLED ME, and made me realize you were truly some psycho beyond hope of helping." After that bold statement I immediately ducked back behind the angel only peeking out enough to see what was going on.

"I'm really sorry Violet." he told me leaning over the counter to get closer to me.

"Oh well that makes it all better. It's not like I'm DEAD or anything."

The angel then ordered both of us to stop before anymore could be said and asked who Nny was. After a brief discussion, almost a little similar to mine, the angel began to look through his book at what Johnny's done.

"Oh my- this is- OH AHH! GAH!" the man began puking from the horrendous atrocities Nny's committed and I immediately got away from the booth.

"Lets go!" Nny yelled while grabbing my arm and dragging me off somewhere.

"No! Don't you dare touch me!" I shrieked as I tried to yank my arm from his grasp. He wasn't planning on letting go of me however.

"Vi, I really am sorry. I actually mean it. After reading your letter it made sense! I never of course planned on falling in love with anyone, but I suppose I was created with all the same parts and neurons as others, which means that I had the capability if falling in love..."

"Forgot what I said in my letter. I was wrong." I quickly tried to tell him.

"I don't think you were! It makes sense now! I know I'm fucked up, and I know I'm insane! I don't want to be normal like everyone else, and I certainly never wanted to be, but now we're both dead so it doesn't matter."

I was about to scream at Nny for being a crazy deluded monster but he suddenly shouted that he saw God.

I saw some sort of bald obese glop of a person sitting on a recliner that was being held by some spidery four legged creature that told Nny not to yell because God was sleeping.

"No, no! I'll just be a sec! GOD!" The lazy looking being, who had supposedly created the whole universe, peeked its eyes open to look at us. After waking up a little it asked us what we wanted.

"What's wrong with my head? When did it all start? I talk to Styrofoam doughboys and a floating bunny head and paint a wall with blood! I kill people constantly and even killed the only person I've ever really liked."

"Hey listen, I'm tired now, why don't you come back some other time?" God told him.

"Please? Can't you just answer me."

"Nah, I don't want to, I'm going back to sleep."

"Excuse but, that's rather rude he deserves an answer!" I exclaimed suddenly. "You were just sleeping, can't you spare a moment to answer him?"

"Listen here, I created the entire universe, I believe I've earned some rest time."

"REALLY GOD? You've had billions of years of rest time! Why don't you get off your ass and actually do something now!" Nny shouted

"Yeah I guess I only CREATED THE WHOLE UNIVERSE."

"But he's right. You did that so long ago and should be more active now. I mean you made the universe because you had the power to do so, aren't you rested up enough by now?" I asked him. Before God could answer, Nny decided to go on a rampage about how fucked up the world was and how God should be paying attention and fixing it but God merely fell asleep during the rant. I thought Nny would have been furious but he wasn't. He was merely smiling at me.

"What is it?"

"You're not afraid of me! You don't seem mad either! You even argued a little for me! "

"S-so!" I exclaimed, my cheeks turning pink. I should have been furious with him. Terrified of him also. Ready to never speak to him and avoid him at all costs. That's what you should happen if one of your friends tried to kill you. Or worse, successfully killed you.

"Do you forgive me? I don't think any other person in the world would talk to me after killing them. Just now you were acting as if it never even happened!"

"Of course, I don't forgive you! I'll never forgive you for this!" I shouted grumpily, with my arms folded tightly.

"But you don't seem afraid of me right now, that's good!"

"Well . . . I'm dead already! What are you going to do? Kill me again and send me to right where I'm standing!"

"I wouldn't kill you again…"

"Oh really? I didn't think you were going to kill me a first time, but just look at what happened!"

"Hey, over there!" A woman's sharp voice called out, interrupting Nny and I.

"Come here! We're ready to show you heaven!"

Nny and I went over to the tall thin woman with her black hair tightly pulled back in a pony tail and she introduced herself as Damned Elise, Our tour guide for heaven, which only I would be allowed to stay in.

"Wait . . . Since I'm in heaven, my parents are here aren't they?" I slowly asked. The realization that I may finally be able to see my parents again didn't hit until the phrase "Violet will live on in heaven" was spoken allowed.

"I can see my parents!"

Elise didn't speak for a moment but responded to my happy realization with, "Yes, your parents should be up in heaven."

"Isn't that nice Violet!" Nny told me with a smile that I responded to with a glare.

"Once we go through these gate's you'll find that heaven is much cleaner, and more sanitary." Elise informed us as we walked past the gates of heaven. Once in heaven I began to feel rather happy. It was nice up there, I just felt really content.

"What the hell is wrong with this place? Everyone's just sitting there!" Nny shouted. Elise then went to explain how the people there weren't bored, because they were full of contentment, and that in life all we needed was to be content and with that happiness, they didn't need to do anything.

"But what if we want to do something?" I asked her.

"And how come I don't feel any of this contentment?" Nny added.

"well you don't belong here, you'll be going to Hell soon. And Violet, what do you mean?"

"Well, I think I want to paint a picture after I find and talk to my parents. Maybe a sunset, or an angel. Yeah I really feel in the mood to draw or paint a pretty angel."

"What?"

"I can get things to paint with can't I?" I asked getting a little worried.

"What If I want to get or make new clothes, or something?"

"Aren't you feeling content? Aren't you feeling happy."

"Well, Yes, but I still don't want to just sit here and do nothing."

"We do get special cases like you sometimes. What we do, is send you to hell, but let you keep this feeling of contentment."

"What? I'm going to have to go to hell just because I want to do something other than sit in a chair?"

"That's just it. Right now you should be full of bliss and happily sitting with the others but sometimes heaven gets special people who aren't pleased with just being content and wish to do something with themselves even though they are happy. These people are sent to hell -which is a lot like earth but with more ass holes- and are sent they're feeling perpetually content."

"Well . . . that seems fine, I guess" I agreed, the happiness she was talking of, bubbling in me. It wasn't as if I would be missing anything big if Heaven was just a bunch of people sitting in chairs.

"Isn't that great news Vi, we could still live together in Hell." Nny happily figured.

"HA! No, I'll be getting my own home, down there. You can continue on with the tour, I want to find my Mom and Dad." I announced, storming away from them. I didn't know how in the world I was going to find my parents. There was no way to tell where I was going and where I've been. Heaven was just an endless amount of people on chairs. I kept calling out my parent's full names hoping they would eventually respond but it was pointless. I also asked some people around me if they're seen them but everyone was too busy sitting in contentment to actually talk to each other. I was still searching when I started hearing yelling and exploding in the distance. It seemed to come from the area I came from.

'What the Hell is Nny doing?' I thought grumpily while heading back to that area.

'Nope! I don't need to baby sit him! If he wants to run around and ruin heaven and make things explode -this must be his doing- then I should just let him and focus on finding Mom and Dad.'

After a few more minutes, and more people telling me to quiet down someone walked over to me and asked what I was doing. I explained that I was looking for my parents and asked if the person was an angel and he told me he was and that he could poof me over to them. Within seconds we appeared next to my parents, sitting next to each other, looking exactly as they had before they died, 5 years ago.

"Mom! Dad! It's me Violet!" I shouted as I hugged them tightly.

"Oh my, haven't you grown! And what have you done to your hair?" My mom asked, a smile on her permanently content and blissful face.

"I dyed it. How are you guys doing? You've been . . . sitting here all this time haven't you. . . you're both happy right?"

"Oh yes, we're very happy, honey!" My Dad exclaimed cheerfully.

"Have you come to join us? What are you doing up here anyways dear?" My Mom questioned.

"Mom, this is heaven, remember? I died."

"Ohh that's so sad! Give me a hug!" I gave her a big hug again and another hug to my dad, knowing that I would soon be leaving both of them again soon to go to hell with benefits.

'Maybe I don't need to do anything though. Maybe I could just sit here with everyone else. I'm happy, and that's what's important isn't it?' I wondered, thinking about how important it was for me to do things.

"You guys want me to stay here with you right?" I questioned thinking if they asked me to stay, it would make me want to stay.

"Of Course, honey we love you." My dad told me, making me think over where I wanted to stay. I suppose if I only had to go to Hell to for my happiness, then I would be allowed to visit them in Heaven whenever I chose. There would be no reason for me not to. I looked to the friendly angel who was still near by and explained my predicament and he told me that he would see what he could do about giving me a heaven pass, and that I shouldn't worry too much.

"A heaven pass? What are you talking about?" After and explanation of why I was going to Hell, I hugged them again and the angel told me I was needed to calm down Nny who was making a mess in heaven.

Within a few seconds I was away from my parents, and right next to someone whose head exploded.

"You!" Elise screamed the second she saw me.

"Your boyfriend over there is ruining the order of heaven so stop him!" After a mumbled 'he's not my boyfriend.' I ran over to Nny who was laughing crazily as heads blew up around him.

"Johnny, what do you think you're doing!"

"Vi, I have head blowy powers!" He excitedly told me before his own head was blown up.

"Ow, that actually hurt…"

"See it hurts! So you shouldn't do it to others! Look at what you're doing you're making a mess of things! We're in heaven and you can't stop hurting people!" I clenched a fist tightly by my side I sucked in some air for a pathetic attempt at pulling up his emotions to use against him. "And it makes me really sad when you hurt people like this, and ruin things. I feel like this is all my fault for leaving you alone and I feel just awful about messing something up. I really should have expected you to start bringing chaos into heaven, it's who you are and what you do! I should have known better and stayed with you to make sure something like this would have happened. Since this is all my fault, I should spend the time to clean it all up and help everyone out, and apologize and"-

"No! Violet this isn't your fault, I did it all. I'm not your responsibility or anything. Don't blame yourself for everything."

"So will you stop this and apologize, and help clean up?" I asked, trying to sound sweet.

". . . Yes. Of course I"- Nny didn't get to finish his sentence however because at that moment both of us were 'poofed' away, to go to hell.

to be continued!

yeah i didn't add the to be continued in the last chapter because i wanted to have some suspense and people wondering If Violet was truly dead and if the story was over and stuff lol I don't really like how this came out, but I wanted to publish this chapter soon so people knew the story wasn't over lol. hopefully things will be mroe intersting in hell!